The stewardess had long ago handed them tissues but Seungkwan couldn’t seem to stop crying, his emotions were pouring out of his eyes onto his shirt. They stained it terrible but he didn’t care about that.

He looked to his side to see the girl asleep on his arm. He smiled a little, at least someone wasn’t as sad as he was.

He looked at her and remembered how he was when he was younger and carefree. He remembered how he used to think that happiness was always there and when goodbye was just a word.

He remembered secretly falling in love with Hansol when he saw his smile, he remembered all those happy memories that he shared.

He remembered all of their small quarrels, he remembered everything as clear as glass.

Maybe those memories could be made again, maybe he could find happiness somewhere else.

He was on a plane to somewhere far far away, there wasn’t a big chance of him coming back soon.

He looked to the girl, he had nowhere to stay, all he thought of was getting away.

He’d ask her about staying with her once she woke up.

Instead of being relieved he was stressed.

Maybe the best thing wasn’t to run away

Maybe the best thing was to face his fears in the face

To conquer them fully

And to go back to the love of his life

~~~~~~~~~

“Cheollie” Jeonghan said

“Yes angel” responded Seungcheol

“I  talked to Jisoo and umm, cleared things up” said Jeonghan as he walked towards the couch

“Are you guys finally over?” asked Seungcheol, with maybe a little bit of excitement

“Yup” sighed Jeonghan

“How do you feel?” asked Seungcheol, he knew that Jeonghan wasn’t feeling good at the moment so he decided to try and help him.

“Not so good, I thought that it would be easy given that he hurt me and stuff but it really wasn’t” said Jeonghan, he sat on the couch and gestured Seungcheol to sit next to him

“So you really loved him?” asked Seungcheol while looking at his fingers

“I did, but I can’t be treated like that, was the right thing to end it all, before it became more complicated” Jeonghan waved his hands around while saying that last word as if he was trying to just wave it all away

“Cherry tea?” asked Seungcheol, he didn’t want to hear any more about this conversation

“I thought you’d never ask” smiled Jeonghan, he still had some happiness left inside

Seungcheol went over to the stove to boil some water, he was a bit distracted about what Jeonghan said and he almost burnt himself while pouring the tea.

“What the matter Cheol? You seem tense” said Jeonghan as he brought the mug of cherry tea to his lips

Seungcheol looked at Jeonghan’s slightly worried expressions and sighed, there was nothing to worry about, he shouldn’t get so worked up about Jeonghan saying that he loved Jisoo, what he did was for the best.

“I’m fine Hannie” said Seungcheol as he reste his hand on top of jeonghan’s smaller one “I really am”

“I don’t want to cause any trouble” said Jeonghan

Seungcheol smiled, of course Jeonghan was thinking about what he might’ve done wrong “Hannie, you did nothing wrong, I’m just worried about Jisoo, that’s all”

“Are you worried about what he might do to you?” Jeonghan asked

“I”m worried if he’s going to turn out like you did, broken. I don’t want that for him”

~~~~~~~~~

Unlike how he normally did, Jeonghan decided to not sit on Seungcheol’s lap at lunch, it had become a habit but it didn’t seem right, at least not for a while.

“How was your break?” asked Chan

“Terrible” replied fluffy buttcheeks as he yawned “Soonyoung kept on bothering while I was trying to sleep”

“I’m sorry baby” Soonyoung said as he kissed fluffy buttcheek’s cheek “I didn’t mean to upset you”

Fluffy buttcheeks rested his head on the table, covering his cheeks with his hands, little did he know, Seokmin saw the blush that fluffy buttcheeks was trying to hide.

“OMG YOU’RE BLUSHING!!!!!!” screeched Seokmin once he saw fluffy butcheek’s pink ears

“I’M not” responded fluffy buttcheeks as he covered his ears “you saw nothing”

“Were you really blushing because of me?” Soonyoung asked

Surprisingly, fluffy buttcheeks sat up, the blush still evident on his cheeks and said “yes, will you please stop bothering me?”

