Tinkerbell

Pairing: Kyumin, side!Sichul.

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Romance, slight mystery?, fantasy

Type: Song-fic

Warning: Genderswitch Sungmin!girl, Heechul!girl, Eunhyuk!girl (Extra Choi Minki (Ren Nu’est)!girl)

Summary: Kyuhyun have a secret friend. She’s real. Or for him she’s real or she’s indeed real?

Inspired: Gain (BEG) song Tinkerbell (from Talk About S) Italic was the lyric.

I’m suddenly want to write a domestic !Sichul but concentrated more to Kyumin. So yeah, I made them as Kyuhyun’s parents, Yewook as Donghae’s parents and Kangteuk as Sungmin parents(although I didn’t write it) and I couldn’t stop myself for putting Ren as Sichul kid T^T love it. And I don’t know if you notice or not, but I felt interaction between Siwon and Kyuhyun a little bit cold, a typical father and son relationship which his father didn’t talk much, but Siwon is very warm to his daughter although he loves all of his children equally. And Heechul more fond to Kyuhyun. Typical mother whom usually fond more to her son. So when Sichul divorced, I’m sure Kyuhyun will come with Heechul and Eunhyuk will following Siwon and what actually I talking about.

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@hanchulovekyumin: Don't worry, Sichul still together :D

@whitelf: It's weird, but I like this family T^T

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If I’m Tinker Tinkerbell
Would you be my Peter Pan
When the black night comes
I long for you
So I always open the window

“And Peterpan living happily in Neverland with Tinkerbell and the lost boy. The end.” Kyuhyun sighed. It has been a week since he moved in with his family to this city yet he haven’t made a friend. Well, because the long holiday hasn’t ended yet so obviously he couldn’t go to school and make a friend there. And make friend in his neighborhood was a little bit too hard since mostly of his neighbor were a senior citizen, except his closest neighbor who had son in same age with his sister and have 11 years gap with him. So yeah, he stuck inside his house despite the amazing summer sun offering a good reason for him to strip himself and jump into the small lake, few yards behind his new house.

He closed the thick storybook. Out of boredom, he had digging his old book collection and found one book that was become his favorite book few years ago. Reading the story again after for almost 7 years the book only stayed inside the box and he had start to stop believing fairytale since he stepping 17 years old which mean his birthday last month. His mother also wasn’t at home, she had gone with his little sister to city, they said they’ll go shopping while his appa had gone to hospital. Doing his duty as a doctor.

“It’ll fun if I have a tinkerbell.” He murmured more to himself. Inched closer to window and staring at the little lake with forest surrounding it, few hundred meter behind his new house. “But that impossible.”

Wind heard his wish, leaves acknowledging his wish; nature maybe will grant his wish.

-

“And umma bought this for me, it's cute, right oppa?” Kyuhyun's bubbly sister showing him a pretty doll after she talked and talked about her shopping trip and how she stepped on her shoe-lace and tripped and make her strawberry ice cream dirtying a boy shirt and the boy turned out to be Donghae, their neighbor.

“It’s cute but you’re cuter.” He cooed and his sister giggled happily and busy playing with her doll again while waiting the dinner ready.

He averted his attention to his father which sat across him, “How about hospital today, appa?” asked Kyuhyun.

His appa lowering the newspaper he was read before answering his son question, “Not as busy as in our previous city, but today a new patient has came. A comatose young girl and I try to send her to hospital in big city where my friend Shindong working, so at least she’ll get a better treatment. How about your day, son?”

“Boring appa.”

Siwon, his appa, smiled apologetically and his dimples appeared, “Forgive me to put us in uncomfortable situation Kyuhyun-ah; I just want to change the atmosphere for…you know.”

“I know.” Kyuhyun move his hand and caressing Eunhyuk’s hair. Since born, his sister has weak body; although his appa has doing his best to cure her but the miracle still hasn’t come. One of his friends suggests him to take Eunhyuk to the place with fresh air, hoping that maybe fresh air could make her body stronger. So he decided to move his family to this little city with fresh environment.

