(dis is gonna be a lot of ppl to write pov's for)
 

I woke up in the hospital, I saw the others beside me but Ten was right by my bed. "Johnny hyung are you ok?" Jisung asked terrified. I nodded "Yeah I am." I saw my arm was bandaged up and I felt something on my head so I guess I might have gotten some stitches. 

"How is everyone else?" I asked. Ten sighed "Jaehyun is still unconscious, Taeil hyung is as well, Doyoung. Haechan. and Mark are asleep since they were up for the past week while you were all here." I widened my eyes "I was unconscious for a whole week?!" I shouted. They nodded "Yuta isn't awake and Winwin is, Winwin only got a couple of bruises, But Yuta's arm got cut a lot since he was beside the window. He also got a head injury and he was bleeding a whole lot... he also has amnesia" Ten said

"damn.. What about Taeyong?" I asked. Everyone seemed to freeze up at my question.
 

Ten tried to speak but he couldn't, I.. no.. "He died?!" I asked horrified. "What? no no! He was kidnapped." 

"H-how do you know?" I asked. "His body was never found. He was kidnapped." Jungwoo said. 

I couldn't believe it. "Do the police know who kidnapped him?" I asked. They all shook their heads. Just then Mark and Haechan walked in the room. "Ah sorry, Taeil hyung woke up, if you guys wanna visit at any point," Haechan said, He looked awful. Mark did as well. 

"You two need more rest." Haechan shook his head. Then I realized it. They weren't in the car, but they saw the car being hit. They must still have trauma. "How is Doyoung?" I asked. "He refused to leave Taeil hyung," Mark said. 

I nodded. The nurse came in and brought some food for me. Ten helped me sit up and also fed me some food. I was worried about Taeyong though.... I really hope he's ok.
 

~~~

I opened my eyes really slowly. The lights were blinding. Then it hit me. The crash! Taeyong! "Taeyong!" I shouted. "He was taken.." I looked at Doyoung. He looked exhausted... 

he hugged me tightly, I felt such relief as I hugged him back. 

*flashback*

Someone hit our car. How do you hit a car that isn't even moving? 

I heard screaming. 

Doyoung!

Doyoungie where are you?

"NO! NO! TAEIL! PLEASE WAKE UP!" I Felt something wet on my face. am I crying?

No there aren't tears in my eyes. Are they someone else's tears?

My body hurts so much... 

"The ambulance will be here soon.. it's gonna be ok baby... I'm not gonna leave your side Taeil I love you so much.." He sobbed out. 

I fell unconscious after.

*flashback end*

I felt my heart break into a million pieces. "Doyoungie I must have scared you a lot... I'm sorry" I mumbled softly. I felt his soft lips on mine before he pulled away "Aren't you supposed to be a panicked gay?" I asked jokingly. 

He laughed softly. "Usually yes but not at this moment." He my hair gently and honestly I'd be lying if I said I didn't wanna just nuzzle his hand and have him my hair more. 

"Where are the others?" I asked. "The others are fine. But..." he trailed off.

I froze. 

"Who died?" I asked weakly. 

"Nobody died.. but Taeyong hyung is missing.." He said sadly. I widened my eyes "Did anyone tell Jaehyun?" I asked. Doyoung shook his head.

I sighed. someone has to tell him though... I was worried about that... 

~~~

I was in a room waiting for someone.. apparently, before SM wants us to work again they want all of us to get approval from a trauma counselor... this is stupid.. But Yuta wanted me to go.. 

*flashback*

I heard Doyoung screaming. Then I felt Yuta's arms wrap around me before the car was hit. I only got bruised in the aftermath but I looked down and saw my boyfriend bleeding, unconscious. 

"Y-YUTA! OH GOD OPEN YOUR EYES! YUTA!" I was sobbing hysterically But I felt hands pull me out, It was Doyoung "Winwin are you ok?" he asked. "Yuta!" I wailed. He held me

*flashback end*

I'm fine though. 

"Are you fine?" The counselor asked. "sorry what?" I asked. "You said you were fine. I'm asking you, are you sure you are fine?" I scoffed. "Yes, I am fine. I wasn't lucky, My bandmate saved me. I'm thankful to Yuta that he decided to protect me." I said. 

"Yuta? So it wasn't luck correct?" I nodded at his question. "He took off his seatbelt and shielded my body from the impact" I just sighed quietly. 

"You know until I approve you, You won't be able to return to work right?" he asked. I scoffed

"I'm fine. I'm really fine." I said. 

"So tell SM I'm ready to return to work" 

He sighed "Fine, if there is any sign you have any trauma then tell me and return for weekly appointments." I nodded

I went to Yuta's hospital room and gently knocked on the door. "come in" He said.

I walked inside. "Hi Yuta.. are you doing ok?" I asked. "Yeah I am.. uhm.. Winwin right?" he asked. My heart broke a bit. I nodded "yeah.. Winwin"

"Your boyfriend still hasn't shown up?" he asked. I shook my head.

"no... He hasn't shown up yet." I said my voice quivered, I was holding back tears.

Yuta... this isn't you... where are you? "I..." he started. I looked at him confused "if your boyfriend didn't come back... what would you do?" he asked. I didn't wanna think about it. Yuta would remember... He wouldn't forget about us..

"I don't know..." I answered truthfully.

"would you ever consider dating me when enough time passed?" he asked. I almost started crying.

Even when his memory is gone he still feels something for me!

"I... wow.." is all I could say. He grinned at me "you're blushing" he said. I grabbed my phone and checked in the camera.

I was blushing. Damn it. 

"Go to sleep Yuta... You must be exhausted." I said. He nodded "I am a bit tired.." He admitted. He laid in bed and put his blanket over him. "Rest well Yuta" I said.

"Thanks Winnie" He said before he fell asleep.

this one took longer then I thought. sighs but its done! please comment it really makes me feel more motivated to update.