"I give in. You are right. I am in love with you too, Siwon."

Siwon broke into a wide smile immediately, and without a word, he pulled Kyuhyun in and crushed his lips onto Kyuhyun's to celebrate. Kyuhyun was willingly taking in the kiss as well, as he wrapped his hands around Siwon's nape for support, accepting all the kisses that Siwon was showering at him. Siwon smiled from the corner of his mouth, feeling that Kyuhyun was returning the kiss. His heart was exploding fireworks within himself, that he pushed forward to deepen their kiss, till Kyuhyun had his hips knocking onto the table behind him. However that didn't bother him or Siwon, as their kiss got even more passionate, filling each other with the feelings that were surfacing touching their hearts, bit by bit.

Once making sure every inch of the glossy plump lips was kissed and under his touch by his lips, Siwon reached to grab Kyuhyun's chin and pulled his chin down gently. The moment Kyuhyun allowed him to do so, Siwon inserted his wet muscle and roamed inside the hot caverns which brought his feelings to another level, as he met Kyuhyun's tongue in between their mouths. He was immediately intoxicated by Kyuhyun's scent in his mouth, and damn, he was addicted to it already... He slurped on the surface of Kyuhyun's tongue, before he connected his tongue with Kyuhyun's. With the tease on the wet muscles, both had their heads tossed left and right to gain more access on their kisses. Mouths were opened widely, and lips were captured again and again, till loud smooching sounds can be heard around the cafe.

They were not caring anything about the late hours, as they took their time, to feel and have their feelings for each other to grow deeper...and stronger. That, even the need for air can wait...

Siwon was the first to pull away, and he was hypnotized straight by Kyuhyun's expression - the blushes of course, the slightly agape and swollen mouth panting for air, the closed eyes showing off his long eye lashes. Everything about Kyuhyun at the moment, deeply and truly dazzled him. So strong...that he had to press their foreheads together with his palms cupping gently on each side of Kyuhyun's face.

"Kyu..." Siwon whispered, "Kyuhyun..."

"Hmmm..." Kyuhyun opened his eyes, and he was stunned to see Siwon so close to him, that their noses were nuzzled against each other, "Si...Siwon..."

"I am not dreaming...right?" Siwon mumbled, afraid that everything happened on the past 15 minutes, was a dream to him.

Deciding whether to laugh it off, or to pout at it, Kyuhyun pondered for a sec. Then he decided that action speaks better than words, so he brought one of his hands and pinched hard on Siwon's cheeks. Like real hard, that he was sure, marks will be left on Siwon's handsome face.

"Ouch!! That hurts!" Siwon squealed, as he rubbed his abused cheek.

"So you will know this is not a dream." Kyuhyun smirked.

"I love you Choi Siwon." Kyuhyun declared again, louder and bolder than ever. Yes. He did not want to care. Anymore.

Siwon grinned once again, with his deep dimples plastered on his cheeks, and snuggled his face on Kyuhyun's shoulders, "I love you too... Cho Kyuhyun..."

For the first time, Kyuhyun's heart was filled with warmth, though this was not the first time he heard the confession from Siwon. He smiled, as he Siwon's hair, and resting his head on top of Siwon's too. But Siwon snapped up, causing Kyuhyun to jump a little with his sudden's move.

"Siwon...?"

Siwon grabbed Kyuhyun's hands, and looked into his orbs so seriously, that Kyuhyun couldn't help but to look seriously back at Siwon too.

"Kyu..." Siwon kissed Kyuhyun's fingers before he continued, "Will you be my boyfriend?"

And Kyuhyun laughed.

"Hey!! I am being serious here!" Siwon pouted.

"But...! Haha Siwon! You really humour me big times." Kyuhyun chuckled, "I thought, from the way we kissed earlier, that was already...more than confirmed what relationship we are in now..."

"No...! Not without an official question with an official answer!" Siwon insisted.

Kyuhyun titled his head and questioned back, "I didn't know you are so old school..."

