Boy [First Lyric]

Pairing: Haehyuk, AidenxHyuk [?]

Rating: PG

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Summary: Three love story always better than one, right?

Inspired by Juniel-Boy

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When I was a little bit younger, I first met that bronzed boy
He had a small-bronzed face and pretty eyes, a little awkward expression.

Why were you that shy, at first you couldn’t even say hello
But once you came to me, offered your big warm hand

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His hand was fumbling inside black bag he currently holding looking for his phone when he saw him for the first time. Yep, definitely for the first time since he never seen him around this area before or as long as his mind could remembers every single face in this area. Oddly, he seem couldn't take his eyes off the other boy, with hair was colored in orange and covered by hoodie, wearing black glasses with slightly tanned body. His gaze keeps following the other until he hops in into a bus and the bus was driving away. There’s something inside the boys self that make him interested to know him more. Could be considers as silly, since today maybe his first and last time he saw that boy. He shrugged and concentrated back to his previous activity.

The next bus came. His bus obviously because he hurriedly got on and searching comfortable place inside rather empty bus. He plopped down and put the earphone in his ears, he listened his favorite music after his Iphone play the song. He soon dozed off and he dreamt about him. His little friend he met few years ago, when he only care about strawberry milk and colorful lollipop, not like now, which he had a lot of thing to care of beside strawberry milk, although he quietly still cherishing strawberry milk until now.

He dreamt about their first meeting, in front of single swing occupied by him with tears running on his smooth cheek. That new comer had pretty eyes, mesmerizing everyone who looks into his eyes. He had a small-bronzed face accompanied with black hair. He definitely looks so adorable. He only staring at the boy sat on swing, his head tilted cutely. Inside his simple mind, he trying hard to make some greeting before he comforting the crying boy sat on swing, which now just looking back to him slightly distracted by his appearance.

“H-Hi, my name is Donghae.” He toothy smile, which could make Christmas tree lamp look dim compared his smile, despite shyness and nervousness clear inside his pretty eyes. “H-Hyukjae.” The crying boy replied. His sobs had turned into hiccup but the tears still stream down wordlessly. “Why’d you crying?” Donghae asks again and makes Hyukjae remembers why’d he cry in first place. He sobbed again. His palm covering his face, tried to muffle his sobs that become louder. Donghae panic when he saw the boy sat on swing starts crying again. He didn’t have any idea how to comforting the other, suddenly he remember, his mother always hugged him every time he cried so he did exactly with what his mom do. He hugged Hyukjae, which he just met five minutes ago. The crying boy shocked as he felt a pair of warm arm wrapped around his tiny shoulder and equally tiny hand patted his blonde head gently almost carefully. “Don’t cry. Everything will be okay. Umma tell me that.” And that simple hug became a beginning of their friendship.

Hyukjae woke up as the bus halted. He turned his head and watching the busy town outside the bus through clear window. His mind still muddled about him. “Donghae…” He whispered the name he never said for almost three years now. He hate to admit but even when he convinced himself he had move on, in reality he still stuck in the past. He closed his eyes again, hoping his brain could bring back Donghae into his vivid memory.

Years changed and season always running in perfect cycle. He had witnessed how cherry flower blossomed perfectly in spring when Donghae intertwining their hands and walk together under the falling petals, they were in early teen back then. In summer, he witnessed how Donghae screaming and laughing like maniac when he saw vast, blue, ocean surrounding them when they rented a small boat and went to fishing. In autumn, he took Donghae to small park when they first time met and Hyukjae didn’t miss the way Donghae pretty eyes twinkled in happiness, he hugged Hyukjae. Still comforting like his first hug but definitely hold more meaning now. In winter, Hyukjae sure he won’t forgetting that memory. Under mistletoe, Donghae kissed him. His lips trembled when his thin lips pressed against his equally trembled lips. A line on their promise of become best friend forever and ever had passes but both of them happy to passing it.

Hyukjae opened his eyes and wiped away a single tears falling from his eyes. He also remembers the day Donghae suddenly went away, without goodbye or without last word. He just had gone. Hyukjae was crying that day, as hard as his cry when he met Donghae for the first time. A month, two months and many months he still hoping Donghae will come back but in the same time reality reveals the truth, Donghae will never comeback. Until that day when he thought he had been stop hoping, Donghae come back. He was looking for Hyukjae by coming to dance studio Hyukjae always visiting every weekend.

“Donghae?” He asked the man in front of him, afraid if his mind only plays with him. That man smiled, not answering his question but open his arm wider. Hyukjae want to slap him for leaving him without word, Hyukjae want to yell at him and blame him for making him crying like crazy but instead Hyukjae was running into his arm and let him embraced his thin body inside his warm hug. Hyukjae thought everything finally going back into place. Hyukjae thought, he finally able to happy. Hyukjae thought so when he smiled and snuggled closer to man he believed as -Donghae-.

