Hurting

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This is short ... I just want to show how Dara was taking it all.

 

 

 

We were fine when we celebrated Christmas and New Year. He said we will face the trials together and that he will never let me go. He promised me happiness and asked me to believe in him... in our love. He said I am his life and that he will never let me go. What happened? Was it all empty promises?

 

I thought he was different. I thought he love me wholeheartedly. I was willing to fight all the odds with him and will even sacrifice my career for him. What went wrong?

 

His fans were already starting to send me unpleasant messages days after Christmas. Letting me know that they were watching every move I made and threatening to destroy my career. I bear it all because I trust him... because I love him. I believe in our love.

 

I was right. Too much happiness is dangerous. It won’t last forever. It hurts me more knowing that yesterday he made me feel special and makes me feel so unwanted today. This is why I don’t like to open my heart to anyone. It pained me so much.  Am I really destined to be alone in life? Why does all the man I love end up leaving me? Will Sang Hyun leave me too?

 

I was crying in my car when I heard my phone rings. It was Manager oppa, asking where I am? I was on my way to YG for practice when Min Kyoung unnie called me. Upon hearing what she told me, I immediately went to Joongie’s apartment to explain because I don’t want him to get the wrong idea. However, I got the shock of my life instead.

 

I was feeling so down and drained. I told Manager oppa that I was not feeling well and asked him for a day off. I was about to start my car when I heard a knock on my window. It was Su Young.

 

“Unnie... are you all right?” She asked as soon as I rolled down the window.

 

“Su Young-ah....” I said as tears started to fall again.

 

She touched my shoulder for comfort, “Unnie... Mianhe...”

 

“He said... he wanted space... he... he... pushed me out of his life. He... he said he’s tired. He doesn’t want me anymore.” Weeping, trying so hard to breath.

 

“Miane Unnie.... “

 

“Su Young-ah.... help me... I am in so much pain.” I begged.

 

“Unnie... please give Joongie some time. Please don’t let go.  He loves you so much that is why he acted rashly. He will come around.”

 

“I don’t know Su Young-ah... He hurt me so much today. I need to get away from him. I need to think. “I said as I started to turn the car engine on.

 

“Unnie... Not like this... Please.... Unnie... Calm down first...please... it’s too dangerous for you to drive right now.”

 

I looked at her, “Miane... I have to go.” I closed the window and headed to our dorm.

 

 

 

Su Young’s POV

 

I was so pissed with Joongie that I rushed to his room as soon as I got back, swearing.

 

“Su Young-ah...” Min Kyoung unnie was stunned when she heard me slammed the main door.

 

“Kim Jae Joong.... Yah~ Kim Jae Joong... “I was madly kicking and punching his bedroom door. “Open the door, NOW!”

 

“What happened to Dara?”  I saw unnie coming towards me.

 

“Kim Jae Joong.... you want to die... open this damn door.” I was screaming like crazy.

 

“Yah~ Kim Su Young... what is wrong?” Unnie said, shaking me off.

 

I was fuming, “This babo brother of yours just shoved Dara out of his life.”

 

“Boh??”

 

“Damn Yes... She was crying really hard and hurting. Unnie, I feared something might happen to her. She drives off without cooling down. “

 

“Boh?? Why didn’t you stop her?”

 

 “I tried... but she won’t listen. “ I said desperately.

 

“Yah~ Kim Jae Joong...” Unnie exclaimed. “Open up... You punk... what have you done?”

 

“Kim Jae Joong... “I hit the door hard again.

 

We were calling for Joongie nonstop but he

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Sandarajaejoong #1

Coming back to this due to Jaejoong and Dara’s youtube collab 😍😍😍😍 https://youtu.be/FmysHRQC7bE?si=gKPY-8JdIiMtK7P3
fangirlingislifeu #2
Chapter 42: thank you for sharing this story with us, author-nim!! i just started reading jaedara ffs a few days ago, and this one surely will be my top pick as of now. i love how you incorporated the details about the events in real life as well as integrate them with your ideas (imagination). i must say, it complemented well. i was kind of looking forward of what will happen if they will reveal their relationship to the public; nonetheless, the ending's good and it showcased more dara's feelings, which i was eagerly waiting to see/read since jae's feelings were emphasized more all throughout the story given that you have stated from the earlier chapters how dara is not fully vocal towards herself and what she feels. all in all, the story is great and is definitely a must-read for all jaedara shippers.

please continue writing in the future, authornim. i wish you well^^
Yma_0421 #3
Chapter 26: Hahhaha this chap is hilarious 🤣🤣🤣
MaritheZya #4
One of my jaedara stories fav. Hope you could write more. Thank you for this.
juzwannaread #5
Chapter 18: What are the odds? Well, I've read and re-read this story a few times. I was just re-reading this yesterday and stopped right at this very chapter (V-Day!!). A day after, news comes out that Dara will appear in Song Seungheon's new drama.... Geez!!!

I actually didn't remember reading his name here right away. The name was familiar and I know I watched some of his previous works. I just couldn't pinpoint which face and show exactly. (I must really be getting old LOL) I had to google (HAHA!) and found Dr. Jin in dramas he worked in.

So when are you going to work with the other actor in Dr. Jin, Dee? I just hope I'd get to see that day when JJxD will work in one project together. That's going to be a visual blast
Fr0zenMus1c #6
Chapter 43: My favorite ship ❤️ I wish there’s a sequel for this story.
JDarambles
#7
Chapter 1: Still rereading and still loving thisnone so much. Hope youre doing well and is happy authornim.
Mitchica
#8
Chapter 9: I really love this one. Hope you can write another jaedara fanfic. I Love You authornim ~ <3
Lelebith #9
Chapter 43: Its nice
JDarambles
#10
Chapter 43: Reread and definitely no. 1 on my best real life jaedara ff! All hail to you!