Jisoo's PoV

It had been weeks since I had broken up with Mark and I didn't even have time to mope around about it. I was thrown into my hectic schedule as promotions for my song 'Good Day' began. It was schedule after schedule and I had to constantly put on a fake smile and pretend to be having the time of my life. Again, living out my dream is great, but this lifestyle tends to wear a person down. My body was exhausted to the point where I couldn't shed a tear even if I wanted to. Well, that's the life of an idol I guess. Too bad I was alone now though. I barely had time to even text Suzy because of both of our busy schedules. Jae-Hyun and I hadn't talked since the day I told him I wasn't interested, that was mostly my doing though. And Mark? Mark hasn't talked to me since we broke up. Even if I tried texting or calling him, he never read my messages or the call went straight to voicemail. I guess he really meant what he said when he said to pretend not to know each other. I expected the reaction, but it still stung knowing that it was really over.

I was in the back seat of the car as we were going from schedule to schedule. I was staring outside the tinted windows. The skies were gray, the dense clouds hovering in front of the sun-blocking the light from nourishing the wet earth. The heavy droplets of water pounding against the surfaces exposed to the natures of the world. The world outside seemed to reflect how I felt. I had one of those rare moments where I could just sit and think as sleep evaded me and I had nothing important to do at the moment. But at this moment in time thinking was the last thing that I wanted to do. Being left alone with my thoughts lately always seemed to bring me to think of Mark. It made me think of the first time we met. It made me think of the long hours spent training. It made me think of our first date at the arcade. The only thoughts that entered my head were about him.

I laid my head against the cool glass of the window watching the large droplets of water rolling down the smooth surface. Music played within the car to both help me relax and keep Jaemin awake and alert. I had gotten a new manager after Jisuk had gotten promoted to oversee all the artists as a sort of head manager overseeing the state of all the artists, trainees, and future artists preparing for their debut. Jaemin was great, but at the same time, I missed Jisuk. He looked after me since I was a trainee so I knew better than anyone that his promotion was well deserved, but I still wish he was my manager so that I could talk to him. He was too busy nowadays. As all these thoughts ran through my head, I couldn't help the tear which slipped past the barrier I created and rolled down my face as I realized how alone I was. Everyone I was close to was too busy, ignoring me, or I was ignoring them. It was then I decided to take action. I wiped the tear which had made its way down to my chin and pulled out my phone from the bag which laid at my feet. Unlocking the screen I was faced with the picture of me and Mark from only a few months prior. I never had the heart to erase it, but with my newfound determination, I decided to at least change the picture. It might've not been the most drastic thing to do, but it was still something. I then pressed the message application and scrolled down through the names until I found the one I wanted