Just an Ordinary Fangirl

A Trip With Benefits

Hello~ I'm back <3

/Does 2PM's I'll be back dance/

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"~~~ ah!~"

Running towards you was your all time best friends, Ashley & Brandon.

You didn't hear them calling out to you becuase you were deep in thoughts as you stared at the screen of your Iphone.

*Oppa.. How I miss you guys..*

"Ya, LEE ~~~~!! STOP STARING AT YOUR BOYFRIENDS!!" Ashley screamed, making the entire campus stop and stare at the 3 of you.

Quickly you ran to their side and whispered while looking around, " You really shouldn't have done that you know?..."

Laughing, Ashley just smacked your back and dragged you off.

"C'mon, let's get lunch before lectures start."

 

The first few weeks back had been hectic trying to settle back down & carry on with your normal life.

Registering for a course, though late, looking for a part time job for weekends, catching up with friends, continue your fangirling self and much more.

The only problem was you couldn't get Infinite off your mind no matter how hard you tried.

You missed them and their companion badly, especially Myungsoo's.

You became used to their presence and now, it felt weird being apart.

Worse was you could only fan girl in front of the screen when they appear.

However, their smiley expressions and laughter and awesomeness on screen made you feel relieved.

*At least they're not affected*

Oh so often, images of Myungsoo would flash in your mind, making you distracted.

You once even handed up the wrong piece of work to your teacher.

Myungsoo was still your boyfriend by name but you knew that everything would change after awhile now that you're back in Singapore.

No one there knew about your relationship with Myungsoo and your other identity except Ashley, Brandon and your family due to the secretiveness of the Woollim family.

Your return was kept secret and there were many controversals about your whereabouts and your identity.

Although there were a few incidences where your schoolmates would stare or come up to you and ask you, you would deny it with a laugh and say that many people has told you that you and Xaria looks similar.

 

Now after a period of time, Infinite's concert that had passed quite awhile ago was a huge success and they were going to have a comeback soon, so you heard.

As usual, you couldn't wait to see your boys on screen again and that news itself made you smile and as always, you gave them the full support as a fan.

Just, an ordinary fan though.

 

As time passes, the news of you shrank and soon you were completely forgotten by the public and returned to your normal civilian status.

Weeks later, you received and anonymous letter with a ring inside.

It was the ring you left on Myungsoo's table with a note saying that you're returning the ring.

*A letter from Myungsoo?!*

You stared at the envelope in disbelief

 

FLASHBACK.

Sitting down on the floor, you took out a piece of paper and started writing:

"Dear Kim Myungsoo,

Although & most probably we won't be seeing each other anymore or soon, maybe it's the best for now.

But always remember, this time I'm not trying to push you away for you'll always be in my heart, ring or no ring.

You'll forget me in awhile I guess but it doesnt matter as long to think about he from time to time.

Oppa, saranghaeyo.

I'm leaving without saying goodbye cause I don't know how to say it.

I don't even know whether I'll be able to fly back if I ever did.

Thank you for everything this past year.

Forget me okay?

Just keep our memories in your heart, that's enough for me.

Your past Love, ~~~~"

 

You stared at your ring for the last time and took it out.

Together with the letter, you sealed it up and left it on Myungsoo's bed.

"I'm sorry for leaving you like this again..."

 

END OF FLASHBACK.

 

Tears were threatening to spill as you thought of Myungsoo.

*Myungsoo ah... How I miss you. Everything was like a sweet dream...B-but, how do you know my address?*

Fumbling with the ring, you stared at the envelope.

*Shoud I read it?....*

With all your courage, you took out the letter and read it.

*Okay, here goes nothing..*

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Lalala~ Comment k? <3

& anticipate my new Woohyun fic :)

All You Need Is 20 Seconds

riikaLynn

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Yoong10
#1
Chapter 81: Love it! Everything is so touching! I would feel the same as her too if I was in her shoes! I would feel that I'm just a normal fan so why would he pick me? There are a bunch of other beautiful girls! And I would feel so sad when he flares up at me, I might have considered leaving but I love him too much. Then when our relationship effects infinite I would leave just like her. I wouldn't want to hurt them, even though it hurts me, I have to sacrifice my feelings! But I'm glad Myungsoo found the note sooner or she would have left by then. Too bad this can't happen to me, even though she came through all those hardships she got her happy ending! This story is just so sweet and it makes me want to keep reading! U did a wonderful job unnie and your song lyrics are also so good and sweet! It describes their story and a brief understanding on what has happened. Anyways I really enjoyed reading this fanfic and even though I'm late on reading this have u ever considered making a sequel? If u did can u plz tell me?! I truly love this fanfic, and maybe if u decide to make a sequel, it can include them getting married the oc moving to korea along with her bff. And then Ashley meets top again and they hit it off. Then Brandon meets secret and hits it off with one of them! I would totally read that fanfic!
rockUrbody #2
great job !
syahyeun #3
Chapter 66: Can't I take the lyrics so I can make a real song? reply it, please??
Btw, I love this story. I could feel it and i imagine that i was the one.
Hehe...
Shereen_JiaYi #4
Chapter 80: Why is this story so awesome ?! I love this story >< I guess you must be a Singaporean ? PS: I'm also a Singaporean XD
DiraTaeNyLocksmith
#5
Chapter 80: omg~!! so sweeeet!!
fxjinri
#6
Chapter 80: Waahhh *o* sequel author-nim
Sequel *~~~~~~~~*
fxjinri
#7
Chapter 65: yayy WooGyu *O*O*O*O*O*
asdfghjkl*fangirling mode on* XDD
fxjinri
#8
Chapter 56: author-nim T_T i'm crying here T_T
i really can't stand it.it's soooooooooooooooooooooooo sad T_T
KimCola #9
Chapter 1: You are a Singaporean right?
jaehaera #10
Chapter 80: Wahhh this story is so nnnnniiiiccceee it made me CRY and LAUGH