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finally it was your big day, everything you worked for so far was all up to this moment the day you stand up next to myungsoo and prove to him you are more than an ordinary girl, you are a kpop idol who is about to get as big as him someday.

it was your first performance stage " debut " day as " DIM - the band " in music bank and with all the great comments you received after " FLY HIGH " the show and Infinite promising tweets, the expectation for you was up to the roof and the main question everyone is ..

" will she step up to the bar? " .

you were very scared as the date got close but the determination girl inside you pushed you harder and harder as you practice for sleepless nights with only one thing in mind and that is to win and the one trophy you always wanted to win was and still is .. myungsoo's heart .

after you made sure everything was ready to go you took off with your manger and stylist leaving your assistance behind to take care of recognizing your schedule.

as soon as you walk inside KBS building you draw attention and head turns at you, from stuff to the idols everyone eyes were shifting towards your pretty face, y clothes and most of all your over loaded cuteness as you bow and introduce your self handing them copies of your debut single.

cuteness was something you had to do in order you reach your goal cause after all you came this far and you had no desire on going back to the start point.

you start to walk inside the Music bank hallway and right then your eyes meet the huge sea of kpop idols you always fantcise with your friend chan beside infinite .

" omg! i didn't give this moment a lot of thoughts ! now i am astonished! i'm standing in the same place as Shinee does! wish my little sister is here! omg! G.na!! and there is BAP!! " you thought having a small mental break down before you remind your self to act calm and approach them with confident and big smile.

first you walk to shinee oppadul and quickly take a copy of your debut cd from the cute basket in your arm  " Minho oppa this is for you " then you bow as you shout " hello shinee sunbaenim i am DIM! please look after me!  " you forced your self to act calm even though you wanted to scream in happiness .

" okay okay~ " Minho said patting your head as he take the cd before he walk away in hurry following his follow members. 

" Wait! can i take a picture with taemin sunbaenim first? " you asked Shinee for a quick photo thinking of emailing it later to your sister.

Taemin stare at you in disbelieve while the rest raise an eyebrow confused from your request. they have a small talk with each other and then push key to take the picture with you before they walk and leave him behind " okay can we take the picture now~ we are in hurry~  " key said. you take the picture and then shoot dirty look at key's back feeling sad you didn't take the picture with taemin for your sister, suddenly they come from no where and stand next you while some group stand in the behind " smile~~ " sungjong said while he take the picture of you and infinite members.

a dorky smile draw in your face as you stare at the sweet comforting faces " the best oppadul ever! always know how to make me smile " you thought .

Infinite take good care of you as they drag you from one room to another so you can meet the idols and the best celebrities in korean entertainment industry making it more comfortable for you to introduce your self. 

soon it was your performance time, you walk to the stage full of confident and ready to wow everyone this time, watching infinite standing in the BTS watching you somehow gave you the needed strength as you grab the mic to sing your Title korean song " Only you " with so much passion.

 again Myungsoo had that weird unexplainable mixed emotions the minute you started to sing , his heart started to beat fast and head playing random pictures of the old you. as he hear the song lyrics he caouldn't help but to feel as if ( ______ ) was singing to him. 

this is the translation of the song ..

every day i remember your face i go crazy~

every time i hear your name my tears start to fall down~

how much i have waited for you, it's something you will never know 

and right now i only have this broken heart, so better accept it 

for you baby and only you~~ baby~ 

dum dum dum tara~ ram~ dum dum dum tara~ ram~ dum dum dum tara~ ram~ uh uh uh~

listen carefully to this song~  only fix your eyes at me~

just try and say it for one time~ its you ~ you ~ you~ 

1-2-3 hey let's go~ let's get showered with kisses and love ~ 

you are the only one i love ~ you~ you~ only you~ 

I love my world when your hands touch mine ~

come closer baby , don't be afraid~ lets fall in love~

my heart keep thumbing every day~ why i am like this?

and right now i only have this full of regrets heart, so better accept it 

for you baby and only you~~ baby~ 

( listen boy i know we were born in tow diffrrant world but my heart will never stop loving you )

as soon as i saw your face i confessed right away 

my lovely baby~ say you love me too

everyone knows~ that you belongs to me~ 

come back baby my heart is suffering without you~ 

after you finish your amazing standing worthy performance you run to meet infinite backstage " i did it!! i did it!! " you jumped in happiness forgetting for a minute that the new you only met infinite members an hour ago.

dongwoo and woohyun eyes widen when you hug them tight while everyone there and the rest of infinite members look at you with a big question mark.

" sorry " you said breaking the hug, your cheeks turn red as soon as you realized what you just did but then dongwoo look at you and laugh adorably as he ruffle your hair " you are so cute! " making you feel less embarrassed.

Infinite members burst in laughter at the your spontaneous personality as you stare at them thinking " only if you know who i am " . then sungyeol walk closer to you and say "good job our raising star! " giving you the thumb up. you nod smiling and quickly your eyes fix on myungsoo waiting for him to say anything to you but instead he keep staring at you. " what is he looking at! " you thought before you start to see tow of myungsoo.

" why there is tow of myungsoo?! " you mumbled. " ha? what did you say?! " sungyeol heard what you mumbled.

you start to feel dizzy and without you know everything spins around you " i think i am going ... " before you get to finish you faint falling  into sungyeol arms. " DIM ssi!!!!!!! " your manger shouted running at you.

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