Anticipation and Frustration

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[REPOSTED] DUE TO AFF'S PROBLEM, THIS CHAPTER WAS LOST.... THANKFULLY, I STILL HAVE A COPY.

 

ONE MORE CHAPTER BEFORE I HIBERNATE...

 

SORRY FOR THE TYPOS AND GRAMMATICAL ERRORS

 

  

Most of the time, I was at Cjes office for meetings and planning for JYJ’s activities. Since both Junsu and Yoochun were busy, everything was left to me. In addition to that was my training and preparation for Dr. Jin. Angel was not any better than me. Her schedule was packed with all the preparations for Japan and MV shooting.  But with everything that’s been keeping us, we both made sure to talk everyday during our breaks and to inform each other what we’ve been up to.

 

On the last day of our theatre tour for “The Day”, I arrived home late.  I was extremely exhausted, sleepy and thirsty. As soon as I entered my apartment, I headed to the kitchen to get myself something to drink. I almost had a heart attack when I noticed a tape measure glowing on my living room couch.

 

What the !!! I yelped clutching my chest. I saw the tape measure move. Alert and in panic, I dashed to the light switch and turned it on.  Illuminated, my mouth fell upon realizing what it was. Ani... it should be who it was since the tape measure turned out to be a human being.

 

“Angel...” I muttered in disbelief. She was sleeping comfortably on the couch, tightly hugging the throw pillow. Her bag was lying on the floor along with her shoes.  

 

What is she doing here and what is that she’s wearing? I thought as I cautiously walked towards her. I sat beside her head and leaned closer, brushing away some hair that covered her face. She was soundly sleeping and pouting. I found myself smiling looking at her, her hair. She must be dreaming of something. I lowered myself and gave her a kiss on the cheek, that’s when I realized that she had been drinking.

 

I stood up and scooped her in my arms and carried her towards the bedroom. I laid her gently then covered her properly. I went to the kitchen to get something to drink, before I went to get our bags and head back to the bedroom. I took a hot shower; changed into my bedroom clothes then lay down beside my girl. I positioned her properly in my arms and kissed her forehead before I comfortably followed her to slumber.

 

 

 

 

After a couple of hours sleep, I woke up ahead of Angel. I smiled looking at her deeply asleep with her hand around my waist and thigh encircling mine. It was such a lovely sight. I caressed her face and brush my lips lightly against hers. Having her wrapped in my arms every morning’s pure bliss. A thin smile appeared on my lips thinking about it.

 

                                                                                       

 

 

I was in the kitchen when I heard the bedroom door open. I was almost done preparing our breakfast when she appeared, rubbing her eyes and looking a little confused as to why she was there.

 

I smiled, “Hello Sleeping Beauty” Turning to face her.

 

“Joongie, how did I end up here?” she asked.

 

I giggled at her cuteness, “I am not sure either. When I arrived last night, a tape measure was already sleeping in the couch.” I teased as I handed her the honey lemon tea I prepared. “This will help you remember.”

 

“Bo...Boh? Borago....”

 

I furrowed my brow looking at her with a smirk planted on my face.

 

She looked at herself and upon realization she exclaimed, “Yah~”

 

I chuckled. “You’re such a dork ... Cute dork.” I said as I went behind her and gave her a tight squeeze, kissing her neck. “HHmmm.... you better take a shower while I finish preparing our breakfast. You have a schedule today right?”

 

“Uuhhhmmmm.....” she sounded while taking a big gulped of tea.

 

“Arasso... now go.” I muttered as I her arms.

 

 

 

 

Everything was already in place when she came back. I was seated on the table waiting for her. She was wearing a black addidas track pants and a loose white shirt. My forehead creased upon seeing her.

 

“I took one of your shirts. Thankfully, I still have a few of my things here”. She said while taking a seat in front of me. “I thought you already brought all my stuff to our house.”

 

“Ani... I purposely left a few here for emergency.”

 

She just nodded and just digs in to the feast in front of her.

 

“You’re that hungry?” I chuckled looking at her stuffing food into her month one after another. “Eat slowly... you might choke yourself”, I cooed as I handed her another hot honey lemon tea.

 

“Thank you but why do you keep on giving me this tea?” she asked with a pout.

 

“You had a drink last night right and I don’t know how much you had but just in case you have a hangover I made a lot for you, so drink it up.”  I commanded.

