Min Young Pov

I woke up in the middle of the night under the blankets next to a Seunghoon oppa. My head pounded thinking what happened last night as bits and pieces came back into my brain. I remember Hyuk Woo oppa saying that he had somewhere to take me to and I followed him only for him to drop me off in front of an apartment door saying that there's someone to meet me and when the door opened, it was Seunghoon oppa. He told me that he was protecting his own feelings from being hurt and that while he was sent into exile by all of the oppas and unnies who cared for me, he realized his real feelings for me and that he really loves me and he doesn't want to let me go anymore. I only responded by kissing him and shutting his mouth up.

For some strange reason, we decided to start drinking, maybe to celebrate that we're sort of finally together? But then all these questions came flooding in my head because if we got together now, I had just effectively lied to the press and media about our relations. It was all very confusing but I just kept drinking and so did he. We somehow ended up in the bedroom and started making out with each other. I wasn't a obviously and he obviously had experience as well but we were both drunk and tipsy that it felt like we were just craving each other and going really slowly.

When he finally was in me, I felt like such a release that it felt euphoric. I now know what Jiho oppa was talking about when he said Eureka in his song cause this feeling was like no other. It even reminded me of Bieber's song for a minute there. He once sang "Am I in love with you or am I in love with the feeling?", somehow it felt like that with Seunghoon oppa. I felt like I didn't want to think about the past or the future at this point but just to remain here in his arms with him filling me up completely. To be completely honest, we never talked about what will happen from here onwards but all I know is that my life will cease to ever be the same. Already, I have spotted paparazzis following me when I was alone at the grocery store but they are nice enough to not approach me and they keep a distance whenever Hyuk Woo oppa, Jiho oppa or Jay oppa is with me because Jay oppa have already issued a statement through AOMG's PR side for the media to stay away from me or legal action will be taken because I was still technically 20 in the United States of America even if I had turned 21 in South Korea.

I looked at Seunghoon oppa peacefully sleeping and it suddenly came to my realization that I had with him. I think it was more of a shock to my system than anything else. The only other person I ever did it with was Minho oppa and he was my first. Jinhwan oppa was really respectful of me and never pushed anything more than a make out session. I feel euphoric yet regretful at this point because I do not know if Seunghoon oppa will do what he did to me ever again but then again, I ran out on him first. I checked my phone to see the time only to see a message by Hyuk Woo oppa saying "whatever you do, don't drink and for God's sake, please don't sleep with the guy. You guys have not even sorted out everything yet. I will pick you up in the morning. Sleep in separate rooms! Oppa loves you, my lil dongsaeng". I smiled and only texted back, "too late, oppa. See you later" before I kissed Seunghoon oppa softly on the cheek and fell asleep next to him while deciding to ignore my feelings of regret mixed with euphoria. The last thought I had before I sleep was that all will be sorted out in due time.

Hi all, I'm still on a slight hiatus but thought of updating this since I had some inspiration...

Hope this update is sufficient to quench the thirst for now

All I can say is that Min Young's feelings are very real

You can feel really happy and yet uncertain plus regretful at the same time

This couple still have a little more way to go :)

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This chapter was inspired by Justin Bieber's "The Feeling"

Check out the song below

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYj4l5Xntt0