Decision
✧・:♥ A HEARTBEAT AWAY ♥:・✧
“Yea, it was him then that was another guy. I didn’t know him.. I mean I didn’t even see his face before… but we’re texting each other rather frequently and it’s like he totally understands me. He gave me so much strength! But now this Jinyoung he was messing up with my mind.. and s… and all.. I.. I .. I don’t know!”
Unknowingly, big droplets welled up in my eyes. I was just too frustrated with myself. I thought I loved that Mr. Mysterious more and had always expected our meeting to be the best in the world. But meeting B1A4 seemed like such a miracle, though it wasn’t a nice encounter at first but it was so much fun being with them. I’ve seen so many sides of them, of him.
Ji Hyo lightly my hair and pulled my head closer to her chest, whispering softly. Gary was at the counter moments ago, but now he was leaning against the kitchen door looking worried. I tried to ignore that, ‘cause my tears won’t stop.
“Hye-ie ah, it’s fine to be like this. There’s nothing wrong sweetie. You’ll just have to find out. Love holds no boundaries and there’s no right or wrong. Listen to your heart Ji Hye. Those racing heartbeats that you feel for that particular person. Those butterflies in your stomach as though you’re gonna throw up,”
She paused, like she was giving some time to register all that.
That voice, that face, that feeling, or anything about him that’s stuck in your head all the time. That’s him sweetie. That’s him whom you love. Don’t be embarrassed, there are many types of love in this world baby.”
Ji Hyo’s motherly voice filled my head. She patted my back lightly soothing me, calming me. Another hand my hair softly and gone in the next second, must be Gary’s.
I didn’t realised how long I’ve buried myself in Ji Hyo’s arms. I finally found my composure again. Lifting my head up, Gary and Ji Hyo almost laughed at the same time.
“Yaaa, our hye-ie’s all grown up for love and look at those gold fish eyes of you. Oh now you must be feeling so SSSSTTTUURRREESSS.” Gary teased me while I rubbed my eyes quickly.
“Ya Kang Gary that’s enough okay. Don’t bully our hye-ie.” Ji Hyo pouted and slapped Gary on his broad arms.
“Ji Hyo queen I’m so sorry, forgive me. Forgive me our Hye-ie princess.”
I couldn’t help but to laugh at his foolishness. Humorous as always. Their faces lit with happiness too when I laughed. This is family.
*text tone*
The phone rang beside me suddenly, alarming me. Wasn’t it in my bag? I frowned and flipped it open.
Princess how are you preparing for your prom? Excited yet? Kekeke.
Roll eyes. Never fails to amuse me with his rubbish.
But I already knew. I had made up my mind.
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