“Forever?” asked Soonyoung, he wasn’t the best at understanding what fluffy buttcheeks had to say

“What? No, of course not. Just for now, I’m tired and i want to eat my sandwhich” said fluffy butcheeks as he gave Soonyoung a pat on the head

“Oh, alright” said Soonyoung with a smile

“And don’t think that I can’t see you guys being all lovey dovey over there Mingyu” fluffy buttcheeks said

Everyone turned their heads to Mingyu and WOnwoo who were cuddling in their seats.

“What are you looking at me for?” asked Wonwoo “I haven’t done anything wrong”

Mingyu kept on cuddling with Wonwoo not caring about the look that Chan was giving them.

“Where’s Seungkwan?” wonwoo asked, unaware of what had happened “Isn’t he usually with you, Hansol?”

“He’s in Germany” Hansol said and then he slumped onto the table

“Oh, what about your wedding?” Chan asked “when is he coming back?”

“I-I don’t know” said Hansol “H-he just left a-and I miss him so much”

“I’m so sorry Hansol” said Seokmin “I don’t want you to feel any sadder”

“It’s fine bro, I know that none of you meant to hurt me” said Hansol

“Hug?” asked Seokmin

“Yea”

“At least he said loved me” said Hansol

“Really?” MInghao asked “you guys made up?”

“Of course they did” said Junhui “They’re 2 crazy idiots in love”

“Yup, we did” said Hansol as he looked at his hands “but he was already on the plane when I apologised, there was nothing I could do”

“Yes there is” said Jeonghan “you can go to germany and bring him back”

“That’s way too expensive, I’d have to save up a lot for that” Hansol said

“Well for now, you guys should keep in contact so that he doesn’t forget you” said Jisoo

“That’s a great idea” said Hansol

“You can skype and facetime all you like” said Jeonghan

“Thanks guys, I hope that I’ll be able to save up enough to go to germany this year” Hansol said

“What’s up with you Josh?” Seokmin asked “You don’t seem very cheery today”

“You’re right, someone ticked me off” said Jisoo

“Violence isn’t the best answer” said Jeonghan, like he already knew what was going to happen

“Not trusting someone who loves you isn’t the best answer too” and with that, he left the table

“I should go talk to him” said Seungcheol

“No” said Jeonghan as he held onto Seungcheol’s sleeve. He had a pleading look in his eyes but Seungcheol decided to fight it.

