How It Really Feels
A Fangirl's Dream*Nicole’s POV*
At first I was shocked by Minho’s sudden move on my lips. It had taken me totally by surprise. My response is what shocked me even more.
“Minho, don’t do this,” I said, turning my head to break the kiss.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I don’t want you to just be another one night stand. You… I… I care about you.”
“Then don’t let it be,” he whispered, taking my face in his hands and kissing me.
I’d never felt someone kiss me like this. It was different from anything I’d ever experienced. It had meaning. Who knew that something as simple as pressing two sets of lips together could mean this much?
I felt his hands reach under me just before my body left the ground. He carried me over to my bed, setting me down gently before crawling over top of me. Never once did our lips break apart.
A tear slipped down my cheek as his tongue poked in my mouth. I didn’t bother fighting it. I let him explore every inch of my mouth as more tears fell from my eyes.
“Tears?” he questioned through the kiss.
He pulled away so we could both catch our breath.
“I’ve never felt something like this before,” I whispered. “I… I think I love you, Minho.”
“It’s crazy, but I think I love you too.” His expression was strange. It was blank but spoke a million words. It was solemn but shouted with joy.
“Minho, I’m… I’m scared.”
“Don’t worry,” he said as he kissed my neck. “I won’t let you fall.”
“Min…” I exhaled.
“I love you.”
Things began to slow down. Instead of lust and impatience, care was projected in his actions. He slipped off my shirt and began giving my stomach gentle kisses. I closed my eyes and searched for his hand. Our fingers intertwined, leaving my head spinning.
When the kisses stopped I opened my eyes. To my pleasure he was taking off his shirt, revealing his beautifully toned stomach. I sat up and ran my hand down his washboard abs. He smiled down at me while I kissed each one.
“Now, will you let me show you the right way to do this?” he asked, laying me back down on the bed.
I bit my lip and nodded, scared of what to expect.
Why am I scared? I’ve done this SO many times before. But this is different. It’s not for lust… it’s for love.
I closed my eyes, letting him take control.
“Do you trust me?” he whispered in my ear; his hot breath dancing on my neck.
“I-I trust you,” I nodded.
I held my breath as he slithered his hands down my body, and –when he got there- pulling my yoga pants down with them.
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Minho crashed down next to me on the bed. I reached for his hand and turned to look at him. Seeing his sweaty chest rising up and down next to me as he tried to catch his breath gave me butterflies.
“Thank you,” I whispered.
He smiled and kissed our intertwined fingers.
*Hey readers!!! So I'm totally excited! I was listening to the piano version of SHINee's "Hello" (the first SHINee song I ever listened to and fell in love with), and it hit me that its PERFECT for the opening credits for this fic! ....If it was a movie<3 Lol. When I write I zoon out and don't really notice I'm typing because I'm busy watching the movie in my mind. Anyway, I imagined an opening credits scene (putting in camera angles and everything. I didn't go as far as the lighting affects, but I know how I want them in my mind haha). I posted it in the foreword. Make sure to check it out! It's not writing super nicely; it's more of just to give you the idea and you let your own mind run with it. Mmmm I think it's my favorite part of the whole story(: Anyway, I hope you guys like it!!!! Let me know what you think<333
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