Bom’s POV

January 25th, I was observing Dara who was seated beside Minzy on our flight back to Seoul. She doesn’t looked good. She doesn’t even bother to doll up. Her dark circles were visible. It’s very worrisome.

“Unnie, she’s worn out” CL voiced out cocking her head towards Dara.

“CL-ah, you’re sharing a room with Ssantoki. Did Jaejoong called?” I asked.

“Still the same unnie... she hasn’t heard from him since the incident.”

“Boh?” I exclaimed.

“I heard he was having the time of his life in Seoul. Going out with friends... drinking. There are even pictures circulating online. Do you think the break up is for real, unnie?”

“I don’t know.... Ssantoki’s taking it badly. Look at her... she’s not her usual energetic self. She’s exhausted not just physically but emotionally as well. I have not seen her smile genuinely for days. “I muttered worriedly.

“Honestly, I don’t think she had enough sleep.  I always find her staring at the ceiling and restless through the night. If this goes on unnie, she will get sick.”

“I know. BigBang are starting to notice it too. If this reaches YG, we will all be dead... ” I stated in an as a matter of fact tone.

“I really pity Dara unnie. I am also starting to hate Jaejoong oppa. What he did was too much... I think unnie’s suffering the most among the two of them.” CL said dejectedly.

“Don’t be so sure of that... Jaejoong is so stubborn and prideful person. I am sure he’s suffering too.”

“... but it doesn’t look like it. Just checked out his pictures online, he’s enjoying himself so much.”

“Looked~ I think he loves our Ssantoki so much enough to make him extremely jealous and I doubt that his feelings will fade that easily. CL-ah, you have to bear in mind that man hides their feeling well than us. ”

“I don’t know.... this is too much for me. My heart just goes out to Ssandara unnie.”

“What is inside the bag that she keeps on looking?” I asked.

“Jaejoong oppa’s present. She bought it when she went out with Minzy to Shibuya. Tomorrow is his birthday, remember?”

“I guess we have to do something about it then.... this is getting out of hand.”

“How?” CL enquired looking at me.

Thinking... “We wait after Jaejoong birthday. If everything is still the same then we have to devise a plan to make that punk realized his stupidity.”

Sandara’s POV

I haven’t sleep well since we arrived in Japan. Every time I closed my eyes I saw his smile. I saw him holding my hands. I laid down every night thinking what went wrong. I thought he loved me as much as I loved him but how can that be when he doesn't even trust me. I never feel so in love with someone yet felt so alone and hollow. Isn’t he supposed to be the one who’ll wipe out my tears... and not be the cause of my sorrow?  Is everything just a memory now?

“Joongie, is this for real? I miss you. I missed you voice, your kisses, your hugs, and  your warmth. I missed everything about you. “I thought, tears threatening to fall. “Tomorrow is your birthday. I’ve been looking forward of spending it with you for weeks ... Ottokae?” I looked at the present I bought for him. “How will I give this to you?” I contemplated as I wipe my tears away. Good thing that Minzy was taking a nap that she didn’t noticed me crying.

As soon as we entered our van, I checked my phone for messages. I received a few but nothing came from Joongie. I feel dishearten.

I sighed loudly that prompted Minzy to asked. “Unnie, what’s the matter?”

“Nothing...” I muttered as I waved my hand.

Unknown to me, the girls are having a silent argument at the back. 

“Unnie, I wondered. Does Blackjack and Cassie know about your relationship with oppa?” CL asked trying to fish out information.

I haven’t told them about the antis but I think it’s better to informed them now. No one can help me deal with it except the three. “Yes... there are a few who knows.”

“Boh... since when unnie? Antis?”,  Minzy anxiously posed.

I turned sideways to face them. “A couple of months ago... but after Christmas... Antis are starting to flood my inbox. Apparently, someone saw us when we went to Myeongdong” I informed then sadly.

“This is bad... if the media get hold of this... you will be the next JunHyung and Hara. Does Jaejoong know?” Bom asked and I shook my head silently.

“We are so dead.... Sajangnim will fry us four.” Minzy mumbled worriedly touching her nape.

“You have to tell Jaejoong oppa, unnie. We have to think for counter measures.” CL uttered.

I looked at my fidgeting hands, “How? He’s doesn’t even talk to me...”

The maknaes looked at Bom for solutions, “Uhm... Dara, I think you have to change your mobile number. These antis are adding to your miseries.”

I looked at Bom, surprised, “Boh? Are you crazy Bommie-ah? No...What if Joongie calls me? Tomorrow’s his birthday... “

“If he’s going to call you... he should have done it days ago.” Bom cut me irritably.

CL nudged Bom, “Unnie... don’t be like that.”

Minzy said to the rescue, “Unnie, how about if you change your number after oppa’s birthday?”

I looked at them poignantly.

“Don’t worry unnie, if oppa can’t reach you... he will surely