Success in Deceit

Seeking for Certainty
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Sehun was smiling to himself as he cooked breakfast. Just when he had finished preparing, his phone started ringing but as he looked at the caller ID, he needed to make sure no one was listening before taking the call. He breathed deeply before answering.

“Soojung,” he whispered her name.

“Sehun,” said the other line. “Sehun, we need to talk.”

“Hmmm,” Sehun hummed and nodded. “I know.”

“Is today okay?” Soojung asked.

“Sure,” he merely replied.

“Then see you at our favourite café,” she said before they bid goodbye at each other over the phone.

With a sigh, Sehun walked towards the bed where a girl was sleeping soundly. Half of her body was covered by the sheets and her hair was the beautiful kind of messy as it was sprawled over her pillow. The rays of the sun that shone on the girl’s face just added radiance to her milky skin. He found himself smiling as he stared at the beauty in front of him. Carefully, he tucked some stray strands of her hair behind her ear which caused the girl to stir.

Suzy’s eyes fluttered open and a smile instantly formed on her lips as Sehun’s face welcomed her sight. Sleepily, she said, “Good morning.”

Sehun just smiled some more and told her, “Breakfast’s ready.”

“Hmmm,” she nodded but Suzy’s eyes then started closing again.

The male shook his head and without warning, he carried Suzy the bridal way causing the girl to completely gather all her senses. Instinctively, she wrapped her arms on his neck but instead of complaining at the sudden act, Suzy instead enjoyed the way the male pampered her. She giggled as he carefully sat her at the dining table; he served her lots of food as they proceeded on breakfast.

“I’m going out today,” Sehun informed her.

She nonchalantly asked, “Where?”

The lying then came out natural as he said, “I’m going to meet some high school friends.”

“Okay,” Suzy smiled and nodded.

She then drove Sehun away from the kitchen as she insisted that she would do the cleaning alone and the male could instead prepare himself. She was almost finished washing the dishes when Sehun s his arms on her waist and put his chin on her shoulder, giving her a back hug. Suzy smiled as she could smell his after-shower scent which she found masculine but neat. The male said nothing and just kept on embracing her.

“Yah. Your friend could get angry if you’d not let go of me anytime soon,” Suzy told him.

The way Suzy phrased her words took Sehun aback, making him seriously stare at the girl but then Suzy chuckled and added, “Go or else you’d run late.”

Sehun smiled in relief and pecked her neck before laying his head back to her shoulder once more. He cuddled her tighter as he said, “Just give me more time – more time to be like this with you.”

 

 

Soojung waved at him as he entered the café and Sehun noticed how genuine smiles on the girl’s lips and how the light in her eyes came back, indicating a good sign. With a beam of his own, he walked towards her and he wasn’t surprised that Soojung have already ordered for him. Before anything else, they were best friends for years – of course she would know what he wanted.

“How are you?” Sehun asked.

A giggle escaped her lips and a blush crept up to her cheeks as she mumbled, “I’ve never been better.”

“So you and Myungsoo are doing well now, huh,” Sehun commented, feeling genuinely happy for Soojung.

“Hmmm,” Soojung nodded. “He’s treating me like a wife and he promised not to leave me too.”

“Hmm,” Sehun nodded with a hum. But then, the girl flinched when he asked, “What about your pregnancy?”

She sighed as she hesitated but she trusted Sehun so much that she was willing to tell him her every plan and every move that she made. She then confessed, “I… I… I staged a car accident and faked the miscarriage.”

“Soojung!” Sehun’s voice croaked.

“What do you want me to do?!” Soojung retorted with the same ferocity. “Tell him that I’m faking it? That would make him hate me, Sehun! It’s the only thing that I could think of in order to get out of the lie I’ve been living with!”

“You think that got you out of your lies?!” Sehun sternly said. “You’ve just made up another lie, Soojung.”

“But it made him stay! It made him, stay, okay? He was finally giving me the love and care that I’ve always wanted!” Soojung reasoned out as she stared at Sehun’s eyes and the male saw the despair in her gaze.

“Urgh,” Sehun grunted as he buried his face in his hands. He wanted to cry for all the frustrations that were bursting in his chest. He knew that they would continue lying because they would lose the kind of life they were in if they were discovered. He didn’t want both scenarios but they had to choose which was lesser between the two evils.

“How about you?” Soojung asked after a long silence. “How are you, Sehun?”

Sehun was more than hesitant and it showed through the way his fingers tapped on the table and the way his gaze was fixed on his hand. By the way his mannerisms showed, Soojung knew that he was hiding something from her.

“Sehun,” she uttered his name, demanding for an explanation.

“I’m dating Suzy,” he confessed.

“Really?” Soojung beamed but something in her smile seemed off to Sehun. She asked, “And how long have you been dating her?”

