I stirred and opened my eyes. Groaning at the sudden brightness of the room and turned to see hoseok hunched over my bed, sleeping whie holding my hand. I looked around to the familiar surrounding of the quarters and everything came back. Shuhua.

Tears blurred my vision and I covered my mouth with my free one, not wanting to wake my husband up. I feel a weight lifted from my hands and felt the bed dip and then a hug enveloped me. I sobbed at his chest as he hums and rubs my back soothingly.

"Shhh, it's going to be ok." I shook my head. How? She's gone.

"I can't believe it. I was just dreaming right? That's right. This must be just a dream." I started pinching myself and slap my face but before my palm could make contact to my cheek, hoseok had grabbed my wrist, stopping me and cupped my face.

"I know you have grown attached to her and I know how much you cared for her, but you have to be strong." His voice shook and his eyes were red. "Why didn't you tell me you collapsed before?" My brows furrowed in confusion

"When you fainted, I told them it was because of the shock but they insisted on taking some samples from you just incase because you fainted about a day ago too. You didn't tell me that." He frowns and I sniffed, wiping my tears

"It was just from exhaustion. I didn't want you to worry and stop me from doing full-time."

"Of course I'll be worried but how could I stop you from doing what you love? I just want you to take proper rest, take a break from it until you well enough to comply to your duties, that's all." he says, caressing my cheeks and I nodded

"I want to see shuhua." I mumbled and he held my hand, assisting me to get up. "Are you sure you can handle it?"

"Please." I looked at him with pleading eyes and he sighed. The funeral halls are located at the back of the hospital, we were on our way out when ga-in rushed towards us "Dr. Mina wants to see you."

"You can wait for me here, I'll be back" I told hoseok

"Actually, she asked to see both of you." Hoseok and I looked at each other and I asked "You know mina?" He raised his hands up in surrender and shook his head. I have heard about Dr. Myoi but we don't