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This will be a sad chapter. :D /passes tissues/

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Three days passed since that incident and finally, it was the day that you would fly back to Singapore.

Because it was quite sudden, you forgot to inform your parents and so, no one knew about it.

You waited for Infinite to leave for their day long schedule before waking up to pack your things.

You have waited for a long time for this moment.

With Infinite not at home and the place is empty, it was the perfect time to take all your things and leave this place.

It was much easier.

You put the last of your folded clothes into your luggage and smiled.

*Finally..*

You took a last look around the room to see if you had forgotten anything.

Your eyes suddenly spotted something on the corner of the study table.

You walked closer and saw Myungsoo's side of the couple diary.

*Should I..?*

You reached out a hand for it, but retracted it back the moment you touched it.

*Maybe not..?* 

You started walking away from the table but stopped in your tracks.

You turned back around and took the diary.

You opened it and it showed the most recent entry.

Dear diary,

Life has been so tough lately.. I've lost fans.. To add on, my baby has decided to leave me.

So she was playing with my feelings all along.. 

I admit.. I feel like dying when I heard that from her.

Its.. Just damn tough for me.

She treated me like I was the only guy in the world. I felt her love.

But why is she telling me this now..? Even now, as I'm writing this diary entry, tears won't stop falling.

It hurts. My heart really hurts.

Suddenly.. Whatever physical pain I get doesn't seem painful to me.

What else can numb the pain I feel in my heart?

What should I do to get her back..

I hate her so much right now.. That bad girl.. Why is she doing this to me..

Cries,

Myungsoo.

Your tears started falling like raindrops. 

You clutched your chest and looked down.

*it hurts for me too Myungsoo.. But I cant do this to you anymore..*

You switched on your phone and looked at the picture of you on him on your lock screen.

*Mianhae myungsoo.. it's all my fault.. I never should have appeared in your life..*

As much as you wanted to run and hug him right now, you held yourself back, knowing that this is the best way to end it.

*I'd rather he hate me then for him to suffer with me..*

You took out a pen and flippd to the back pages,just to be sure he won't see it easily, and started writing.

Dear Myungsoo ,

I know you hate me so much now. But its okay.

I guess by the time you read this, you would have forgotten about me and I would already be back in the sunny Lion City.

But its okay. I understand. 

Well.. I have to say it now, or else I would die with regrets.

I'm sorry for leaving you Myungbaby..

I have to do it to save you and Infinite. I won't let it affect you all anymore. 

I can't keep being selfish and date you if I already know the negative impacts on you.

I didn't use you baby. I loved you with all my heart.

Someone needed to sacrifice to make things better.

And well, I took that chance and sacrifice myself and my feelings.

So baby. Move on alright?

Be always at the top and dominate kpop!

I will always support you.

I love you Kim Myungsoo.

Love, 

Your forgotten love, Lee ~~~~.

You quickly put it back at the same spot you found it at and left the house,crying.

*I'm sorry, I don't know what I can do for all of you anymore...*

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I actually cried while writing this..

hazwannsky