This chapter is after chapter 2's events

Min Young Pov

I didn't mean to leave Minho oppa hanging like that but the tension in the air was so thick that I felt I needed to get away before both of us do or say something we regret. Things wasn't like this back when we first started. Sure, he wasn't the best boyfriend in the world and the way that he treats me seems odd to most people but he is mine and that is more than enough, I guess? Contrary to people's belief, Minho oppa was not my first love. My first love is a secret that I will keep to myself because it doesn't matter anymore cause I'm now with Minho oppa and my first love will never see me as anything more than just his dongsaeng and friend.

I loved Hanbin oppa first even before Minho oppa came along. Everyone kept saying in whispers that we would make such a great couple and I believed it too but I waited and nothing happened. He treated me like I was nothing more than his dongsaeng. When Minho oppa came along and showed interest in me, I thought maybe I could take this chance and make him jealous. I kept talking about Minho oppa in front of him expecting him to protest and say that he likes me but nothing happened. Eventually, I gave up because it was too tiring and hurting to keep going on when he doesn't seem to have a clue.

The way that Minho oppa treated me was not in a way that a girl would expect a guy who likes her to treat her. But what I liked was that he made it clear on how he truly wanted me and loved me that I couldn't help but eventually fall for him. It pained me when we had to stay away from each other during WIN: Who Is Next and then subsequently Winner TV. Of course, it does hurt when he has to say he is single to the rest of the world when all of YGE knows about us. In moments like those, Taeyang oppa and Jiyong oppa comforted me and said it is very normal cause they go through it too. Jiyong oppa having to hide his relationship with Kiko noona, Taeyang oppa having to say that there's nothing going on with Hyorin noona. It just makes me feel if everything will be worth it in the end.

Minho oppa's temper have been flaring up for the couple of months and I know he doesn't mean to hurt me but how long can I go on hiding the bruises? Summer is coming soon and it would be odd for me to keep covering up. Sooner or later, people are going call me Seunghyun oppa number 2 with the way I keep covering up. Even Chaerin noona have asked me if I don't feel hot during our practices cause I wore a long sleeve top with a tight fit jacket. When Minho oppa snaps, it is scary, it is like he is on a rampage that no one can stop but he feels the remorse and will apply balm on my bruises and ask if I'm ok after he has finished his raging moments. I love him but I do wonder if love is really enough. 

I finished my practice with Chaerin noona and received two text messages. One from Hanbin oppa and the other from Minho oppa. "Min, are you free? Could you come over to Ikon's practice room? I got something I want to perform for you" from Hanbin oppa then the one from Minho oppa said "Minyoungie, I'm sorry for earlier. Can we have dinner to make it up? Let me know". I replied to Hanbin oppa, "Ok, will be there soon" and I replied to Minho oppa "ok, oppa. Hanbin oppa wants me to check on something. Pick me up from Ikon's practice room in an hour. I love you". Both of them just replied ok and I just walked to Ikon's practice room with all of my thoughts swirling in my head.

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