 

“Arasso, appa”  She playfully said and I sneered.

 

“Angel, I thought you will not come here anymore. “I said. “Did anyone saw you last night?” I asked her worriedly.

 

She chewed her food properly before she started to explain. “I had a few drinks last night and I don’t want to risk driving for long and since your apartment’s near, I decided to sleepover.”

 

I kept mum wanting her to continue. She must have noticed the worried look on my face.  “Yes, when I arrived there were a few sasaeng fans outside waiting for you.” She stopped - looking at me as I tighten my lips, fully concerned. “Joongie... I don’t think they saw me entered the basement parking. I’m using manager oppa’s car so they probably didn’t notice me. “

 

I was so relieved by what she said. “Thank God. You were still able to think properly.”

 

“Yah~ I was not drunk. I just had a few drinks and I don’t want to risk being caught driving; besides I was so tired and sleepy so I come here. Don’t you want me here?”

 

I chuckled at her outburst. “What are you talking about? You can even live here if you want. I don’t mind at all.”

 

“Boh~ Do you want me to die early?”

 

I laughed out loud. “Then, we’ll just get married so we can officially live together.” I more. Her face turned red with embarrassment.

 

She covered her face with her palm, “Aigoo~ Joongie... what are you talking about...”

 

I continued laughing at her cuteness. When I calmed down, she started to act uneasily. I got curious and asked her why.

 

“Joongie... Actually, I came here because I wanted to talk to you about something in person.”

 

“About what....” I asked.

 

“Have you surf the net lately?” She asked and I shook my head because I don’t have time to do so.

 

“Uhm... The etude photos are starting to come out one by one and the 4 part CF will be out soon too. “

 

“Uh huh...” I cooed while eating.

 

“I just want to warn you about it. “   She said looking down on her plate.

 

“Why? Should I worry?” I asked looking up at her as my curiosity started to build up.

 

She snapped her head up, “Ani... it was just a job.” She explained then looked down again.

 

I smiled looking at her. I stood up and went to sit beside her. “Baby, I know it was just a job you had to do so don’t worry about it. “ I muttered as I place my arm around her shoulders.

 

“Jinjja....” she said excitedly with a full smile, facing me.

 

“Oh.... “  I smiled back.

 

“Even if Minho kiss me on the lips?”

 

“Bo....Boh??? Borago....” I exclaimed standing up suddenly.

 

Her hands started fidgeting and she was not looking at me again. “Minyo kiss me... on... on the ...lips? Yah~~” I started pacing back and forth trying to calm myself, rubbing my neck with frustration.

 

The atmosphere was tense then Dara stood up and started cleaning the table.

 

“What are you doing?” I asked as calm as I could.

 

“Cleaning up. I don’t think we both have the appetite to eat for more.” She stated, her back facing me. Aggravated, I went to my room and decided to take a shower to help calm my nerves and think things clearly. I don’t want to fight with her about this again. I promised her that, right? I just need to process everything properly and maturely.

 

 

 

Dara was already sitting on the living room with her bag on her side waiting for me. I went to sit beside her but was not looking at her. We were both waiting for each other to talk.

 

“Joongie...” I heard Dara whispered while fiddling her fingers. While I kept reminding myself to stay calm and think maturely; that she loves me and only me. Besides, I have yet to see the pictures and most especially the CF. Like I said before, I don’t think it’s anything torrid. But it still irks me that another man had kissed her.... her precious sweet lips. Argh~ But she’s an idol and an actress first before becoming my girlfriend. Aish~ I feel like pulling all my hair in frustration right now.

 

“Baby...” she called again, waking me from reverie.

 

“Huh...” I turned to look at her. She looked so sad and fidgety; waiting for me to say something, pouting her lips. The look on her face was enough to break me. I pulled her closer to me and let her face rest on my chest wrapping my arms around her.

 

“Angel.... It’s alright. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry.” I muttered, her back. “You warned me about it before remember?”

 

“But... you’re still upset about it....”

 

“I am not upset with you... I am upset to whoever conceptualized your endorsement. But.... thank you for talking to me and for taking my feelings into consideration.”

 

She looked up at me and said, “It was only an angle shot Joongie and a light peck on the lips.”

 

I smiled at her attempt to pacify me, “I didn’t mean to worry you a while ago. I was just... I just need to...”