“Let’s go fishing tomorrow before your school start. What do you think son?”

“Okay appa.”

“Can I come with you, appa?” Eunhyuk asked cutely.

“Sure honey.”

“Can Hae come too, oppa?”

“You can ask him if you want.” Replied Kyuhyun and pinch her rosy cheek.

“Yeey…” she squealed happily.

“Dinner’s ready.” Heechul announced. They sat around the table and pray together, lead by Siwon and the warm dinner begin.

No one noticed but the doll’s eyes gleam for a second.

-

Strangely, that night the weather was so hot. Kyuhyun tossed and turned in his bed. Couldn’t sleep at all. His pajama wet with his sweat. He walked and opening his window. The night air gusting into his room, bring coolness on his skin. The sky was so dark without star or moon.

He turned around and walked back to his bed when suddenly he heard a sound of bell tinkling. The sounds were very clearly in the middle of quiet night. Slowly he turned his body and gasped in surprise. He stumbled backward and fell on his .

Are you asleep by any chance?
1, 2, 3, 4 wake up
We’re in trouble if someone sees us

He rubbed his eyes repeatedly. He closed his eyes and opened it but that thing still there. Sat on window and watching him. That was strange, since his room was on second story. “Am I dreaming?” he questioned and pinches his own cheek. “Aww…” he whined and caressing his red cheek. ‘The thing’ starts walking approaching him and he start screaming while close his eyes tightly in fear. Because, really, despite the thing has beautiful face but still, that thing definitely wasn’t a normal human.

Loud footstep climbed up the stair and his door swayed open. A pair of arms hugged him, “Baby, are you okay?” Heechul, his mother, asked in worries. He hugged his mother back and his body shook in fear. Siwon start to look for the source of his son fear, but he found nothing.

“Maybe he just got nightmare.” Said Siwon as he closed the window and after that approaching his son. “Go back to sleep son, I’ll check Eunhyuk now, yeobo.” said him and heading to Eunhyuk’s room when he heard his daughter calling him.

“Sleep well.” Heechul pulled the blanket until Kyuhyun’s chin and kissed his forehead softly. “Don’t be afraid again.”

He didn’t dare to open his eyes. Half of him afraid if that thing suddenly show up and half because he was sleepy besides he was relief when his parents came and that thing had gone, if not, he didn’t know what reaction his parents will show and what explanation he should give.

Feel me, watch me
This isn’t a dream
Hold me, touch me
Touch me
Oh kiss me, hug me
When the morning comes
I’ll go back to my star

The morning came quickly; he stretched his body and yawned. Surprisingly, he could sleep well despite his ‘nightmare’. His appa calls him from downstairs and he grabbed his pants and his t-shirt before run to bathroom to brush his teeth and changed his clothes. This morning they’ll go fishing and he won’t let ‘that thing’ haunted him.

The night came again. Kyuhyun lying on his bed, feel happy. He maybe 17 years old but he didn’t have any objection if his mother pampering him, especially now, when she pulled the blanket cover him, caressing his hair and kissed his forehead, “Have a nice dream.” She said softly from doorway and turned off the lamp before closed the door.

He closed his eyes and suddenly he heard someone knocked his window. He shivered but he still closed his eyes and pulled the blanket up his head. Trapping his body inside the blanket cocoon and he didn’t want to screaming again, he didn’t want to make a scene especially after his last night scream, his sister couldn’t sleep all night long and his appa who must sleep with her since she didn’t want to let go her appa.

The knock stopped but he felt his bed sunk deeper, as if another weight added to his bed. He peeked from behind his blanket and almost screaming again but ‘the thing’ quickly covered his mouth. Her hand was so cold but her face so pretty. Kyuhyun watched her with widen eyes. ‘The thing’ besides have pretty face, she has a pair of clear blue eyes and soft blond hair. Her pink M shaped lips curled in smile and Kyuhyun felt an urge to kiss those lips.

