"Oh gawd, I'm starting to really lose it" HyukJae said as he threw himself down on his bed. "I'm hearing his voice now, even though he's still not awake. I miss you Hae" HyukJae said as he rolled over onto his stomach and covered himself with his blanket.

HyukJae did the same routine, but he was back to his lifeless self now. He didn't want to talk to anyone, he just wanted to be alone. With the thought of DongHae's voice playing over and over in his head again, he couldn't help but think it was a sign for him not to let go. As much as he wanted to hold on, there was that other voice in the back of his head, mimicking the words of others around him. "Let him go".

He didn't spend as much time as he usually did with Hae, scared he would hear voices that weren't really there. As much as he wished it were true, that Hae told him to wait for him, looking at his still body, was really starting to sink in. The words that everyone kept telling him over and over, were starting to seem like the only thing to do. He didn't want to waste his life that was sacrificed on DongHae's behalf.

A few days later HyukJae decided it was time, time to say goodbye. He has no idea what SungMin will do with DongHae's body, but he wanted time alone with him before they did whatever it is they do.

"This isn't fair" HyukJae said as he took hold of DongHae's hand and sat at his side. I wanted more than this, you deserve to be here with the rest of us, he thought to himself. You should have known that this was going to break my heart. You shouldn't have smiled like that, if you weren't going to come back to me.

HyukJae looked over his shoulder as he heard footsteps behind him. "5 more minutes, please" he said as he looked at his devoted followers; SungMin, KyuHyun, YunHo, Jjong, TaeMin and Key who stood their dressed in all black.

"Hae" he couldn't bring himself to speak out loud, afraid his voice would crack, which would bring the tears. I am trying to hold on, but you're not showing any signs that you will come back to me. I love you more than you'll ever know..... Every hug..., every kiss...., every touch we ever shared, I will remember them always. They way you were by my side, when you thought I was having a hard time, will never be forgotten. I just hope you know that even though I'm trying to say goodbye....He paused his thoughts as he wiped his tears. I could never truly say goodbye to you... he had to stop himself, he was getting lost in his own head, with words he wants to say, but he didnt want to do it like this.

He wished he got to say all of this before DongHae's eyes closed, he wish that things didn't come to this. His tears started to fall heavily, as the pain surged through him with the thought of losing Hae. He leaned forward and kissed his lips. Never forget that I loved you, he thought to himself as he lingered on DongHae's lips not wanting to part.

He looked down at his face, and caressed his skin one last time. He wished he did that more, he wish he had time to show more affection to DongHae, but now time was lost. He wiped his tears one last time before he got up to walk away.

The cold touch sent chills throughout his body. Gasp could be heard around the room. "Didn't I say I'm still here" the voice was so low, but it was audible enough for HyukJae to hear. He looked around the room to see if he was the only one who noticed something weird, when he saw all the wide eyes and gaping mouth, he knew he wasn't imagining things.

When he finally turned his attention back to DongHae, his eyes were still closed, but his hand, his hand held HyukJae's wrist.

"Hae" HyukJae said, in hopes of a reply.

SungMin and KyuHyun moved in a bit closer to try and understand what exactly is happening.

HyukJae fell to his knees as he took DongHae's hand that was holding on to his wrist before, and now cradled it in his own. "Hae, please wake up" he said before he placed a kiss on his hand. I don't know how much longer of this I can take, you're driving me insane, he thought as he just starred at his love.

"I know" were the words that made HyukJae's heart flutter. Finally he was getting a sign, although those words didn't come from DongHae's lips, it was no doubt it was his voice.

"Maybe he needs blood" HyukJae tried to plea, he couldn't think of anything but that, as to why DongHae isn't up again.

"I don't know if that's gonna help much" SungMin replied.

"Hell we never thought he would wake up, but clearly he is still in there" Kyu tried to reason with Ming, as he pointed towards DongHae's hand.

"Please Ming, I know it's a long shot, but I feel like he is so close, so close to being back with me." HyukJae cried as various type of emotions flooded his body. "How would you feel if everyone told you to let Kyu go, even though you can feel it down into your bone that he is still there? You have no clue how hard this past month has been for me." Hyuk had to take a moment as he heard his voice shake.

"All of this was new to me, I never believed in vampires, but I came to accept it.... you know how I did that, with the help of you guys, but most of all with him." HyukJae continued trying to sway SungMin to help him out this one last time in his fight to keep DongHae alive.

HyukJae was rather upset at the fact that he even had to plea to this extant after all what they just witness. He couldn't help but think as to why SungMin was so against his wishes.

"Here you go" YunHo said, as he handed HyukJae a bag of blood. "if there is the slightest chance that he will wake up, you can't let it pass you by" he finished saying.

With everything that was going on, YunHo was affected from the battle as well. JaeJoong was his friend, his best friend or so he thought, someone he considered his lover, but it turned out to be all a lie. The guilt that rattled his body, stays with him every day, for being so blind to JaeJoong's true nature.