"Whats wrong with old school? I like it to be properly done, especially on someone I am truly in love with..." Siwon affirmed and threw the question again, "So Cho Kyuhyun, will you be my boyfriend?"

Kyuhyun stared at Siwon, knowing that Siwon was seriously in love and determined to make their relationship a more official one. Not that he did not want, but...this is new to him. As...he had never been in such relationship with anyone, girl or boy before... And...his first one...just has to be a guy to start off with. Suddenly, he felt rather sentimental...regarding this relationship thing...

"Siwon... This is new to me... I...don't know if I can do a good job in this... And you should know... I am not an expressive person..." 

Siwon shook his head to stop Kyuhyun from continuing, and gave a short kiss on Kyuhyun's lips, "I am new to this too, to have a relationship with a guy. So we can learn together. And...you are very expressive enough...to kiss me first before you confessed. So how is that a problem?"

"Siwon... I am not a person who is fond of showing out care and concern... And I am not a relationship person.."

"Kyu, I just want to be with you. To love you. To let you feel that you are not alone because you have me... And didn't you just admit that you love me too?" Siwon continued, "So, please. Let me be the one...your boyfriend...to make you feel that, you are important. Maybe not in your mother's life, but...in my life...your life...in our lives..."

Kyuhyun started to tear, as he heard the sincere words, or rather, the most sincere words he ever heard for almost his entire life. Not even the Lees family had said so much to him, though he knew they treat him well enough to make him feel like a family. Seeing the tears from Kyuhyun's big round beautiful eyes, Siwon brought his hand up, and wiped the tears away, before kissing the corner of Kyuhyun's eyes.

"Baby..." Siwon couldn't help but to come out with such nickname for Kyuhyun, "Will you...?"

Kyuhyun nodded shyly, accepting the title of "boyfriend" and threw his arms around Siwon to hug his new boyfriend, "Yes, boyfriend."

Siwon broke into a smile, as he returned the hug, pressing his lips on Kyuhyun's cheek before he whispered, "Boyfriend... You are my boyfriend now, Kyu baby."

Kyuhyun giggled, liking already at how nice to hear the word "boyfriend" from Siwon.

"But, can you quit the nickname?" Kyuhyun complained once he got over the sweetness of sealing a relationship with Siwon.

"Nope. I like it." Siwon smirked.

"But I don't." Kyuhyun pouted.

"Then, how about beautiful? My beauty queen baby..." Siwon chuckled, coming out with more nicknames.

"Yahhhh stop it!! What beauty queen?! Am I going for a beauty pageant now?" Kyuhyun slapped Siwon's arms, protesting against the new nicknames that Siwon had came out with.

"You can call me handsome. Your handsome king Wonnie." Siwon even went further in making nickname for himself.

"NO WAY!!" Kyuhyun slapped even more, while Siwon was laughing at the tease.

And they smashed their lips together to celebrate their new status in this relationship.

Till they were out of breath again, and leave the cafe together realizing the timing of the late night.

Till they were apart for the night, unwillingly to leave each other even for a few hours though they knew they will see each other everyday from now.

Till they were sure, they will not be the same from the next day onwards.

From friends, to lovers.

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Kyuhyun was not at all surprised to find Siwon outside the Lee's house on the next morning. But someone else did.

"Siwon?" Donghae questioned, when he left home the same time as Kyuhyun, thinking they can head for school together, "And in his...Audi?"

"Seems like it..." Kyuhyun mumbled, as he walked towards Siwon's car.

Seeing Kyuhyun out of the house, Siwon climbed out of his car, and greeted his boyfriend with the most sunshine beam ever.

"Woah... Why is he beaming like this?" Donghae was completely startled to see Siwon at his house firstly, and next shocked him was the beaming Siwon. As if he is in love...

"Morning Donghae," Siwon greeted Donghae, before pulling Kyuhyun into his arms to plant a soft kiss on the forehead, "Morning baby..."

"Siwon... No...baby calling..." Kyuhyun blushed with the kiss on his forehead, but before Siwon could say his next cheesy line, Donghae squealed.