 

“I understand baby.” She interjected, my cheek gently. “You are the only one for me, Joongie. Always remember that.” She raised herself up and kissed me passionately. I felt her love and longing for me. Her sweet lips made me feel giddy and needing for more. I tighten my hold on her and brought her on top of me as I started to lower myself on the couch. I was caressing her face and body gently and lovingly, on the bridge of insanity. But Angel broke our moment, leaving me disappointed.

 

She giggled when she saw me pout. “I’m sorry baby but we don’t have time to do it now.  I have to go. “She cooed as she gently runs her fingers on my hair.

 

I raised my head up and captured her lips once again as I placed my hand at the back of her head, pinning her with me and refusing to let her go.

 

“Hhhhmmm... baby.... Stop... Hhhhmmm...” I heard her moan on my lips trying her best to pull away.

 

“But you want it too....hhhmmm” I groaned as I continue to .

 

“Hhhmmm... Joongie....please....hhhmm”

 

I capped her face and kissed her tightly before I stopped. I smirked looking at her swollen lips and dreamy eyes. I tenderly touched her lips and possessively said “These are mine.”

 

Her hand caressing my chest, she grinned and stole a quick kiss. “You are my heaven Joongie. I love you. Only You.”

 

“I will try to not be jealous of anyone. Just continue to hold me like this because you are the reason I live. You have captured my heart Sandara Park.”

 

 

 

 

Days went by without seeing Angel. Schedules became more hectic. From composing, recording, training, and rehearsals for our South American Tour. Every night, I was exhausted and my whole body’s aching. I tried not to think so much about my girl but talking to her daily wasn’t of much help; but it does keep me sane. Somehow, when I heard her voice it gave me hope and energy.

 

When Will.I.Am was in Seoul, I wanted to met him personally besides it would also gave me and Angel a chance to go clubbing together unfortunately I had to bail out. Will, being an international star, for sure it will be packed and stars will be there too. Being surrounded with other celebrities won’t be so ob

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Sandarajaejoong #1

Coming back to this due to Jaejoong and Dara’s youtube collab 😍😍😍😍 https://youtu.be/FmysHRQC7bE?si=gKPY-8JdIiMtK7P3
fangirlingislifeu #2
Chapter 42: thank you for sharing this story with us, author-nim!! i just started reading jaedara ffs a few days ago, and this one surely will be my top pick as of now. i love how you incorporated the details about the events in real life as well as integrate them with your ideas (imagination). i must say, it complemented well. i was kind of looking forward of what will happen if they will reveal their relationship to the public; nonetheless, the ending's good and it showcased more dara's feelings, which i was eagerly waiting to see/read since jae's feelings were emphasized more all throughout the story given that you have stated from the earlier chapters how dara is not fully vocal towards herself and what she feels. all in all, the story is great and is definitely a must-read for all jaedara shippers.

please continue writing in the future, authornim. i wish you well^^
Yma_0421 #3
Chapter 26: Hahhaha this chap is hilarious 🤣🤣🤣
MaritheZya #4
One of my jaedara stories fav. Hope you could write more. Thank you for this.
juzwannaread #5
Chapter 18: What are the odds? Well, I've read and re-read this story a few times. I was just re-reading this yesterday and stopped right at this very chapter (V-Day!!). A day after, news comes out that Dara will appear in Song Seungheon's new drama.... Geez!!!

I actually didn't remember reading his name here right away. The name was familiar and I know I watched some of his previous works. I just couldn't pinpoint which face and show exactly. (I must really be getting old LOL) I had to google (HAHA!) and found Dr. Jin in dramas he worked in.

So when are you going to work with the other actor in Dr. Jin, Dee? I just hope I'd get to see that day when JJxD will work in one project together. That's going to be a visual blast
Fr0zenMus1c #6
Chapter 43: My favorite ship ❤️ I wish there’s a sequel for this story.
JDarambles
#7
Chapter 1: Still rereading and still loving thisnone so much. Hope youre doing well and is happy authornim.
Mitchica
#8
Chapter 9: I really love this one. Hope you can write another jaedara fanfic. I Love You authornim ~ <3
Lelebith #9
Chapter 43: Its nice
JDarambles
#10
Chapter 43: Reread and definitely no. 1 on my best real life jaedara ff! All hail to you!