sueweetie: ????

chanWINyeol: 

sueweetie: channie, are you okay?`~~~ D:

chanWINyeol shared a photo:

sueweetie: um~~ i really want to help y9u but i need to know what's going on channie :/

chanWINyeol: the rain

sueweetie: what aboout it? :O

chanWINyeol: is making me depressed. 

chanWINyeol: "if you expect the worst, you'll never be disappointed"

chanWINyeol: kkaebsong

sueweetie: i don't know if i'm supposed to feel uplifted from that quot e or not. :/

chanWINyeol: "what people forget is a journey to nowhere starts with a single step too"

sueweetie: channie

chanWINyeol: "i'm sorry i'm not what you wanted"

sueweetie: what do you mean>? you're a wonderful person. you are what i wanted D:

chanWINyeol: "just because I smile doesn't mean I'm happy"

sueweetie: what are you sad abut?

chanWINyeol: "now all i can do is lay in my room , fall asleep, dream about you, then wake up and do nothing about it:

sueweetie: what? you dream about me?

chanWINyeol: "I'll love you forever" 

sueweetie: ????

chanWINyeol: "what?"

sueweetie:

chanWINyeol: "yes. that's the problem"

chanWINyeol: "i just want to be remembered"

chanWINyeol: "cause you're the piece of me that i wish i didn't need"

chanWINyeol: "i lied because i didn't want you to know how much it hurts me"

sueweetie: chan FREAKING yeol. what is going on?!

sueweetie invited dyodo12 to the conversation

dyodo12 declined the invitation

sueweetie: whattt? :'(

chanWINyeol: he hurts me... yet, I let him do this to me bc i love him

chanWINyeol: i wish he knew how much i love him

chanWINyeol: he's my brotha

chanWINyeol: he's my best friend

chanWINyeol: what would i do without him

chanWINyeol: WHAT

chanWINyeol: i wish he would know that under this happy smile of mine, he hurts me

sueweetie is away

chanWINyeol is on idle

dyodo12[offline message]: don't take it the wrong way suzy

dyodo12[offline message]: i just don't want to be dragged into chanyeol's depression

dyodo12[offline message]: he's a bit of a girl when it rains

dyodo12[offline message]: he gets depressed and goes online and looks at depressing quotes

dyodo12[offline message]: it's awful

dyodo12[offline message]: please understand

dyodo12[offline message]: i would know bc im his roommate

dyodo12[offline message]: please make him happy

dyodo12[offline message]: i know you acn

dyodo12[offline message]: *can

dyodo12[offline message]: you can make him happy

sueweetie is online

chanWINyeol is online

sueweetie: park chanyeol.

chanWINyeol: yeh?

sueweetie: you're not making any sense to me and it's worrying me. I dn't get why you would say that you wish you knew how much yu love D.O. He KNOWS how much you love him! in fact, you told him and you tried to get him to say 'i love you' back! don't you remember? and plus, this depressed chanyeol that is speaking to me? i realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly dislike it. i PASSIONATELY dislike this side of you. you know that i don't like depressed things D: and I think the reason why I just don't like this chanyeol is because the chanyeol that i personally know... is the one i love the most.

chanWINyeol: what

chanWINyeol: do you...

sueweetie: do I?

chanWINyeol: you love me?

sueweetie: of course i do!!!! it goes the same for the others! For Sunny, I love her because of how she's always there for me. i love how she'll listen to me! i love how she's so curious about the world. I love how once in awhile, i see a true genuine smile. She's my best friend. And she's my first best friend. :) if she changed, i don't knoow if i would be able to accept it! unless it's for the better.

chanWINyeol: oh

sueweetie: what 'oh'? :o

chanWINyeol: i took it another way. sorry. i'm going to go offline now... i need to do some homework

sueweetie: but you never do homework! D:

chanWINyeol: yeah! i mean. I was just going to copy off d.o and stuff

sueweetie: oh, okay. bye then?

chanWINyeol: yeah bye

sueweetie: chanyeol, if it counts for anything. I hope you know that you're really special to me. like.... by a lot.

chanWINyeol:

chanWINyeol: thanks. it does count for something.

chanWINyeol: you're special to me as well

hello friends! it's rynnrynn here! :D okay, so thank you for patiently waiting. I'm a senior in high school and the last two weeks of school is HECTIC. i had four major tests this week, so i had no time to go on my laptop... :( but hey! it's all over now. and today, i have my graduation party, but i felt bad so i typed up a quick one today!! i was going to do ghostbusters part 4, but that would require a few hours... so... i typed a chatroom up bc it would be quick to do! um. then the next three days, I'll be on a band trip, so I won't be able to type. then i graduate this friday? yeah. so after these two weeks... i should be good! oh wait... i'm also going to hawaii for my band trip from june 3-12. anyhow. thank yu for being patient, and don't worry. this mini hiatus period is almost over! i cannot wait to write even more :) BYYYEEE