Self conscious

My INFINITE charm !!

 

 " why are you hear ?? " woohyun said screaming so load at me .

" i just came to see you practise i didn't mean to bother you ~ " i said looking down scared avoiding eye contact .

 " then what are you doing with him ?!! " he asked very angry .

" ha ? what ? who ? " i said confused before i look at my right side to find cute kim myungsoo smiling at me ...  * faint * .

what kind of dream is that !! when my bias is Dongwoo o_0 ??

lol anyway enjoy reading :b

 


 

 

"( _____ ) hurry up, your guitar teacher is on the phone," your younger sister yelled.

You run downstairs excited to hear the word guitar *Eh? But today is Monday, I don't have a guitar lesson! Why would he call?* You thought on your way to the kitchen. "I'm here now so you can give me the phone," you said reaching your hand to get it.

"Say please ~ " your annoying sister said pulling her hand back.

"I said give me the phone!!" you scream before you use your ninja speed and snap the phone right from her hand.

"Ha! Stupid kid!" you shout as you shot her a dirty look while she screamed and walked with heavy steps out the kitchen.

"Hello Mr. Ray!!" you said as you answered the phone.

" ( _____ )!! I have good news!!" he said.

"Wait!! You are not my guitar teacher!! You’re Chan!" You scream disappointed before he shushed you.

"Lower your voice!! I don't want my parents to know that I called you!" he whispered.

You hit your head recalling what your parents said after they found out that you had been skipping classes to meet with Chan and other Inspirits for Infinite fan club meetings for over a week.

"Oh yeah, I forgot!! Sorry. So why are you calling?" you said scratching the back of your head.

"Listen!! I just heard from the club that Infinite will come this Friday and they will hold a contest before the concert on Saturday!"

" What? Omg! This sound like a dream, I can't believe I will finally meet my love, Kim Myungsoo!" you scream before you start your spazz with Chan on the phone.

"But wait, what contest?" you asked after it sank in .

"You can read everything about it on yeahinfinite’s tumblr!" he said trying to not get caught by his crazy mother.

"I would do that if my stupid sister hadn’t broken my laptop!! Or if my controlling parents didn't take my phone away last week," you reply sniffing, shedding fake tears so your best friend would pity you.

"Oh poor you ~ don’t worry, I'm here!! Well the contest is a one-week tour…...." he explained everything to you.

After you hear that, you scream and start to bounce from happiness, but suddenly you sense something is not right…

"Ummm... Chan can you hold on?" you said putting the phone on the table next to you, then you walk slowly, almost tiptoeing toward the kitchen door that was slightly open and on your way there you grab the orange juice carton.

Just when you get there you lean against the door and stretch your arm, throwing the juice through the small gap before you run back to pick up the phone giggling .

"Hahahaha you should see her!! She looks so funny," you said laughing so hard as your sister walked into the kitchen soaking with orange juice.

"You will regret this!" she screams, shaking her body like a lunatic.

"Hahaha!! You are crazy Kim Myungsoo yeochin!!" Chan said.

"Sorry Chan, I need to end this call!! Let’s meet at the fan club gathering tomorrow!" you said before hanging up the phone.

*Let the fight start!!* You thought cracking your knuckles as you watch your younger sister run toward you like a mad bull.

 

 

30 minutes later...

"Ouch my arm!!!" ... "Ouch!! My face ~"

The two of you scream in pain lying on the kitchen floor with food all over the place, juice and milk...

"You should admit it!! I always win!" you said touching your swollen left cheek.

"What? I always win! Like my biases!" your younger sister shouts, rubbing her pink arm.

"I know you are doing all this out of your extreme jealousy cause I get to see Infinite!! When you will never see SHINee!" you rub it in her face, when your mother walks in holding some grocery bags.

"What the hell happened here?" she screams, shocked at the scene, dropping the bags onto the ground.

"What?! I have zero jealousy! In fact I feel sorry for you!! Kim Myungsoo yeochin?? He will never look at a fat, ugly, pathetic girl like you!!" she shouted spitting baby carrots out of .

"Hey watch your mouth!! She is your older sister!" your mother yelled at her.

You stare at your younger sister and scream "I'm not ugly!!" Then you run to the bathroom and lock yourself in.

Your mother hit your sister’s head, "Are you crazy?" scolding her.