“Am I dreaming?” he questioned himself but her cold hand against his warm skin proving that he wasn’t dreaming. He lifts his hand and touches her cheek. The cheek was so smooth under his touch and her white skin seems glowing inside the dim room.

He shifted and sat against his headboard with the thing still sat beside him. “Who are you?” Kyuhyun asked.

“I’m your Tinkerbell, Sungmin.” Her voice so soft and clear like tinkle of bell.

His eyes widen again for the second time. “It’s impossible.” He said again.

“But I’m here right?” she pouted and Kyuhyun just want to kiss that pout away.

Minutes passed and no one sure who was talk first but they were talking until dawn. Suddenly, Sungmin stood up abruptly. “I need to go home now.” Said her.

Twinkle twinkle little star
The dawn star is my home
Even if you don’t push me
I’ll come back again

Don’t let anyone come in
No one else is allowed
1, 2, 3, 4 wait for me
Wait for midnight to come

“You’ll come back again right?” asked Kyuhyun.

“Yes, I’ll come.” And after that she disappear along with sun that start rise.

Surprisingly, Kyuhyun didn’t felt sleepy at all despite he didn’t sleep all night, so he get up and walk down the stair, heading toward the kitchen.

“Good morning sweetie, you wake up early today.” Greet his mother.

“Yes umma. Where’s appa?” asked him. Usually, at this time Siwon had on kitchen with his morning newspaper and a cup of black coffee.

“He didn’t come home last night. He must replace his friend's shift. Besides…” she flipped the pancake, “His comatose patient slight in critical phase last night. He must keep that poor girl still in good condition before moving her to Shindong's hospital next week.”

“Why can’t he moving her to other hospital now?”

“He wants to sweetie, but the girl condition didn’t allow your appa to take her in long journey. Now, eat your pancake. I’ll wake Eunhyuk first.”

He ate his pancake without said anything again.

-

At night, Sungmin came again. Like her promise. And Kyuhyun should admit, he’s so happy to see Sungmin again. He had waiting since the dinner and glad, Sungmin finally show up.

“I was scared at first, but really, you’re the nicest girl I ever meet in this town after my mom and my sister of course.” Said him with a bright smile.

“You say that just because you haven’t got new friend.”

“No. Even if I have new friend, I still want befriend with you.”

Someone was knocking his door and surprising both of them. “Hide, Sungmin! Quick!” he shoved Sungmin to his cupboard. “Come in!”

“You haven’t sleep son?” that he’s appa.

“No, not yet. What is it appa?” asked him and sat on edge of bed where his appa sat too.

“Nothing, I just want to tell you that your school will start four days again. Tomorrow you’ll come with your umma to shop your new uniform.”

“Okay appa.”

“So, uhm…sleep now, okay.” He ruffled Kyuhyun hair and walked out from his bedroom. “I love you son.”

“I love you too appa.” He closed the door and locked it. “Sungmin?” called him.

The girl comes out from cupboard with scrunched nose, “The smell is so awful. When did last time you cleaned your cupboard huh?” she asked.

“Hey it’s old house, so no wonder the smell is awful.”

And like usual, they talking about everything until dawn and like usual, Sungmin disappear again when sun rises.

Twinkle twinkle little star
Your white skin twinkle twinkles
Even when the dark night falls
I can see you

Days passed and Kyuhyun start noticed that Sungmin’s skin getting paler. Her pink lips getting paler and her bright blue eyes getting dull. Her skin now as if glowing inside the room and make Kyuhyun never turn on the lamp.

“Are you sure you're okay, Min?” he asked.

“I’m sure. I just tired, maybe.”

“So let’s sleep tonight. Mmm…I mean, you can sleep on my bed and I’ll sleep on my sleeping bag.”

