Lee Soo Man P.O.V.

Coming here might have been a mistake, but I had made a lot of mistakes in the past. I hadn't made my decisions fast enough, so in the end I had been guilty. I owed an apology to this group that I had produced. It had been my fault. However, I was doing my best to earn my forgiveness.

I knew that Manager, Baek Chan Ho, was a complete moron. He was a jerk and very rude. I should have never let him stay with Dong Bang Shin Ki so long. However, I had and there was nothing I could do about it now except beg for forgiveness.

The moment I saw Jaejoong, I knew that he could be in danger. He was pretty and talented. I had seen it before in other companies. Jaejoong had been the first though. The first one to enter the company I had created. I had wanted to protect him, but I quickly found that he could take care of himself. I let my guard down. However, when I saw that Yunho and Jaejoong were in love I let it slide. There was something about the two of them that I couldn't interfere. I wanted them to be happy.

I had been surprised when I heard that Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun had left. They were gone. I looked for them, but I had a company to run. It wasn't easy finding people who didn't want to be found. I never would have expected that they would go to Japan either. However, when I heard that they made news in Japan I was happy. I knew that there was a chance. There was a chance to bring them back.

I saw how the loss of the three members not only affected the entire company, but to Changmin and Yunho themselves. They were torn up. Heartbroken. I stopped all their activities. I wanted them to rest. To take the time to look for the three members that I hadn't been able to find. I regretted so much then. That I had let them leave so easily, that Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun had been able to leave so easily. I regretted it a lot.

To this day I didn't know what the reason had been that they had left. However, I intended to find out. The real reason why they left...I needed to know.

I smiled as Jaejoong bowed, his large eyes slowly meeting mine. There was a reason why I had come though. It was the beginning. I would try my hardest to earn their forgiveness.

"Hi Jaejoong."

He nodded at me, gently lowering his eyes. He looked sad. Something was wrong and I had to get to the bottom of it. I looked around the room. I needed to make sure no one else was around right now.

"I have a simple question, and I want you to answer honestly."

I watched him nod, not meeting my eyes. I wondered what was going on. He had always had burning eyes before. His eyes were unusual to find, they burned with passion, sincerity and love.

"Do you want to get better?"

I think in most cases, people would beat around the bush. However, there was a lot I had to solve and a lot I had to make up for.

He nodded at me again. There was a request in his eyes. He was begging. I nodded. Of course he wanted to get better. He was a natural artist. If he didn't want to heal then he wasn't passionate...he wasn't an artist.

"The doctor believes that you need surgery. Are you willing?"

Jaejoong's eyes filled with tears. I could see that he was sad. He was thinking of something that I couldn't even begin guessing about. Suddenly, he took my hand and nodded. Those burning, passionate eyes. I saw a glimpse of them again. I gently touched his head. He was being sincere. I had no choice but to return it.

"Can you leave now? I have talked to your family about it. They are willing to take care of you. They want to see you Jaejoong."

I could see his hesitation. Was he thinking about the time he had left? I wanted to understand what he was feeling. I wanted to know everything. His hand tightened around my own. He nodded once again. It was the only thing he could do to answer me.

"Alright. Let's go. And Jaejoong...I know it might be hard, but I hope you can trust me."

He didn't respond as I gently led him by the hand. The van was waiting for us.

"Please...take us to Seoul."

I sat in the passenger seat. I was sure Jaejoong had a lot to think about. I didn't want to bother him anymore than I already had.

Yunho P.O.V.

I searched everywhere for Jaejoong. After he didn't come back to the bedroom, I was wondering if he was trying to avoid me? If I was him, I might try to avoid myself too. Jaejoong confused me. I didn't know what to do or to believe when I was with him. I had often got trapped by him, by his eyes. I had given in to him so easily before, but I didn't want that to be the case anymore. I had been devastated when he had left the last time, I didn't want to feel the same depression ever again. I swear I was going bipolar.

However, I was healed by him. The moment I saw him. The moment he opened the door for me when I had went to see him. I was once again captured by him. I had hated that it was so easy for him. No one else had been able to capture me the way he did.

"Yunho? You are up too?"

Junsu was coming from the Hot Springs alone. I stopped walking. We really hadn't been able to get along since they moved back. I had missed him so much. He had always been the mood of the group, but I hadn't been able to forgive him and I had done things that made him hate me.

"Junsu, have you seen Jaejoong?"

Junsu looked at me, pouting his lips. He had always been a cute dongsaeng. I slowly relaxed.

"I haven't seen him since he ran out during dinner. I thought you were going for him."

I glanced at the wall. If he wasn't near Yoochun or Junsu, where was he?

"He should have been back a long time ago."

"What do you mean...back?"

I looked back at Junsu. He was worried. I had noticed one thing very different about him. He protected Jaejoong more than ever and worried about him.

"Lee Soo Man came to visit Jaejoong, but that was hours ago."

Junsu nodded, understanding. I sighed. Where could he possibly be?

"Jaejoong...was he upset?"

When I looked back at Junsu his eyes were wide.

"He was sad. He seemed really down and he had fallen asleep in the weight room."

Junsu his heel. Did he know where Jaejoong was? I quickly followed him.

"Where is he? Do you know?"

Junsu sped up, heading towards the entrance of the resort building. I kept in pace with him.

"Shortly after...no. Things happened. He tried to take his own life once."

I faltered at his words, slowing down for a second. If that was the case, I needed to find Jaejoong as soon as possible. I couldn't let him do anything to harm himself. Especially if it had been something that I had said that had upset him.

We just reached the entrance when a woman stepped in front of us, preventing us from leaving.

"You can't leave, young masters!"

"Why? Jaejoong might be out there! We have to look for him."

The woman shook her head.

"Jaejoong is fine. He is with Lee Soo Man. You'll be reunited soon, but for now you have to stay here."

I glared at this woman. Why did she know more about Jaejoong's whereabouts than we did? Could we really trust Lee Soo Man?

"Why do we have to stay here?! Why can't we go with Jaejoong or know where he is going?"

The woman smiled. It wasn't a soft smile either.

"You'll find out soon enough. Don't worry about the young master. He'll be fine."

"Tell me where he is going!"

I took a step forward. This was a waste of my time. I wasn't about to let Jaejoong get away so easily. I couldn't let it happen again.

"He'll be fine. He'll be with family. Now please, don't worry anymore."

I glanced at Junsu, meeting his gaze. There was nothing we could do and he knew it too. We were stranded in this mountain and we had no idea where Jaejoong was actually going. We just had to trust that Lee Soo Man would protect him.

'Jaejoong.' I thought about him as I walked back to my room. It was going to be lonely sleeping here alone. But then again, who could sleep when I had no clue where Jaejoong was.

'If you don't return soon, I'll definitely find you.'