Mino Pov

I know how Hanbin looks at me, the hyung who doesn't treat Min Young right. Min Young may be blind to his feelings but to everyone else, it is obvious. It doesn't help with Min Young's text messages. It makes it seem like she is leading him on but I know she isn't yet it is hard to keep my feelings in check. After I picked her up from the studio, I took her back to our secret apartment. We kept a secret place for ourselves that no one else knows about so that we could spend time alone. I made sure it was a little out of Seoul and we usually come here on long breaks but today, I just want to keep an impending fight to ourselves without anyone else. I told her from day one that I'll be different from other guys, I won't pamper her, I will not acknowledge her to the public and most of all, even if it seems like I'm not treating her different from any other girl, I do not want her to leave me.

"Min, what is the meaning of this?", I said as I shove the phone with a text message from a dispatch reporter that I was close to that showed photos of Hanbin and her having skinship and eating at a meat shop that was nearby the YGE building. She looked at me in shock and asked why did the reporter send to me the photos when no one knows of us. "Min Young, this is a reporter who was my junior in school, he has caught us before but kept quiet and just kept the photos secretly however after he caught you and Hanbin together, he asked me if there was anything going on as he needs a big news to go out to distract from SM Entertainment artistes for a while since their company just bribed Dispatch to shut up for six months. So tell me, what is the meaning of this?", I shouted at her.

"Hanbin oppa and I just went out to eat after he had me review his remixed cover for Jiyong oppa's That XX for a possible future performance. You know that we are ok with skinship since I grew up in the US right? It was nothing more than a hug or an arm over the shoulder, Minho oppa.", Min Young stammered her way into explaining the situation but I only saw red as I grabbed her arm and slammed her against the wall while saying to her "No more skinship with Hanbin ok? No one else for that matter, I'm the only guy who is allowed to touch you outside of work matters."

Min Young looked shell shock and just nodded at me while I realized what I did to her again. I left her standing there while I hurriedly got the soothing balm from our room and rubbed it against where I grabbed her and saw that the bruise from our last fight over something like this has not faded. I love her very much but when I get jealous, all I see is red and I physically show my emotions out. I asked if she was ok and if it hurts as I rubbed the balm on her, in a broken voice, she just answered it's ok and she's used to it. She took her bag after I was finished and said that she was going to go back to her own place as she have early rehearsals with Chaerin noona tomorrow for her US debut.

I just held her arm and kissed her forehead and asked if we're ok and she just said "Yeah, we're ok. I mean, it's not as if I didn't know what I was getting into since you told me from day one that you're different from other guys but I hope that you know that you don't need to be jealous. You are always going to be my first love and most important one. I love you." I kissed her and sighed then let her go. She is right, I'm different but I wish I wasn't so that I don't seem like a monster to her or anyone else.

I know, I know, Mino just seems so bad here :( It pains me to write such a chapter :(

This chapter was inspired by Winner's Different lyrics

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