“No. Sleep with me. It’s okay. We’re friend right?”

And that night Kyuhyun slept with Sungmin beside him. If the girl could sleep soundly, Kyuhyun couldn’t sleep. His heart was beating so hard. It’s wrong, and Kyuhyun knew, but he couldn’t stop himself for falling to Sungmin. In the morning, he was witnessing how Sungmin disappear on his arm and he wishes Sungmin could stay with him forever.

You have to call out to me
I like that voice
1, 2, 3, 4 say it
Say my name

The next night came again.

“Min…” he calling softly. The girl getting paler and weaker now and make Kyuhyun worried. He didn’t know what he should do. He once suggesting her to ask his appa help, but Sungmin rejected his idea and to think about that, Kyuhyun understand. He’s sure his parents will freak out if they know their son have a friend which not a human.

“Sing for me.” she said suddenly.

And Kyuhyun singing for her.

Call me, sweetly
What do you like?
Tell me teach me
Teach me
oh let me come in
Open up once again
When I knock on your window

Tonight was the seventh day of their secret meeting. Sungmin knocked the window and Kyuhyun opened it. She’s look terrible. Her skin was getting colder and all of her body getting paler. She smiled weakly.

“I love to be your friend, Kyu. But I think my time is up. I’m sorry I couldn’t be your Tinkerbell for forever.”

Kyuhyun felt his tears spilled, he hugged Sungmin tightly, “Don’t say that. Please.” He whispered.

“Thank you for teaching me about love, Kyu. I love you.” She said again.

Kyuhyun released his embrace and looked at her intently, out of reflex he leaned closer and kissed the girl fully on her lips. Their lips molding and sliding against each other as if their lips made for each other and they had kissing for thousands times already when in fact that was the first kiss they share. He broke their kiss and saw Sungmin’s cheek and her lips become pink again and she look more pretty than she had before.

“Thank you. You’ll meet someone that better than me and you’ll love her dearly. Trust me.” Sungmin smiled sweetly to him before disappear.

Kyuhyun sobbed. He crying until sleep and the sun rising in east but he doesn’t want to wake up.

-

He’s looks horrible like hell, with red and swollen eyes and dark shade under his eyes. His mother really makes a fuss about his appearance. She had given him an icepack so he could compress his eyes and the extreme thing she almost put concealer on his eyes.

“Umma, I’m fine really.” He whined when for nth time, his mother insisted to put the concealer.

“Ck…hard headed…” she chided before sighed in defeat.

“I’m sure I put my doll beside me appa. But now my doll is disappears.”

He heard his sister talking with his appa and them entering the kitchen, hand in hand.

“Are you sure your doll didn’t fall under your bed?” Siwon asked after helping her daughter sat on her chair.

“I’m sure appa. Umma and I had looking for it this morning.”

Kyuhyun watched how his appa eyebrows raised, “So why you asked me to looking for your doll again if you had looking for with umma?”

“Because, maybe the doll will show up if appa who looking for.” She said innocently and makes all of person inside the kitchen laughing, including Kyuhyun.

“If we couldn’t find it, we’ll buy the new one. Okay sweetie?”

“Yes appa.”

Kyuhyun only hummed when his appa approaching him and ruffling his hair before moved to his umma and like usual morning ritual, he will give a kiss for her before the breakfast start.

-

Inside the car, something was bugging Kyuhyun mind so he decided to ask. “Hyukkie, can you explained about your doll?”

Eunhyuk who was busy playing with Donghae stopped for awhile and answering his question, “My doll has blue eyes and blonde hair. She wears white dress. Her lips were bow shaped and pink. Why oppa? You will buying me a new doll?”

“Maybe, if you promise you’ll be a good girl at school today.”

“Yesss, I’m promise.” She squealed happily.

-

He was the last person come out from the car.

