Hi guys.

I'm sure most of you have already seen. 

I want to thankyou, Kim Jonghyun, for making me smile when no one else could. Your talent helped me through the tough times, your voice could put a smile on my face immedietly. 

Your smile. I feel complete when I see you happy, but little did we know that you were suffering. 

I'm so sorry that you had to go through so much my angel, and I hope you rest in piece. 

You'll forever be my number 1, my favourite idol, and truly an inspiration for me, and all shawols.

Shawols, please be strong, if any of you need someone to talk to, message me. We can get through this together. 

As for this story, I've written a number of updates, that are hidden. I no longer feel it is appropriate to post these however. I'm deeply sorry, but I know you will all understand. 

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I was really determined to finish this before the year ended, but the circumstances have changed. 

For all those curious: Yumi's mum started YSJ back in the day when she heard her husband was part of the gang world, because she wanted to scare him out of it. Little did she know, her gangs would make history.

She has her sources, once she heard that her daughter was one step closer to finding her father, she got her brother to take over, and 'kidnap' Yumi so that all the gangs would become one and save her, no more 'gang wars'

Eventually, she would have confesse