"What are you so happy about?" Hoseok's been smiling at me, tapping on the steering wheel and humming.

"You defended me." That's it?

"So? Am I wrong? Was he right?" He shook his head, still smiling

"I was just stating a fact." He nodded his head.

"Seriously." I insisted and he shrugged. I rolled my eyes at him and looked out the window.


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I tried to focus on my homework but a certain vet is occupying my mind... again. I contemplated whether to talk to hyejin about it but I decided against it.

I groaned and hopped on my bed, face first. I tried holding my breath and gasped for air, laying on my back.

Hoseok's been nothing but sweet, he's like a quicksand. The more I try to move away, the more I sink and it's killing me! He's very consistent and sincere. He always makes time for me despite our busy schedules.

Should I give it a try? Give us a try? But what if it won't work out? What if he turns out to be one of those guys? I covered my face and shook my head.

What if he gets tired of me and I don't wanna let go? What if.. what if I get hurt beyond repair?

What if he does what suho did to Irene? I don't think I can take that. I hate to admit but I'm helplessly falling.

"Aaaaiishh!" I pulled on my hair as I sat up. This is why I don't want that love . It makes you crazy and stuff.

I dragged myself to my desk and plugged my earphones in and decided to let music take me away as I do my work. I was on spotify and randomly picked a playlist and put it on a shuffle.

I calmed down and relaxed but then a song came in and every lyrics reminded me of him. I wanted to stop and skip it but it makes my heart flutter. I dropped my pen and I looked to the side and see my reflection.

I cupped my reddened face and a smile was painted on my lips. I hurried to my phone to see what the title and who the artist is. I bit my lips and chewed on it.

"I will just do this just in case." I said to myself and grabbed my laptop to create a mixtape.

I banged my head on my desk and groaned. "What am I doing?" I mumbled to myself.

"This is so cheesy and... ugh!" I heaved a sigh and continued my homework instead.



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Three days. It's been three days since hoseok hadn't contacted m