The other woman

Seeking for Certainty
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Myungsoo was sitting beside Soojung in a rounded table with both of their parents. It seemed like the families were planning to have lunch together in a five star restaurant. Unfortunately, it was the same restaurant where Suzy and Sehun were supposed to meet Fei.

“Isn’t that Myungsoo-ssi over there? Why is he with a girl?”

Suzy didn’t answer Sehun. Instead, she tried to analyze the situation. She could’ve called Fei again and agree with her to transfer to another restaurant. She could’ve stepped out right at that moment; she could’ve chose to walk away and just explain things to Sehun when they’re already far enough but Suzy was already tired of running away. She knew that at one point in time she had to face these kinds of situations. It just turned out that it was now.

She looked around and realized that they had to pass by Myungsoo’s in order to get to the table Fei had reserved. She hoped that they could go unnoticed because if they succeeded to do so, then all would be well.

“Do me a favor,” Suzy said sternly. “Shut up until we get to our table.”

Sehun saw the girl glare but she still refused to meet his eyes. He didn’t even have the time to ask because Suzy had already started walking. He bit back a sigh as he followed and walked behind her. However, his eyes never left the people on the table, especially Myungsoo and when the latter finally realized their presence, he was petrified. Sehun noticed how Myungsoo stiffen upon seeing Suzy and him.

She was about to sigh in relief as she passed by the table until she heard someone call her name.

“Bae Suzy? Is that you?”

She fought the urge to roll her eyes as she turned and forced a smile while Sehun stood beside her.

“Omo. It really is Bae Suzy,” one of the elder women stood up and hugged her. She was confused but out of respect, she gave the hug back. However, when the woman noticed how puzzled Suzy looked, she let out a soft chuckle. “I don’t think you remember me anymore. I’m Jung Nam Joo. I was the one who bought your photo book years ago.”

At the sudden memory, Suzy made a smile that was bittersweet. Slowly she nodded as she answered, “Yes. I remember.”

Nam Joo smiled at her husband and the other four people as she presented Suzy, saying, “This girl took marvelous photos. It was a pleasure adding her work into my collection.”

The photo book was made as an entry for Suzy to enroll in a Photography Class. However, in senior high she had to sell her camera to pay for her and her siblings’ school fees. By that time, she knew that her family’s economic condition couldn’t make her take the path she wanted. As she sold the book, she also decided to let go of her dream.

She snapped out of her trance and introduced the male that stood beside her, “This is Oh Sehun. A co-worker.”

“This is my husband, Woo Sung and my daughter, Soojung,” Nam Joo took the turn to introduce the people she was with. “And this is her husband, Kim Myungsoo and his parents, Kim Min Jong and Kim Hye Soo.”

Suzy took note of how Soojung tried hard not to meet gazes with hers. Myungsoo’s mother and father flashed forced smiles but Suzy knew that by the way they gripped their glasses tight, her presence made them tense. However, she regretted looking at Myungsoo, because by the way he stared at her, she knew that he was suppressing all his emotions.

“Nice to meet you, Suzy-ssi,” Hye Soo extended her hand.

There was a pang in Suzy’s chest in that simple action of Myungsoo’s mother. She was hinting that she never knew Suzy at all. Jung Nam Joo remembered her with just one meeting, but here are Myungsoo’s parents, pretending that it was their first. Suzy felt her stomach crawling towards - the act made her sick.

“Omma, you’ve already met her,” Myungsoo said, trying to act calm as possible. He managed to fake a smile as he added, “We used to be in the same school.”

Hye Soo withdrew her hand which received nothing from Suzy but a cold stare. She flashed a smirk and her stare at the girl was unwavering as she replied, “Really? I’m sorry. I tend to forget people who are unremarkable or those who are of mere importance.”

Suzy felt her blood boil by hearing those words. Hye Soo was humiliating her in front of everyone, including Nam Joo who admired her so much. Suzy’s anger was getting higher and higher to her head, begging to explode. However, she knew that if she’ll show how affected she was, she would be the one in the losing end.

“Omma,” Myungsoo said sternly, slightly glaring at his own mother. He then looked at Suzy with pleading eyes as he whispered, “I’m sorry, Su.”

But then, to his surprise, Suzy took Hye Soo’s hand, shaking it as she replied, “It’s a pleasure to meet you too, Mrs. Kim. Don’t worry…”

She flashed her own smirk at the woman before adding, “…I’ll work hard so that the name Bae Suzy would always ring a bell.”

The two were having a staring contest before Nam Joo broke it, saying, “So you and Myungsoo are old friends? That’s interesting. Would you and your friend here, Sehun, like to accompany us to our lunch then? I would like to know more about you my dear Suzy, and of course, your works.”