“More than three months,” Sehun replied, observing her.

“Everything’s happening according to our plan,” Soojung whispered with a grin quickly forming on her lips. “We’ve successfully made it, Sehun.”

“You’re already living well, Soojung,” Sehun said and his gaze softened. “Let’s leave it like that.”

“What do you mean?” Soojung spat out as her brows became knitted in confusion.

“You’re happy. Myungsoo’s happy with you. Can’t you give Suzy her happiness too?” Sehun asked and there was plead in his eyes.

“Her happiness?” Soojung scoffed. “Who’s her happiness? You?”

Sehun did not answer but his facial expression triggered a fear in Soojung.

“No, Sehun,” Soojung slowly shook her head. “You promised me.”

“Soojung, you already have Myungsoo. We already broke them apart,” Sehun argued but with a soft voice as he tried his best not to make Soojung any madder. He sighed, “She already suffered enough from losing Myungsoo.”

Sehun watched as Soojung’s whole body started stiffening. Her fists balled on the table and her jaw clenched. He tried to reach for her hand but she shoved his hand away. She glared at him and even her gaze seemed tense in anger.

“But you promised, Sehun!” Soojung yelled. “You promised to break her heart! You promised to let her know how I felt!”

Now, they were starting to gather the attention of the people in the café but Sehun less cared about that. He couldn’t argue any further because Soojung then started hyperventilating. Wasting no time, he almost jumped off from his seat and moved towards her, hugging her closer as he told her to breathe. He was starting to panic but he silently prayed that her situation right now would not get any worse. To his relief, Soojung’s body in his arms started relaxing as the girl took slow but steady breaths.

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gyuhyeon #1
Chapter 34: 2021 and I'm here to bawl my eyes out. Thank youuu
gyuhyeon #2
Back to this story after years, I'm so sad so many beautiful stories about suzy are deleted :(((
Markzy4ever #3
TashiLhamo129 #4
Chapter 35: Jaka nim, thank you so much for this story. I loved it so much and I have never felt such emotions for a long time...U made me realise how important it is to love yet that love must be pure and certain. Seeking for certainty is such a powerful love story and I learned that life will always throw u back and forth, you just need to be certain of who u meet and who to trust. But first of all, you gotta trust yourself and believe in ur innate strength that no matter what, u can stand up on ur own. Thank you once again. ?❣️??
Washingtowndc
#5
Chapter 35: Taehyung, despite his parents state, i mean his father's gone and his mom is psychologically ill and barely remember him, he is still the sweetest and full of love for his parents omg i hope he grow well :") *sobs* haha thanks author for this great story
arnicutie #6
Chapter 35: I can hear my heart breaking..this is a superb story..I just wish that Myungsoo did not die and find his own happiness that was deprived from him..whether with Suzy or with someone else..but kudos to you..i hope to read more stories from you..
Exozy_88
#7
Chapter 35: Can't stop Crying !! Oh ghoooood :(((
lucidhoney10
#8
Chapter 35: Okay first I'm not really into angst and I loved the fact that you aren't ending this in the most tragic way.
Confession, I am more rooting for Sehun and Suzy than Myungsoo and Suzy. Okay, I probably the minority here but I have my own reason for rooting on Hunzy.
Yes, sehun and suzy started the wrong way. Sehun started it wrong. He court her not because he loved her, it's started with a kind of dumb revenge which shouldn't be existed. So why do I still am rooting for them even between all of the lies? Because Sehun is courageous enough to choose Suzy over anyone else. Call it selfish, but I think it was form of courage. The only coward thing he did after fully realising his feeling towards her was that he didn't let Suzy know the true story before Soojung did. If only he is brave enough to spill the bean, perhaps Suzy will be a bit less hurted. After all, knowing the truth from the one you love will be a lot better than to have another tell you how you actually had been toyed all this while added with nothing but confirmation from those who held your heart that what other told you was somehow true.
Then why am I not rooting for Myungsoo? Simple because he wasted his chance. He could've runaway from his family even before the engagement yet he don't. He could've reject the option to marry Soojung (even runaway from the wedding is always an option) yet he didn't. He always had the chance to choose Suzy over everything else yet he hadn't. Even if he had been written as someone who loves her unconditionally; someone who is willing to sacrifice himself for her, it still didn't hide the fact that he is not courageous enough to pursue their forever.
If they said that Soojung and Sehun's love were selfish, then what were theirs? Myungsoo and Suzy also practiced that selfish love; a kind of selfish love which actually way worst than the one Soojung and Sehun had.
However, this is good for my not so "angsty lover" taste. I am thankful that you write this. Sorry for the long comments!
Markzy4ever #9
Chapter 35: Authornim I love you and your fics. I almost cried while reading this fic. Anyway I'm happy that it's a happy ending for hunzy