"WOAHHHHHH WHAT? BABY?!" Donghae had his jaws dropped, when he saw how Siwon held Kyuhyun in his arms, "YOU TWO?"

Siwon laughed and nodded, "Together, like how you and Hyukjae are together."

"Together, like me and...! Cho Kyuhyun! You told him?" Another shock to Donghae.

"Hyukjae is his friend. I think he deserved to know." Kyuhyun smirked.

"And you...! So Siwon was the reason why you were so troubled a few days ago?!" Now everything is in place...everything just fit nicely in the puzzle.

"You did?" Siwon faced Kyuhyun and asked, "Were you thinking of me all these while?"

Kyuhyun rolled his eyes, but he nodded to the answer, which caused a squeal in his ears and a nuzzled on their noses.

Seeing how Siwon loves Kyuhyun with all his might, Donghae smiled with a comforted feel building in his heart. The always-lone Kyuhyun, who had been through many in his early childhood, is finally having someone who loves him as a whole. Not saying that his family didn't love Kyuhyun, but he knew no matter how much love they can shower at Kyuhyun, that is not the same afterall.

Until Siwon came around...

Look at how Kyuhyun smile with Siwon... That smile...is so beautiful...

"Yah yah yah please get a room you two!!" Donghae pretended to look disgusted and preparing to leave the two love birds.

"Hey I can give you a ride!" Siwon exclaimed, but Donghae shook his head.

"I am meeting Hyukjae at the subway. His car is under repairing now." Donghae pat on Kyuhyun's shoulder before he set off, "Glad to see you sort out your feelings. You two...look very compatible. Handsome and beautiful. Like a couple made in heaven." Though he wanted to say more, but he knew, he will have the chance later when they are both home later... Giving a grin, Donghae waved goodbye.

The words that Donghae said, made Siwon so delightful, that he didn't want to remove his hands off Kyuhyun. Until Kyuhyun had to nudge his boyfriend for the time. Smiling with his deep dimples, Siwon led Kyuhyun into his own Audi Cabriolet. Throughout the journey to their university, Siwon held Kyuhyun's hand as he drove. Though Kyuhyun argued that it was dangerous, but Siwon insisted in holding Kyuhyun's hand, giving him all the warmth that he deserved. And even waiting for traffic to turn green, Siwon would seize the chance to look lovingly at Kyuhyun, while Kyuhyun smiled back, accepting all the sweetness from Siwon. The atmosphere in the car was so flower-blossoming, that people outside the car could sense the happiness as well.

When they reached the school campus, Kyuhyun wanted to go separately, not wanting to gain unnecessary attention, but Siwon rejected.

"I don't really care..." Siwon grabbed Kyuhyun's wrist before he managed to escape.

Kyuhyun sighed, "Siwon... Wonnie..." Siwon's eyes went sparkling when he heard his name being called so affectionately by Kyuhyun, "I do not want any limelight on me. Remember I am not a person who fancy...attention. I only..." His cheeks blushed suddenly, "want your attention..." as he finished the words he had in mind. So not him...

And being the all-so-blissful-that-anything-from-Kyuhyun-is-absolutely-correct Siwon, he nodded and agreed with Kyuhyun, before letting him go for his 1st module of the day.

"See you in calculus later." Kyuhyun waved as he walked out of Siwon's hold.

"Oh right... Calculus..." Siwon smirked, and whistled his way to his own module.

The day is just as perfect, that everything seems to be rather smooth for him and Kyuhyun. So fine, that he was sure, any obstacles that he and Kyuhyun are going to face, is nothing serious and challenging...

Entering his first lecture, he was greeted by Hyukjae immediately who was gleeing at him. 

"Now I know, why were you so clingy towards Kyuhyun." Hyukjae smirked.

"Yeah, I guess, that is love at first sight. Just that...I didn't realised at all till the feeling grow day by day." Siwon admitted, "But hey, you are not bad yourself. I didn't know...you have taste for...Donghae."

Hyukjae laughed, "Feeling...grew day by day as well." 

Both friends smiled at each other, congratulating for finding their own happiness at the same period of time.

