Won Woo as Author-nim: Hello. It me. 

The forgotten author of CLOSER. LOL I’m kidding!

Jeonghan: Who is this again?

Seungcheol: I honestly don’t remember.

Author-nim: Well… okay then. *Hurt*

Anyways, I came on here to take an updated Roll…

CALL CALL CALL~! 

And ask a very serious question...

I deleted the last poll and A/N about the rollcall from before. 

So I want to do a new one, even though it may seem unnecessary but you know me…

I kinda lost motivation for this story, which worries me, really don’t wanna abandon it or actually delete it, but I don’t even know if it’s already been abandoned by its readers so this rollcall should help me decide what I do moving forward. A lot of the readers I know have stopped reading this fic already so…

I should admit that I’ve been working on one of my Won Woo’s fic the most recently, and since it’s a “straight fic” it’s made it hard for me to get back into the “MEANIE” ship LOL That’s part of the reason I’ve been slow coming back to this, but I’m trying! And we all know how complicated I made this story so it’s been hard to plan and piece my dramatic ideas together…

Me thinking how I screwed myself over with my dramatic ideas.

“It’s Fine.” 

LOL

In my last A/N about this, I said how I don’t get the same feedback as I used to when the story first started and I will admit that it really has been affecting my writing. Kinda just wanna give up on writing at times because I realize feedback is also important and inspires me to keep going too, it's like the missing 30% of my inspirations, the other 70% being from real-life events and music lol.

As much as I don’t want to say this, but there may come a time where I just give up on this story and maybe it’s best I just warn you all that it’s a possibility to keep in mind. I made a promise to finish it, and I’ll try to keep that promise the best I can. But if I fail, I’m just sorry x.x 

Why do I always gotta be dramatic in these A/Ns lol

I wanna avoid Revamping this story yet another time, but I’ve written myself into a corner I think. 

Honestly don’t know when I’ll have a new update out but I hope I can have one ready for the 4 year anniversary this October. Can you believe it’s 2015 in the storyline and only a month and a half has passed in the storyline but it’s 2019 now and the year is only 5 months from being over. 

I sure take my sweet time moving along LOL At this rate, the world might end before it even turns 2016 in the storyline!

So please, vote and let me know if this story is worth saving anymore… cuz it’s feeling like it’s not worth it anymore, hurts to say but it’s true. And forgive my negative attitude about this, life’s been super rough these past few months and now I have lots of time to write but I’m stuck on this fic and just don’t know what to do with it anymore. While I have other fics I can work on, this one is just haunting me in my mind because of how big it is and how long it's been since updating...

I suppose the decision is ultimately up to me, but over the years of updating and readers commenting, I want this to be a mutual decision, I kinda want readers to have a little say in this…

One poll is for attendance, welcome to CLOSER school LOL

The other poll(at the bottom of the chapter) is to see if maybe I should just delete this fic and make a new version of it but try to execute the plot differently. When I revamped it in 2017 everything was sorta winged and I was coming up with it on the spot lol there’s a lot I wish I could do differently now, so if maybe I should just make a new version. At that point I’ll probably know how many are active then cuz all the ghost readers won’t be subbed anymore LOL 

(I really think a lot of the subs on this fic are abandoned accounts.)

I suppose it makes me expect too much seeing such a large number of subs but so little feedback and activity lol kinda doesn’t make sense to me at all. 

I’d just like to hear what the current supporters of this fic think about that.

I could just take time to figure out the current plotline, but I’m afraid that’ll take a really long time OTL I suppose there’s a chance it could be saved… 

Or it’s just easier to start anew… (if we decided to start anew, I’ll just keep all the chapters here and keep the fic posted so there’s something to look back on lol Thanks for the memories)

It’d probably be the same plot and stuff just executed better and not poorly done on the spot kind of thing like I did the past two years x.x

Lol sounds like I’ve already decided what I wanna do, but not really. 

So if you don’t mind helping me decide… I’d appreciate it a lot.  

Thanks in advance lol

And sorry if you’re disappointed with this news...

Attendance Poll

The subscriber count is slowly GETTING CLOSER to 666.

Can you not? I don't play with DEMONS! LOL