I feel someone caress my hair and I rubbed my eyes open. "Do you need something?" I croaked. She smiles and shakes her head, moving to the side and I climbed up her hospital bed

"I fainted again huh." She mumbles tiredly as she snuggles close to me and I continued to brush her hair with my hand.

"Mhm." I hummed my response and she sighs

"I'm sorry for worrying you." I tightened my hold on her and kissed her forehead.

"We're having a baby." She quietly says, laying on her back and putting her hands on her stomach.

"We are." I smiled, holding her hand. She was quiet for a while and I notice her sniffing

"Hey, shhh. Stop crying." I pulled her to me and rubbed her back

"What if I fail as a mom? I already failed as a nurse, I-" She's literally shaking against me and my heart ached seeing her like that. I've never seen her so broken.

"Shhh, you didn't. You will be a great mom and I'll be there with you." I assured her and held her tightly

"Now stop crying and stop overthinking, our baby will feel it." She took calming breaths and I sat up to get her some water. I rubbed her back as she drinks and I put away her glass and knelt down, holding her hand and caressing her cheeks with other, letting her stare at me

"I know it's hard on you right now..." I paused, feeling my voice crack. "But you have to be strong. For yourself, for me, and for our baby. Ok byul?" She gulps and nodded. I stood up and hugged her, rocking her slowly until she calms down. I slowly laid her down and brushed off the strands off her hair from her face "I'll go get you breakfast."

I went out of her room to find her dad still his coat. I forgot he's also in this hospital. "What happened? I came as soon as I heard."

"She just woke up. I was just about to get her food" I proceeded to tell him what happened and he sighs, sitting down the bench just out the door and I followed

"It must be hard. Her first death?" He took a deep breath and leaned back closing his eyes then turned to me "It never gets easier you know? With the years of service you think you'll get used to it..." He s