One Last Wish
My INFINITE charm !!
Hi lovely subscribers!! Sorry for the late update >_< I was really busy , sick and going through a phase so
I couldn't come up with nice chapters so I thought why giving you ty chapters when I can wait untill
I feel better and give you my best ^^
so here I am feeling better and ready to update !! * why I wanted to write ready to bingo 0.o * lool
anyway here it is ! Enjoy reading <33
Next day morning
You slowly open your eyes and first thing you notice that you are resting your head on someone's shoulder .
weirdly you were so comfortable with that position so you figured out " it has to be mum's shoulder "
you start to rub your eyes softly trying to get the sleep out of them, then your eyes land on a small blanket
placed on your lap , you stare at it for a sec before you go back to rubbing your eyes .
" I don't believe I slept like a baby in the hospital waiting room and in this hard as Steel seat!!! "
you thought before the body next you startmoving in discomfort .
Just when you qre about to strich your arms you see your mother standing in front of you .
" then who is .... " you quickly rise your heavy head that have been lying there for hours and open your eyes in shock
as you watch him sleeping like a baby .
" omg!! Did I just drool on myungsoo's shoulder??? Its all because that spicy food sungyeol bought yesterday!!! "
you gasped before you wipe your mouth and run to stand behind your mother .
The past two hours were so awkward after your mother decided to go home , you were left alone with
sungyeol and myungsoo.
Everyone kept avoiding making eyes contact or even starting a new conversation until infinite memebers show up
And decided to break the ice .
you smile as they directly run towards Sungyeol and myungsoo , they start hugging them like they didn't meet for years which made
you little bit confused , once they see you staring at them they stop hugging each other and spread up .
" annyeong ( ____ ) are you ok? " woohyun asked moving next to you .
You node and smile cutely causing woohyun to pat your head softly .
" how is chan? Is he still in the ER ? " sunggyu asked .
" I really don't know how is he but he is not in the ER anymore they transformed him to another room early this morning but they
won't let us go in or see him " you said with a very sad face .
Myungsoo scratch the back of his head and move to stand next to woohyun .
" should I give her the box now or later?? " myungsoo thought hands on his pocket .
" who is (____)??? " the nurse said .
You look at her and quickly run forward " I am ( _____ ) , is there something wrong ? " you said anxious .
" everything is ok dear " she said with a smile of angle .
" i came to say you can finally see your friend chan , in fact he is awake and asking for you "
As soon as you hear those words you run immediately to Chan's room ..
Once you touch the door handle you froze and at that time every scary thought you can ever imagine comes across your mind .
" what if this is our last day? What if this is our last hour? Minute? Seconds? What if in the moment I open the
door all I see is Chan's dead body?!! "
You step backward in fear but then a soft warm hands rest on your cold shevering shoulders to calm you .
" don't be scare , everything will be fine " he whispered gently .
hearing the sweet assuring voice that you can't help but to feel secure whenever you hear it makes you turn around and nod "
thank you myungsoo " you said smiling .
" how I wish I can just hug you and wash all your pain away " myungsoo thought staring at your worried face .
You let out a long sigh and make a fest while pushing your bad thoughts away " I'm strong and nothing bad will happen I have faith!! "
you said fest in front of your face .
Myungsoo let out a small laugh and press down your fest before he walk away .
" what was that? This is my first time to see myungsoo smiling like this! he looked so .... real??!! "
you thought before you shake your head and open the door behind you .
You walk inside the white room and the first thing caught your eyes is the white empty room .
you take few steps and suddenly ..
someone jump on you Freaking the hell out of you " I missed you Pabo !! " chan said hugging you so tight .
Your eyes widen in shock before you hug him back so tight and ask ..
" what is going on ? I thought you are very sick shouldn't you be in bed? "
Chan let go of you and as hard as he was trying to look fine , he couldn't hide his tired brown eyes and skinny
weak body , just Without you know tears start to fill up under your eyes but you quickly wipe them away .
" why you never told me? " you asked the only question you were looking for it answer .
Chan say nothing and walk slowly to his bed , seeing him stumbles in his walk you hurry and help
him to lie comfortably on bed .
After he lay there he stare at the ceiling .
after few seconds you grin on your teeth and scream ..
" yah chan !! Are you going to be like this!! I need some answers!!! "
When I must leave you
for a little while
Please do not grieve
and shed wild tears
and hug your sorrow
to you through the years
Start out bravely
with a gallant smile
and for my sake
and in my name,
live on and do
all things the same
Feed not your loneliness
on empty days,
but fill each waking hour
in useful ways
Reach out your hand
in comfort and cheer,
and I in turn
will comfort you
and hold you near
Never, never
be afraid to die,
For I am waiting
for you in the sky
" That pretty poem by Helen Steiner Rice , don't you just love these words? That is all I wanted you to know "
chan said smiling while staring at the ceiling .
After chan finish talking you felt like a heavy weight been placed on your chest few seconds that feeling built up
as if someone dig a whole in your chest and ripped your heart out of it .
sadly those scary thoughts you had earlier came back but this time you knew they were nothing but realty waiting to happen in any moment .
" what are you saying? What are you trying to say?? " you shouted stupidly forcing your tears to stop falling .
" (______) please don't make it hard , if I die now I will die happy cause I have you by my side "
he said shifting his eyes towards you .
" chan!!! Stop saying that!! Just stop!! You are not going to die!! " you shouted embracing his hand tightly .
" don't be sad! I have no regrets , All I have is just one last wish , would you help me with it? " he said .
" what?? You know i would do anything for you!! But but ... what last wish?? " you asked .
Next two chapters will be up later today ^^ see you then ;)
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