“I won’t go home tonight son. I’ll take my patient to Shindong’s hospital today. Take care of your mother and sister when I'm gone, okay.”

“Okay appa. Be safe.” He waved goodbye and watched until his appa car took a turn to left. He turn around and entering his new school.

“Anyeonghaseyo, my name is Kyuhyun. Nice to meet you.” He ended his greeting with a bow and a smile. He sat down on empty desk near window and his boring day started.

Later that night, Sungmin didn’t come or knocking his window and he didn’t sleep at all. The next night same thing happened and the next day too until he give up after a week but deep down in his heart, he still hoping Sungmin will come someday.

Six month passed with a lot of good moment on Kyuhyun’s family. One, Eunhyuk starts to get well and not as weak as before. Two, his mother was 5 month pregnant and the baby was a girl (again…) and the last, his appa finally had his own clinic. Therefore, besides work at hospital, he could work on his clinic and Kyuhyun often help him.

An ordinary day in the middle of autumn when he met her for the first time. He was busy sorting the patient data when someone entering the clinic.

“Sorry we’re in break and…” the rest of Kyuhyun’s word disappear on his tongue when he look up from his folder. In front of him standing a girl with face look-alike Sungmin but her hair was wavy brown.

“I’m sorry but is Doctor Siwon here?” she asked. And Kyuhyun swore, her voice reminded him with Sungmin too.

“Appa at home now. He’s get his lunch. If you want, you can come with me to meet him.”

“Okay, if that didn’t give you trouble.”

“No, that’s okay. I’m Kyuhyun.”

“I’m Sungmin. I’m your appa patient and I come here to thank him. I’m sorry my parents couldn’t come, they got emergency news so they going to Japan this morning.”

And when that girl talking, Kyuhyun just gaped. This girl was definitely his Tinkerbell but in real form and Kyuhyun make a new aim in his life, and that was to make this girl his.

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Maybe his Tinkerbell will never came to his room again every night forever and after some times he always think that maybe he just imagining thing all the time but in other time he quite sure that she’s real. That Sungmin who came every night was real. But after one year, he doesn’t care anymore, whether Sungmin who came every night was real or not, because right now, he had got his real Tinkerbell.

“Sorry I’m late, Kyu~” a girl running and enveloping him in big hug. He smiled and kissed her lips.

“It’s okay. Come on, we almost late for Eunhyuk's musical.”

She nodded enthusiastically and grabbed his arm, “I wonder if your mother bringing Minki today too?”

“Yeah, she takes her.” and he smiled again when his 8 months old little sister appearing in his mind.

“Your appa comes too?”

“Of course, he won’t miss his daughter show. Why? Are you nervous?”

“Definitely, babo. Last year I’m your appa patient and now I’m your girlfriend.” She blushed slightly.

“It’s okay. I’m sure my family will happy if they know you’ll be their future family member.”

And the girl blushed again.

“I couldn’t believe you’re the comatose girl my appa always talking about.”

“And I don’t believe I'm dating his son.” She replied and stuck his tongue out.

“But I’m glad we met.”

“I know.”

They were entering the auditorium smiling happily. Kyuhyun didn’t noticed, a doll with blue eyes, blonde hair and white dress was laying near bush.

A little girl approaching the doll and pick it up. She hugged the doll tightly and after that, she ran to a young boy that apparently was his brother.

“What your wish oppa?” she asked to his brother.

“I hope I have a real Tinkerbell.” And the boy smiled.

No one noticed but the doll’s eyes gleamed for a second after the boy make his wish.

-Fin-

Note: The Tinkerbell that come to Kyuhyun every night actually was the doll spirit which borrow Sungmin's physique, since that girl was in comatose. She dissapear after a week because the real Sungmin who in comatose will take to other city. (I know...it's nonsense...)

P.S. I lost two subscriber..huhuhu..but i don't know from what story.. *Cries* maybe from this story. Mianhae T,T

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