“I promise, I won’t get hurt”

~~~~~~~~~

“Hey” said Seungcheol “what happened back there?”

“You did” said Jisoo as he turned to look at Seungcheol, his eyes were full of anger, he was mad at Seungcheol

“What?” Seungcheol asked

“You stepped into my angel’s life one day and ruined it completely” said Jisoo as he walked towards Seungcheol

“How?”

“We were so happy together and then you came along, you made yourself at home with him and you managed to take him for yourself” Seungcheol was frozen still as Jisoo continued to take small steps towards him, it felt like eternity listening to Jisoo’s shoes click-clacking on the floor

“Why would I ever do that?” Seungcheol asked, his body was trembling, unaware of what was going to happen next

“Don’t act so innocent, I know that you like him. I know that you’re just trying to take him away from me” said Jisoo as he stopped a foot away from Seungcheol

“I would never do that to anyone” Seungcheol said in defense, he wasn’t trying to have Jeonghan all to himself, at least he didn’t think that he was trying to do that. All he wanted to do was to help Jeonghan through his and Jisoo’s relationship, he wanted Jeonghan to stop feeling hurt.

So then why did he tell me that he wanted to end things between us?!?” yelled Jisoo, he was furious

“Because it was for the best, he was so hurt by everything you did-”

“Everything I did!?!?!?” Jisoo roared “I was trying to PROTECT him from Chungae” said Jisoo, he was trying to protect his angel but it failed

“You hurt him in the process” Seungcheol tried to explain

“But he loves me, and I love him too” said Jisoo

“Josh, love isn’t all there is to a relationship” said Seungcheol “I know that you love him, but it wasn’t working out” he tried to explain everything to Jisoo but he wouldn’t listen

“It was” defended Jisoo

“It was hurting him, and everyone around him” Seungcheol said, Jisoo needed to understand that what he was doing was wrong

”But”

“I know that you don’t want to face the truth, just like Jeonghan” said Seungcheol, but Jisoo cut him off

“I knew it was you who put the stupid idea of breaking up with me in his head” said Jisoo, he didn’t care about explanations, he just needed that one piece of information. The one piece that told him that it was Seungcheol behind the wheel.

“I wasn’t trying to hurt you” said Seungcheol, he really wasn’t

“No, you were trying to have Jeonghan all to yourself, so you could seduce him or whatever” said Jisoo as he waved his hand around, he started circling around Seungcheol, like how a hawk would circle around its prey.

“Jisoo, I don’t think you understand” said Seungcheol as he turned to face Jisoo only to have him move again

“Oh no, I understand perfectly” said Jisoo, he understood that it was all Seungcheol and Chungae’s fault. He didn’t care about the other minor details

“I wasn’t trying to hurt yo-”

“Just like I wasn’t trying to hurt Jeonghan. But now it’s you who’ll be getting hurt” chuckled Jisoo, it wasn’t a happy one, more of a sadistic one.

“What?” Seungcheol asked, he was getting confused, he had never seen Jisoo act like this

“Oh yes, I’m coming for you Seungcheol” said Jisoo as he abruptly stopped, putting an end to Seungcheol spinning around

“Jisoo” Seungcheol said, in an effort to break him out of whatever was controlling, possessing him. He had never seen Jisoo like this, this wasn’t Jisoo, it was someone else.

“I never thought that violence was the best way to solve things, but now I do” smiled Jisoo

“You shouldn’t-” Seungcheol whispered, he was afraid of what was going to happen next, afraid of the consequences

“Oh but I will, I most definitely will” said Jisoo

“Don’t do this Josh” Seungcheol gathered up all the courage he had in his body to say that as loud as he could, it only sounded a bit louder than his normal voice, not loud and frightening as he planned ot to be.

“I already have”

Jisoo walked away from the scene, leaving Seungcheol standing in the middle of the hallway wondering what had just happened.

~~~~~~~~~

 

HELLO

 

I'M BACK!

 

YAY?

 

HOW WAS YOUR WEEK?

 

...

 

I'M NOT READY FOR SEVETNEEN'S COMEBACK

 

 

ALL THESE THEORIES ARE KILLING MY BRAIN

 

 

I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY

 

 

WELP, AT LEAST JISOO IS OUT OF THE PICTURE

 

 

(MORE JEONGCHEOL ACTION IS COMING!!)

 

 

I FEEL AS IF I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING THIS STORY AND I APOLOGIZE TO ALL WHO WAITED FOR THIS CHAPTER TO COME UP

 

 

PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON ME!! I WILL UPDATE WHEN I CAN!!

 

 

I TRUTHFULLY DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO UPDATING WEEKLY, IT DOESN'T SUIT MY SCHEDULE

 

 

I'VE BEEN VERY BEHIND ON ALL OF MY READING AND UPDATING THIS STORY

 

 

IT'S NOT THAT I'VE STOPPED WANTING TO WRITE, ITS JUST THAT I'VE BEEN VERY TIRED LATELY

 

 

I HAVE TERRIBLE HEALTH IN GENERAL SO I GUESS THAT'S WHY

 

 

ENOUGH ABOUT ME, I HOPE THAT YOU HAD A WONDERFUL WEEK AND I HOPE THAT THERE ARE MORE TO COME

 

 

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO READS MY STORY, IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE THAT PEOPLE HAVE AN INTEREST IN IT

 

 

(I ALSO CHANGED THE FOREWARD, HAVE YOU SEEN IT? THE OLD ONE DIDN'T FIT THE STORY TOO WELL)

 

 

BUH-BYEE

 

 

I LOVE YOU

 

 

-floweroone