"Whats so happy?" Yunho appeared and grabbed both Siwon's and Hyukjae's shoulders, wanting to find the conversation between them.

But both did not answer right away, as they just shared a common smile and remained silence at Yunho's question. Yunho narrowed his eyes when he saw the atmosphere was a little weird, yet he could feel that the air...was sweet with them around.

Must be something to do with love... Yunho thought. 

He was even more sure with his instinct, when Siwon fished out his phone to type a message, and giggling to himself as he typed. Same goes for Hyukjae, when he walked out of the class, smiling so sweetly showing off his gums talking on the phone he called "Dear fishy". No doubt, fishy must be Donghae. As for Siwon...Yunho could only think of one name in his mind. That one person whom Siwon can't stop showing his care and concern to, that one person whom he was willing to break his own principle to accommodate to...

And that person...is definitely not Jessica.

The moment he realised it, Jessica walked in the class, and towards him and Siwon immediately. Siwon was still in his world of texting, as the person he texted to reply to his message, and didn't notice Jessica who was already in front of him.

"Hey Siwon." Jessica called out.

"Hmmm?" Siwon briefly replied, but his eyes were still on his phone.

"Do you want to go for a musical tonight? A friend of mine invited me to watch a musical produced by her and her production from her college. So she gave me tickets to watch. I already gave out a few tickets and left with one." Jessica smiled as she flushed her lashes at Siwon. With Yunho looking so confused next to them. Musical tickets? Since when did she had a friend who is so talented to be a stage producer?

"Huh? I am sorry, what did you say Jessica?" Siwon finally looked up from his phone.

"You weren't listening?" Jessica frowned, as this was the first time, that Siwon was totally not attentive at all. To her.

"I am sorry, was busy with something." Siwon apologized, but before Jessica could repeat herself, Siwon turned his attention on Yunho, "Hey do you remember that time where you took a date to somewhere near the harbour for a dinner? Care to share where is it?"

Yunho was startled by the sudden question, and he could sense that Jessica was a little...annoyed with the situation here. But...what can he do when Siwon was so oblivious?

"Erm sure..." Yunho muttered.

"But Siwon..." Jessica tried to get his attention, but somehow, Siwon was more interested in having the conversation with Yunho.

Yunho couldn't help but to feel...uneasy, thinking that if Jessica to find out about Siwon's new relationship, and with a person that is totally of a different league from her...

I can smell trouble ahead...

In the calculus class, Siwon was as usual sitting next to Kyuhyun in the lecture. But something was a different here, as they had their hands held under the table throughout. Though Kyuhyun protested, Siwon insisted in holding his hand and only to compromise that they will have the skinship under the table, away from others' eyes. Well, not everyone, as Hyukjae was perfectly aware what is going on with Siwon and Kyuhyun a few tables behind him. He caught Siwon whispering in Kyuhyun's ear and Kyuhyun blushed though he was trying hard to be attentive on the lecture. 

They made me miss my fish so much...

"Siwon. Please..." Kyuhyun whispered, as he wanted to take down the notes from the lecture, "I need to study. You need to study too."

"You can coach me later." Siwon smiled, with a squeeze on Kyuhyun's hand, "I found a perfect place to see sunset. Shall we go?"

"And what does that got to do with me coaching you?" Kyuhyun questioned.

"I can learn better at a romantic setup." Siwon replied, "With someone I love."

Kyuhyun blushed again, but he rolled his eyes on the next second, "Whatever."

Siwon chuckled, "Then I will take it that you agreed to this date."

Kyuhyun remained silence, though he was a little excited on this date that Siwon had planned for him.

So when the new couple met up again at the carpark after their last module of the day, they only had eyes on each other as they shared a sweet kiss, pecking lightly on the lips as they did not want to attract any attention, that they did not notice a pair of glaring eyes were staring at them from a corner of the carpark. So attentive to each other with teasings from Siwon and the blushing from Kyuhyun, that they did not notice the eyes on them were not kind at all...