Hyukjae noticed habit that -Donghae- never did before but he do now. Despite curious, he never really brings up the topic into their conversation. The of his curiosity when they made love for the first time after almost a year they spent their life under same roof together and Hyukjae was screaming Donghae’s name as he reach his peak and -Donghae- suddenly stopped. His eyes full with hurt feeling and make Hyukjae’s confused. -Donghae- closed his eyes and finished what he had started. That night, wrapped only with his thin sheet, Hyukjae yelled, screaming and slapped him after -Donghae- revealed his secret. At first Hyukjae tried to take his word as joke but -Donghae- was too serious if only for only joking around. “I’m sorry.” -Donghae- whispered. “I’m too carried with my own feeling until I didn’t control my act. I was trying to be honest to you since I met you at dance studio but when I saw your happiness, I couldn’t bring myself to destroy your smile.” He said quietly. “Get out!” Hyukjae yelled. His trembled finger pointed to door. “And never show up in front of me again. I hate you!” That night was the last time Hyukjae saw -Donghae- or the man he once believing as Donghae, after him took all of his belonging and leaving their shared apartment.

The bus still running as Hyukjae clutched his heart. That shocked news left him confused with his own feeling until now. Did he start to replace Donghae with him or he actually love him as him without replacing Donghae’s place at all because Donghae was irreplaceable although he no longer live and stood in this same world with him? Hyukjae didn’t have any idea. Same with his feeling when he read the letter Donghae had wrote for him. Telling him that he will always love Hyukjae, telling him that he’s sorry because he leaving Hyukjae without word, telling him that he didn’t want Hyukjae sad that’s why he never told Hyukjae about brain cancer live inside his head and operation procedure was his last hope to remove the cancer. Donghae ask him to forgive him because the operation was too late and his time has up so he won’t able to keep his promise any longer, Donghae also say, his brother willing to become Hyukjae’s friend and protect him when Donghae won’t able to stay beside him. That’s memory suddenly make Hyukjae missing Donghae and his brother. He really regretting his decision when he ask Donghae’s brother to leave. He missed Donghae’s brother and his habit putting a lot of cream on his coffee, he missed his laugh when he watching comedy movie, he missed the way Donghae’s brother hugged him. He suddenly missed Donghae’s brother more than he missed Donghae.

Inside the bus, Hyukjae was crying silently. An old woman sat across him looked at him with sympathy look while little girl beside her look at him with confussion. “Donghae, what should I do? Who’s from both of you that actually I love? Please tell me.”  Hyukjae’s heart screaming the question, wishing Donghae or anyone else gave him an answer. “I won’t forget you Hae, but I want someone to love me too. Who’s right person for me, Hae?” Hyukjae felt so desperate and vulnerable now as if his soul had been thrown into abyss of confusion and that because of dream about Donghae. He didn’t want to blame Donghae or his brother he never knew personally since he live in separate place with Donghae and he only knew Donghae's brother when he pretending to be Donghae, but he only want to release the burden inside his chest.

The bus stopped as reached the next bus stop. Hyukjae wipe his tears and give a smile for old woman and little girl on bus before walking out from the bus. He never expecting he will met him, a boy with orange hair and a hoodie covering his hair and black glasses he saw earlier. That boy removed his glasses and as their eyes met, they could see myriad of emotion dancing inside their own orbs. Hyukjae thought, Donghae finally gave the answer of his questions.

“Hello, Hyukjae.” The boy in front of him smiled awkwardly and for a moment, Hyukjae could see a shy little boy inside him.

“Hello Aiden. Long time no see.”

“I’m glad you remember me as who I am.”

“Of course. Both of you are different.”

No more words was exchanging after that when they walked together to some place they haven’t decide, whether they will grab some coffee at café or sitting comfortably while watching cherry blossom in park or strolling aimlessly at town. A lot of thing needs to settle up first before another thing happen and Hyukjae absolutely understand. Aiden wasn’t Donghae and Donghae wasn’t Aiden. Donghae forever will be his first love and Aiden, maybe, will become his next love, which will protect him as Donghae’s said on his letter. Hyukjae smiled as he realizes Donghae had keeping his promise by sending Aiden to him. Saying love word now maybe too fast for them but way of new love story for them already open when Hyukjae quietly intertwining their finger together and ignoring surprised looks Aiden gave to him when they walks under the cherry petals. He smiled again when Aiden tightening their hold as a silent answer that his feeling was reciprocate.

Hyukjae knew Donghae had given his answer and he will stay forever inside Hyukjae heart and Hyukjae was sure Donghae didn’t mind if someone else came and filling other room inside his heart beside Donghae’s place, because Donghae knew that person will be Aiden.

-FIN-

A/N:I'm baaaacckkk...This story supposedly fluff and happy, since the music quite cute but I don't know why it turn to be this. Next lyric probably Kyumin or maybe Sichul. *Back to my cave and writing chaptered fic update* -______________- PS: Persoanlly I love the poster, hihi..quite cute.. XD

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(-Donghae- = It's actually Aiden but Hyukjae thought he was Donghae so I put -Donghae- as sign that he's not real Donghae.)

so basically, Donghae dating Hyukjae first but he die and he ask his twins brother to give the letter when he passed away but Aiden couldn't control his feeling since he actually start to love Hyukjae after Donghae always talk about him. Hyukjae didn't know about Aiden because Aiden live with their father while Donghae lives with their mother because their parents divorced. But in the end Hyukjae knew he likes Aiden more after he live together with Aiden although Aiden disguised as Donghae. Hope you won't confused.