HyukJae opened the bag and poured a little into DongHae's mouth, he continued to do so pouring bit by bit until the bag was done. Everyone stood around in utter silence, waiting for something to happen.

A good twenty minutes passed before everyone began to get restless.

"Thank you" that soothing voice to Hyuk's ears rang through once more. "I love you too" he said before he opened his eyes.

DongHae, tried to sit up, but HyukJae quickly pulled him in for a hug. Tears, which he thought he had no more to shed, streamed down his face, as a smile finally found its way on his face once again.

"Omg you scared me" HyukJae said as he pulled away from their hug and cupped DongHae's face.

"I know" was all he could say, as tears started to swell up in his eyes.

"No, you really scared me. Everyone kept telling me to let you go..." HyukJae was cut off as Hae said "I know" one more time but not through his mouth.

"How is this even possible?" HyukJae replied back, as if it was natural to have a mental conversation with DongHae.

"I don't know, it's probably because of your blood" Hae replied.

"I don't even care" HyukJae retorted before he pulled DongHae into a kiss.

"Ya, ya, ya" Key called out, breaking the reunited couples attention. "Yes we are all still here, you might want to save the make up for later" That brought laughter to the room, as DongHae finally recognized that the room was filled with his friends.

"Welcome back" YunHo said as he went to hug Hae. All the vampires in the room took turns to welcome him back, but Hae couldn't take his eyes off of HyukJae.

"Ya, SungMin!" DongHae called out, sounding sort of like himself. "Why did you make my Hyukkie go through  this?"

"I didn't, I tried to put an end to it, but he wouldn't listen" SungMin replied.

"Not that, why did you try to tell him to give up on me. Would you give up on the person who makes you smile the brightest?" DongHae continued to question.

"He was a mess, you should have seen him" Ming tried to reason.

"Of course he would be a mess, just like any of us, had it been them in this situation.  You better be glad I got back in time, or I would have haunted you in your dream" DongHae finished saying before he pulled SungMin into his arm, who was completely surprised, considering to how he was just talking to him.

SungMin tried to back away from the hug, but DongHae tightened his grip. "I know you were only trying to help, thank you for taking care of him" he whispered in his ears before he finally let go of their hug.

"Ya? I'm still your hyung" SungMin said as he ruffled DongHae's hair before backed away and said to the rest of the vampires in the room "let's give them some space".

As soon as the room cleared out, DongHae pulled HyukJae into a hug, as he ran his hand through his hair.

"I'm sorry that I put you through this" Hae said.

"It's okay, you're back now" Hyuk replied trying to ease Hae's mind.

"It's not, you shouldn't have went through what you did. You have no idea how happy you have made me" Hae was cut off as HyukJae pulled away from their embrace so he could see his face.

"Me..., you're the one who has made me happy beyond words today." HyukJae replied.

"Every word you thought you couldn't say out loud, I heard them all. Every time you felt like your heart dropped, mine did as well." Both of them were on the verge of crying again.

"We shouldn't be crying right now" HyukJae said as he wiped the tears that escaped DongHae's eyes.

"I know, but I can't help it" DongHae replied as he wiped Hyuk's tears. "You waited for me.... even when you were told to let me go, you couldn't" DongHae smiled as those words left his mouth.

HyukJae missed this, he missed this smile, he missed those eyes that came with his smile.

"You're worth waiting for" HyukJae said as he leaned in and lightly kissed DongHae's lips.

"Glad to know I'm worth waiting for" DongHae said as they parted from their kiss.

~A month later~

It took awhile for DongHae to adjust with his new found fan club, but things were finally getting back to the way it was, before ChangMin came into play. HyukJae spends practically all his free time with DongHae, doing all the things he wished he could do when he thought he wasn't coming back to him.

They all still made a strong stance with HyukJae's protection, regardless if one threat is gone, there is always someone out there hoping to gain more power. HyukJae's loyal followers, continued to improve their skills, and every now and then, new followers came to pledge their allegiance.

The fact that HyukJae gave DongHae his blood was kept between the four of them, SungMin and KyuHyun. They didn't want anyone to get any ideas, that HyukJae's blood can do things no  one can imagine.

HyukJae and DongHae kept it to themselves that Hae was able to speak HyukJae through their new found bond. They wanted to keep it as their little secret, no one needed to know what exactly happened to DongHae besides HyukJae. 

A/N: THANK YOU ALL FOR CONTINUOUS SUPPORT FOR THIS STORY! It's been going on for 2yrs, i know i slacked, i fell off and completely lost motivation with this story. Not because i didnt like it anymore, just that the real world took it all out of me. But when i decided to come on this site and i saw there was a comment, or a msg of someone asking me when i will update this fic, it made me want to complete it. So thank you everyone who read this story, i hope its somewhat satisfactory, this was my worst fear that it wouldnt end how you guys like. Either way i am really grateful to all of you who took time out to read through my horrible grammar in this fic.