it's been a full year now.. since Jonghyun left earth. and honestly it still hurts as much as it did one year ago. I still wanna cry. It is still very painful. 

I'm sure everyone is taking this day to just think about him. Be reminded he hasn't left our memories. 

and I just wanted to take the time to remind people there are people in your life who love you and want you to be happy. 

and if anything you can always open up to your fellow fangirls and friends and family. 

so yeah. uh i know y'all were expecting an update but the next chapter is definitely gonna be a lot longer so I need extra time to put it out. it should be out before Christmas though for sure.