Hurting
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This is short ... I just want to show how Dara was taking it all.
We were fine when we celebrated Christmas and New Year. He said we will face the trials together and that he will never let me go. He promised me happiness and asked me to believe in him... in our love. He said I am his life and that he will never let me go. What happened? Was it all empty promises?
I thought he was different. I thought he love me wholeheartedly. I was willing to fight all the odds with him and will even sacrifice my career for him. What went wrong?
His fans were already starting to send me unpleasant messages days after Christmas. Letting me know that they were watching every move I made and threatening to destroy my career. I bear it all because I trust him... because I love him. I believe in our love.
I was right. Too much happiness is dangerous. It won’t last forever. It hurts me more knowing that yesterday he made me feel special and makes me feel so unwanted today. This is why I don’t like to open my heart to anyone. It pained me so much. Am I really destined to be alone in life? Why does all the man I love end up leaving me? Will Sang Hyun leave me too?
I was crying in my car when I heard my phone rings. It was Manager oppa, asking where I am? I was on my way to YG for practice when Min Kyoung unnie called me. Upon hearing what she told me, I immediately went to Joongie’s apartment to explain because I don’t want him to get the wrong idea. However, I got the shock of my life instead.
I was feeling so down and drained. I told Manager oppa that I was not feeling well and asked him for a day off. I was about to start my car when I heard a knock on my window. It was Su Young.
“Unnie... are you all right?” She asked as soon as I rolled down the window.
“Su Young-ah....” I said as tears started to fall again.
She touched my shoulder for comfort, “Unnie... Mianhe...”
“He said... he wanted space... he... he... pushed me out of his life. He... he said he’s tired. He doesn’t want me anymore.” Weeping, trying so hard to breath.
“Miane Unnie.... “
“Su Young-ah.... help me... I am in so much pain.” I begged.
“Unnie... please give Joongie some time. Please don’t let go. He loves you so much that is why he acted rashly. He will come around.”
“I don’t know Su Young-ah... He hurt me so much today. I need to get away from him. I need to think. “I said as I started to turn the car engine on.
“Unnie... Not like this... Please.... Unnie... Calm down first...please... it’s too dangerous for you to drive right now.”
I looked at her, “Miane... I have to go.” I closed the window and headed to our dorm.
Su Young’s POV
I was so pissed with Joongie that I rushed to his room as soon as I got back, swearing.
“Su Young-ah...” Min Kyoung unnie was stunned when she heard me slammed the main door.
“Kim Jae Joong.... Yah~ Kim Jae Joong... “I was madly kicking and punching his bedroom door. “Open the door, NOW!”
“What happened to Dara?” I saw unnie coming towards me.
“Kim Jae Joong.... you want to die... open this damn door.” I was screaming like crazy.
“Yah~ Kim Su Young... what is wrong?” Unnie said, shaking me off.
I was fuming, “This babo brother of yours just shoved Dara out of his life.”
“Boh??”
“Damn Yes... She was crying really hard and hurting. Unnie, I feared something might happen to her. She drives off without cooling down. “
“Boh?? Why didn’t you stop her?”
“I tried... but she won’t listen. “ I said desperately.
“Yah~ Kim Jae Joong...” Unnie exclaimed. “Open up... You punk... what have you done?”
“Kim Jae Joong... “I hit the door hard again.
We were calling for Joongie nonstop but he
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