Seunghoon Pov

I will always remain the quiet observer as I have always been. Even though I knew of Min Young first, I never said anything and have kept quiet throughout all of her relationships and subsequent happenings. I knew of Min Young through her YouTube videos before she was ever in YGE. I knew it would seemed a little e like cause I was 18 and she was just 14 but she had these amazing skills that I felt like if YGE won't have her, it was such a waste. I shopped around for agencies but my ultimate agency to join was YGE because I was hoping that I will have this chance to meet this amazing Min Young.

She captivated me from the first time I saw her videos covering Big Bang's Haru Haru and Lies in both Korean, English and subsequently her dance covers. I was amazed by how she can follow the chereography and also made her own one to it. I religiously watched all of her videos and left anonymous comments saying how amazing she was and how much I hoped that she would get into YGE. Then suddenly her channel went all quiet so I got a little worried but then she made an announcement that she auditioned for YGE during the New York audition sessions which I found out later that Bobby was also in the same session. I think I pretty much screamed out loud when I saw that she made it in.

I purposely auditioned for K-pop Star knowing that YG sajangnim was one of the judges in hopes that I will get a chance to join YGE so that I will get to see Min Young and hopefully train with her. I made it in and slowly made her warmed up to me and started practicing together but we had to break apart when WIN: Who Is Next started. I knew that Hanbin liked her and I knew that Mino was dating her but I still wanted to quietly remain by her side. I guess that was my really my downfall in a way. I made her seem so comfortable of me being her oppa like brother that she never thought of me in a romantic way.

That night when I found her all collapsed in Ikon's practice room, I panic because I felt like I couldn't lose her. When I saw all of those bruises, I didn't know whether to kill Mino or straight away throw him off the building so he can technically suicide for what he did to her. I couldn't believe that I even went beyond my feelings to even comfort him and gave him a pep talk. When she left for New York, a part of me died inside as she left without knowing how I felt but how could I tell her how I felt when everything was oh so topsy turvy for her.

That was why I was so angry with Hanbin when he went into drinking and moping around after she left. I told him of how I felt and how lucky he was that he got to confess and got rejected properly and here I am, seven years without mentioning a single thing of how I felt. Maybe I was always destined to just wait and I tuned on a song that I totally related to from Us The Duo.

Everything was fine the way it was
Normal and ordinary
Then there was you, so randomly too
And now you're staring at me

No one can choose who they fall for
Or when they fall, or how they fall, or why
I, well I fell for you and I must wait
it's only a matter of time

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you

Oooh
Oooh

Everything was cool the way it was
Just me, my thoughts, and I
then there was you, so randomly too
the way that you walked by.

No one can choose who they fall for
Or when they fall, or how they fall, or why
I, well I fell for you and I must wait
it's only a matter of time

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you [x2]

No, No I don't fall in love
No I can't fall in love
It's much too complicated
Haven't tried it before
I don't need it anymore
So I thought, So I thought,
So I thought

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you [x2]

Aaah Aaah [x4]

I never chose to fall for her and I can't even remember when I started falling for her but all I knew was that I was content being by her side cause I didn't want to fall in love anymore. I tried dating others when I started joining YGE after I saw how she felt for Hanbin then her subsequent dating with Mino but nothing compared to my feelings for her. Everytime I break up with the girls I dated, all of them asked me why cause there wasn't really anything wrong with them or the relationship, I just said that it was me and it was complicated. I heard a beep from my phone and saw a message from her. I thought I could hear my heart breaking when I saw it. I guess I will always be just that brotherly oppa to her. "Oppa, Jinhwan oppa confessed to me! I agreed to take it slow with him. I hope everything will go better this time". I just texted back a thumbs up emoticon and slowly fell asleep to the song mumbling that I will always wait for you, Min Young no matter how long it would take.

This is the last of the rapid updates for now.

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