"Whatever!!" she replies as she walks away before her foot slips to sweep the kitchen floor. "Ahhhhhhh!!!" she screams hitting the stove.

 

Your POV:

You run to the bathroom and lock yourself in.

"Stupid kid!!" you scream kicking the marble floor.

Then you start washing your face "Ouch!!" you said the minute the cold water touched your face full of pimples.

A few seconds later, you hear a bumping sound and then your annoying sister crying.

*Hahaha!! Karma!!* You thought with a big smile on your face.

After you finish cleaning your face, you look at the mirror. "Am I really ugly? Will Kim Myungsoo not like me?" you asked yourself as you suddenly felt self conscious looking at your small eyes and tiny nose. Then something on your cheek caught your eyes

*Look at this scar! As if it’s not enough that I'm ugly!*

You thought looking at the long scar above your right cheek that your younger sister had caused earlier from different angels.

*I wonder what I was thinking?!! To call myself Kim Myungsoo’s girlfriend!! Crazy!!* You thought as you took off your dirty clothes and stepped into the shower.

"At least I’m a c-cup! I bet he’s not used to seeing girls with a c-cup. Hahaha..." you loved that thought.

 

The next day you go to meet Chan at the fan club gathering.

"Look at these signs! And posters!!  I love Inspirits, they are the best fandom!!" you said walking with Chan, checking the stage.

"So here’s where Infinite will be performing!" Chan shouted at you from the stage before he starts imitating Sungjung’s part in Be Mine.

You laugh as you wave at him embarrassed. "Come down!!"  When the fun club admin asked the two of you to stay in line for the draw.

*I really wanna be one of the lucky 7 contestants!!* You thought when it was your turn to pick one of those little plastic red balls.

After everyone finished, the admin screamed, "Now open the ball and let us see who the lucky 7 winners are!" While the event organizer documents the moment, you open the red ball closing your eyes. *Please God, let it be the one!! Let me meet my soul mate!!* You pray...

Just then you hear the click and you open it *I’m scared to open my eyes now* You thought just when you hear Chan scream next to you.

Your eyes see the light "Omg!! Did I win??" Unable to contain your happiness, you look at the paper in your hand and then your face loses all expression.

"I didn't win!" you gasp.

"I won! I won! I will get to date Sungjung finally!" Chan screams beside you flying from happiness.
 

 

 

 

 

Infinite will appear in the next chapter look forward :D

don't forget to comment ~

 

Big hug to my fav dongseang and best editor ever ( hellhathfury ) saranghae ~~ do well in your exams !! fighting !!

 
 

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infinityxkmsl_ #1
Chapter 38: update soon author nim^^
Love your story soo muchhh <3
kiseop1 #2
Chapter 37: woow this is so shakjzskzk exiting !!! Update soon or I'll srsly kill you auother-nim! hehe jk ;p
chocomomo
#3
Chapter 37: W.O.W..
My infinite feels~ unF!
Ugh, this is amazing!
mkiss-aisb2st #4
Chapter 2: Omg. Dongwoo's my bias too o3o

Even though im only on the 2nd chapter, I love it! I can clearly see what happens and its so entertaining 'seeing' me and my sister beat each other up XD
Ycmcdc #5
Chapter 36: O-o Give me the next chapter naow....
Ycmcdc #6
This feels interesting~~~~
Sincerely,
This is a great storyO-o.
floresitaseungri
#7
Chapter 32: YAY!!!!! UPDATE SOON UPDATE SOON!!!! Sungyeol know that she is miss tiger!!! Yeay yeay yeay!! *crazy* hahahha ^o^
floresitaseungri
#8
Chapter 30: Please update soon!!! I've been waiting for your update!!! ^o^
ShahdB12 #9
Chapter 30: aaaah finally ,, i've been waiting for ages for your story update ,, Oh i'm curious yeaaaah xD for what will happen next :DD
singaporetwins
#10
Chapter 29: i cant believe i missed so many updates...blink blink...but i read em all!!!!and everything i wanted to say disappeared when myungsoo said what he said in this and the previous chap!!!gaaah!!!!the idiot!!!!whys he being so stupid!!!!you just hurt her!!!!grr grr grr...phoo...i dont wanna read the other part...gaaah!!!!but i want to too...but awww...poor chan...but yay!!!!least he gotta see sungjong before he passed on!!!!and grr his father...