Jessica was clenching her hands into fists, watching Siwon drove the car away with Kyuhyun sitting next to him. In his Audi Carbriolet. Her pretty face was all so twisted, when she came out with a plan so fast, thinking that this plan...will definitely succeed...

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Kyuhyun was greeted by Mrs Lee when he returned home from the university one day. Surprised to see Mrs Lee waiting for him at the house's yard, though she seems like she was busy attending to the bed of flowers, but Kyuhyun knew she was waiting for him.

"Ahjumma.." Kyuhyun greeted.

"Oh Kyun ah. You are back." Mrs Lee smiled at him immediately, putting down the can of water.

Kyuhyun nodded. And he waited, seeing Mrs Lee wanting to say something else.

"Kyun ah..." Mrs Lee started, "You have been...looking very smiley recently."

True enough, ever since he started to date Siwon, he had been putting on more smiles, no matter openly or secretly.

"Is it...a bad thing...?" Kyuhyun asked.

"Oh no no of course not!" Mrs Lee shook her head, but she seems...rather reluctant.

And Kyuhyun knew where is she coming from right away...from her expression...that concerned look.

"Kyun ah... Are you happy with the person you are seeing now?" Mrs Lee questioned.

Assuming that Donghae to be the one who spilled the news, as he had done it over a dinner at home previously about himself and Hyukjae, which somehow created an uproar from his parents, but very soon accepted it for their son to date a guy. A weird yet comforting family, Kyuhyun thought when he witnessed the uproar, that he did not want to worry them with another person in the family to date a guy as well. But well, he knew they will know it sooner or later. Especially with Donghae, that sentimental personality whom can't control his excitement from his mouth...

"I am not being judgemental...since my own son is...oh well... But I am worried for you...yet at the same time happy to you smiling more often now..." Mrs Lee spoke about her dilemma, "You have always been so alone...though you are physically here with us, but..."

"Ahjumma..." Kyuhyun hugged Mrs Lee out of the sudden, "I am fine. Don't have to worry about me... And...at the moment, I am happy with the person I am seeing now. He is a very nice guy..."

Out of control, Mrs Lee teared when she pat on Kyuhyun's back, feeling so sorry for this boy who had been abandoned at such young age, and always keeping his feelings to himself, but now wilingly opened his heart for someone who loves and cares for him. He definitely deserved something better...

"Ahjumma... Though we just started out, but...I am very happy... To have someone like him..." Kyuhyun continued, "I am very fortunate, to be able to meet him...and you and everyone else in this family who care for me this abandoned child."

"No no no Kyun ah... Don't say anything of that again." Mrs Lee pulled away and wiped the tears off her puffy eyes, "You are not saying that again, understand?"

Kyuhyun smiled and nodded his head, and helped Mrs Lee to dry her tears.

"Gosh... I am such a crybaby..." Mrs Lee smiled through her tears, "Now I have 2 people in my house dating. I need to urge my eldest son to find someone too."

"Poor Sungmin hyung. Guess he has to work harder on that." Kyuhyun smirked, returning back to the usual snarky mood.

"Yes... He needs to... Maybe I should find a girl for him..."

They held on each other's waists as they walked back in the house, discussing about having a matchmake for the eldest son in the house. And Kyuhyun can never be happier, to know how acceptance Mrs Lee can be. To accept so willingly, for him and for Donghae's relationship with guys.

Siwon was not able to send Kyuhyun home on this day, as he ended later than Kyuhyun. Already missing his boyfriend, Siwon wanted to call Kyuhyun, saying he had reached home and wanted to hear Kyuhyun's voice. But before he could make that call, he received a text from Yunho. 

"Your mother might know about you dating a guy."

Siwon widened his eyes as he saw the message, and a shiver ran down his spine. How did his mother....?

And the answer was there when he entered his house.

Jessica was at the living room with his mother. She looked very apologetic with Mrs Choi crying next to her.

"Mother...?" Siwon asked.

The next moment, Siwon had his face slapped across by his mother.

"HOW COULD YOU?!" Mrs Choi screamed, "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? SIWON AH! DID I RAISE YOU TO BE LIKE THIS?"

