"Mooonnieee~" I smiled at shuhua as I checked her vitals

"How are you feeling?" I asked, building rapport

"I'm feeling great!" She exclaims, laying on her stomach and propping her arm without the IV up, cheek on her palms, looking at me with curious gaze.

"Moonie, you're married right? Do you already have kids?" I paused on writing and smiled at her question

"Not yet. But we're trying." She excitedly moved to sit down "Be careful, you might rip the IV." I scolded and she sheepishly smiled

"Do you want a boy? or a girl?" she enthusiastically asked

"Either one will be ok." I answered as I take down notes

"Do you already have a name in mind?" I laughed and shook my head "not yet."

"Can I name it? please please please~" I tilted my head at her and playfully squinted my eyes at her "Ssst, I don't know. I'll have to ask my husband if he agrees."

"I swear it's not a weird name! Yu Qi!! Please Yu Qi!! It's ok for boy or a girl. I always wanted a sibling but my parents can't have a baby anymore" I smiled and ruffled her hair

"I'll think about it."

"ah-aah~" she whines "You have to seriously consider it ok? Promise?" She held her pinky finger at me and I grinned, connecting mine "Promise."




I woke up feeling light and my hand went to my baby bump "Yuqi..." I whispered and gasped when I feel a kick

"Hoseok-" I turned to tell my husband but he's not in bed. Frowning, I carefully sat up and looked around then slowly walked out of the bed.

"Hoseok?" I called out, knocking on the bathroom door and opened it but he's not there. I walked out of our room and checked the study room but he's not there. I opened the baby's room we had prepared and found him there. He had his hand up in a prayer.

He noticed me and quickly wiped his tears but I saw it. He smiles, standing up and walking towards me "Do you need anything? Do you need help going to the washroom?"

I raised my hand and caressed his tear-stained cheeks. "I'm sorry." He shook his head and held my hand that caressed his cheek while the other is on the small of my back. I've been too selfish and didn't realize my actions is affecting my husband as well.

"I'm sorry. I've been in a dark place lately and it must have been hard for you to watch me." I feel my e