Hello everyone, since it’s monday, I guess you expect an update from me. I’m terribly sorry that I am not able to provide one for you. Over the past few weeks, I have been severely ill to the point where I had to get a ct scan because the doctors thought that I had cancer (luckily I did not). My illness has gotten to the point where it physically hurts to write. Most of the time, I’m asleep and while I’m awake, I’m exhausted. I do have time to write, but instead of writing, I concentrate on getting better. I have been literally locked up in a house for over 2 weeks and I’ve only been outside to go to the doctors. My health has been improving, but only slightly, I have strange and suspicious symptoms which haven’t been diagnosed as anything yet. I have tried to write something but I’ve only got about 1k words of crap. Chapter 30 is supposed to be a big turning point in the story but I haven’t written anything that I am satisfied with. I’m so sorry to all the people who were hoping for an update.

WARNING: RANT ABOUT CT SCANS

If any of you have gotten a ct scan with contrast, then you know how terrible it is for them to poke you with a needle, insert saline into your blood, lie on a table for 30 minutes while getting injected with IV. It is probably one of the worst experiences I’ve ever had in my life. First of all, they had to try 4 times to get the needle into my veins, that’s insane. Secondly, I now have gigantic bruises all over my arms and hand where they gripped me too tight. THERE ARE FINGERPRINT BRUISES ON ME. My arms are still very sore from this. Getting a ct scan was traumatizing and I hope to never do it again. For those people who are going to get a ct scan w/ contrast (or just an IV), good luck, I shall pray (to Jisoos) for you.

END OF RANT

I don’t know what to say. I can’t promise an update next week, I can’t force myself to write when it hurts. All I can do is to try to get better as soon as possible, to all of you reading this, thank you for reading this far. If any of you hate me or something because of what has happened, I’m so sorry.

This has been terribly difficult to write (and I’ll probably pass out like I did last time I wrote too much) but I think that you should know what’s happening. Please anticipate my “comeback” though I cannot promise it to be too soon. I am so thankful for everyone who took the time to read my story, to read this. I love all of you, so much.

Buh-byee

-floweroone

(p.s. Thank you for the upvote :))