Siwon held his head down, feeling the pain on his cheek. Yet not at all embarrassed.

"You like a guy?! A GUY?! HOW COULD YOU?! IS HE ANY BETTER THAN JESSICA?" Mrs Choi screamed again, shoving Jessica in front of him.

Siwon raised his head up to face Jessica. And he had everything clicked in his mind.

Jessica must be the one who spilled about him and Kyuhyun to his mother...

"Siwon ah..." Mrs Choi held her son dearly, "You shouldn't do this to me... To your father..."

"Mother..." Siwon wanted to explain, but his mother shook his body ferociously.

"YOU ARE THE SON OF THE CHOI FAMILY! HOW COULD YOU DO SUCH WRONG THING?! A GUY! YOU NEVER HAVE ANY LIKING TOWARDS ANY GUY BEFORE! Why....WHY?"

"Mother," Siwon grabbed his mother's hand on his arms, "What did I do wrong? I was just dating someone I like...I love... Isn't you are the one who sparked those questions in me? You asked me, if I have someone in my mind all the times... If there is someone whom I can't stop thinking about... If someone caught my eyes..."

"Mother... There is...and that someone...is a guy call Cho Kyuhyun. The guy I grew to love."

Mrs Choi sobbed even harder as she slumped back on the sofa. While Jessica looked blankly at Siwon, as she heard the confession from Siwon.

"Siwon..." Jessica spoke, but Siwon shot a glare at her that made her shut instantly.

"I think I need a word with my mother privately. So please leave." Siwon spoke, "But thank you, for giving me to courage to confess my new relationship to my mother." Before he turned away from Jessica, not wanting to see her any longer.

Jessica bit her lips, never in her mind that her plan to make Siwon's mother to forcefully break them up would fail so terribly. Thinking Siwon would panic to see his mother sobbing about the news of him dating a guy... Thinking Siwon would give in to his mother...

All so wishful...

She mumbled a word of "Sorry" before she scrambled out of the house, at the verge of her tears coming down. Seems like...things are not as easy as her way anymore...

Siwon kneeled down in front of his mother, placing his hands on her knees, "Mother... I am not trying to drive you to grave, or to spoil the reputation that our family has. I am just merely in love with a person whom I don't care if he is a guy or a girl. I love him for who he is... And I don't just fall for any guy... Just...him..."

"What about Jessica?" Mrs Choi still want to cling on any slight chance to make her son to like Jessica.

But Siwon shook his head, "Mother... I already told you, and many times, that I just regard Jessica as a normal friend. Thats it. You like her, but that doesn't mean...I have to like her too."

"But why must it be a...guy?" Mrs Choi sobbed once more.

"He...is a very precious person, mother... And I never felt so in love before...until he came."

Mrs Choi looked into her son's serious expression, and all she found, was love. The love he has for this person call Cho Kyuhyun.

For the first time in her life, she found that...her son glowed in front of her, so handsomely...

His son had indeed, grew up and matured in his own way, without her knowing it...

She held her hand up and on Siwon's red cheek, "Does it still hurt?"

Siwon shook his head and snuggled in his mother's warmth, "Nope. It doesn't hurt anymore."

"But what will your father says?" This is another pressing issue... His father...is a lot stricter...

"Well, you have keep the secret for me for the time being, knowing how terrifying that man can be... I don't want to get another cheek slap. At least, till you meet Kyuhyun..."

"You want me to meet him?" His mother blinked her eyes, did she heard wrongly?

Siwon smiled and nodded his head eagerly, "Of course! You will like him too."

And Siwon went on to how he met Kyuhyun, how he got clingy to Kyuhyun, how he confessed and get rejected, how Kyuhyun returned the love with his own confession and many more...

By the end of their conversation, Siwon was grateful, that his mother had accepted, though not totally, of his relationship with Kyuhyun.

This acceptance...is not easy, as there is a long way to go from where they are. But Siwon was sure... He can overcome, and run over the hurdles that life has for him and Kyuhyun.

He was sure, he was bound to love Kyuhyun.

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No this is not the real angst... ><