Kim Min Jong awkwardly coughed as he asked, “But isn’t this supposed to be a family lunch?”

Suzy bit back a scoff. Even Myungsoo’s father wanted to get rid of her so much. She knew that one of the possible reasons was because Myungsoo’s parents were afraid that a conversation would shed some light to her real relationship with Myungsoo, which they also believe only remains in the past. Even before she could be shamed further, she linked her arm with Sehun. The latter looked at her worriedly because even though she kept a strong façade outside, he could still feel her shaking.

“I’m sorry Mrs. Jung,” Suzy smiled apologetically. “I’m afraid the two of us already have an appointment.”

“Really? I’m sorry for holding you back,” Nam Joo replied sincerely. “But it was nice seeing you again. I hope to see you again next time.”

She smiled again before both of them politely bowed at everyone. She tried so hard to hold back the glare she wanted to give but as soon as she turned around to head to Fei, her face had turned sour. She had practically dragged Sehun and her fast movements only stopped when they have arrived in front of Fei. The woman has her hair tied at the back and was wearing a short white dress but her elegance was outshone by the worry written all over face.

Suzy hugged her unni tight, desperately seeking warmth to boost her energy up. Fei gladly gave back the hug as she whispered to her ears, “I’m sorry that we had to meet this way.”

“It was not your fault,” Suzy replied before breaking the hug. She then turned to Sehun as she introduced, “This is Wang Fei

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gyuhyeon #1
Chapter 34: 2021 and I'm here to bawl my eyes out. Thank youuu
gyuhyeon #2
Back to this story after years, I'm so sad so many beautiful stories about suzy are deleted :(((
Markzy4ever #3
TashiLhamo129 #4
Chapter 35: Jaka nim, thank you so much for this story. I loved it so much and I have never felt such emotions for a long time...U made me realise how important it is to love yet that love must be pure and certain. Seeking for certainty is such a powerful love story and I learned that life will always throw u back and forth, you just need to be certain of who u meet and who to trust. But first of all, you gotta trust yourself and believe in ur innate strength that no matter what, u can stand up on ur own. Thank you once again. ?❣️??
Washingtowndc
#5
Chapter 35: Taehyung, despite his parents state, i mean his father's gone and his mom is psychologically ill and barely remember him, he is still the sweetest and full of love for his parents omg i hope he grow well :") *sobs* haha thanks author for this great story
arnicutie #6
Chapter 35: I can hear my heart breaking..this is a superb story..I just wish that Myungsoo did not die and find his own happiness that was deprived from him..whether with Suzy or with someone else..but kudos to you..i hope to read more stories from you..
Exozy_88
#7
Chapter 35: Can't stop Crying !! Oh ghoooood :(((
lucidhoney10
#8
Chapter 35: Okay first I'm not really into angst and I loved the fact that you aren't ending this in the most tragic way.
Confession, I am more rooting for Sehun and Suzy than Myungsoo and Suzy. Okay, I probably the minority here but I have my own reason for rooting on Hunzy.
Yes, sehun and suzy started the wrong way. Sehun started it wrong. He court her not because he loved her, it's started with a kind of dumb revenge which shouldn't be existed. So why do I still am rooting for them even between all of the lies? Because Sehun is courageous enough to choose Suzy over anyone else. Call it selfish, but I think it was form of courage. The only coward thing he did after fully realising his feeling towards her was that he didn't let Suzy know the true story before Soojung did. If only he is brave enough to spill the bean, perhaps Suzy will be a bit less hurted. After all, knowing the truth from the one you love will be a lot better than to have another tell you how you actually had been toyed all this while added with nothing but confirmation from those who held your heart that what other told you was somehow true.
Then why am I not rooting for Myungsoo? Simple because he wasted his chance. He could've runaway from his family even before the engagement yet he don't. He could've reject the option to marry Soojung (even runaway from the wedding is always an option) yet he didn't. He always had the chance to choose Suzy over everything else yet he hadn't. Even if he had been written as someone who loves her unconditionally; someone who is willing to sacrifice himself for her, it still didn't hide the fact that he is not courageous enough to pursue their forever.
If they said that Soojung and Sehun's love were selfish, then what were theirs? Myungsoo and Suzy also practiced that selfish love; a kind of selfish love which actually way worst than the one Soojung and Sehun had.
However, this is good for my not so "angsty lover" taste. I am thankful that you write this. Sorry for the long comments!
Markzy4ever #9
Chapter 35: Authornim I love you and your fics. I almost cried while reading this fic. Anyway I'm happy that it's a happy ending for hunzy