I miss you for some reason tonight
Tears rise up
Inside my rising heart

Why did I only cry tonight? Was I missing love or companion? Or did I miss you? What did you think? I don’t know myself.

When it rains, the memories fall down and the pain spreads
I look at you that starts pouring out


Did you really want me to go away? Or did you say that out of anger?

Then I freeze in the times that are so clear, as I am wet with the memories
Then I draw out the beautiful you in the rain
 

Kookie-ya. Sorry, I shouldn’t call you that anymore. Jungkook, how’s life? I heard you’re doing well. Remember that picture you drew of me? It’s still hanging in the room you know. I kept everything you gave me.

The long and dazzling season
Will it fade away and stain inside the photo album?

And the polaroids we used to take many times to almost every date we went to. Remember the ice cream one? When you and I decided to share ice cream and I placed some ice cream on your nose. It was so cute. Maybe you didn’t remember.

The night is growing deeper.

You can find all the stuffs I have in the box by the cupboard. Memories of us…together.

Promises that I can’t forget.

I love you forever. Right?

Your warm embrace, goodbye.

By the time you read this, just follow the coloured papers in order (Rainbow) and find out what I want from you. You can do it right? 

-

I sobbed harder and harder by the time I finished reading my completed letter. I labelled it: To Jungkook. And I weakly made my way to place the coloured papers around the room.

Finally I picked up my phone.

“Hello Tae?”

“Jimin!”

“Can you fetch me now?”

“Sure. Five minutes is that alright?”

“Thanks.” I adjusted the letter on my tidied bed.

“Jimin!”

TRIPLE UPDATE OMFG AHHH EU. ITS ENDING SOON IM SORRY!!! Oh yeah the italic words for this chapter was Taeyeon - Rain. OMG I cried at this chapter I'm sorry