Taemin had no idea what he was supposed to do. He didn’t want to hurt Jongin by saying, that he has a for some random guy – but he didn’t want Jongin to think, that he was some kind of stalker maniac, who had been taking pictures of him for years in secret. So really, what was he supposed to do? Why did Sulli have to be such an annoying brat and even tell Jongin about it in the first place?

“F-Fine…” Taemin growled quietly in frustration and threw the thick, heavy book onto the floor, making a loud ‘BUMP’ as it hit, “Just look in it! I don’t ing care!!” Sulli and Jongin were surprised by Taemin’s sudden behavior.

The redhead, however, just shot Jongin a short glare before he clenched his fists, and left his room – walking in a steady pace, as he didn’t want to look back at any of them, as they, Jongin and Sulli, just stood back, with puzzled faces.

“O-Oppa! Come back!” Sulli yelled as she quickly ran after Taemin, “I’m sure Jongin didn’t mean it like that?!” She said those words, even though she had no idea what was actually going on between them – she didn’t know, how much the two guys loved each other, and it was probably the better that she didn’t know.

“W-What…” Jongin murmured for himself, as he finally came back, after the small shock of Taemin’s behavior. Had he actually crossed the line? Could this count, as interfering in Taemin’s privacy? It probably could…

And as Jongin thought about it: Which guy didn’t have something to e to? Whether it was or… Some random guy.

Jongin looked at the book on the floor again, and felt the anger inside of him rise slowly. He wouldn’t mind if it was some star Taemin liked – but some random guy he knew? That’s what got Jongin mad.

Could he actually be with some guy, who got by someone else?

“What if he thought of someone else when we had ?”

Jongin shook his head slightly, trying to get rid of the thoughts that had found their way into his head. Why did he suddenly doubt Taemin’s feelings? And just why, was he asking himself so many ing annoying questions, when he should be running after Taemin?

“ this …” Jongin growled for himself as he picked up the book, feeling too curious to actually just leave it – even though Taemin would be mad at him for looking in it, he just couldn’t let it go.

So he opened it, onto some random page, and he froze.

The very reason, why Taemin didn’t want him to look in it, was because the pictures were of him – taken at some time when Jongin didn’t know. On some pictures, he was smiling, on some of them, he was mad… But on the most of the pictures, he smiled, flashing his pearl white teeth.

Yeah, his boyfriend was a creepy stalker.

He had been following him around for years, apparently. Taking pictures of him whenever he didn’t look, whenever he didn’t notice – like some kind of paparazzi, watching his every move.

It was a very wrong thing to do, this kind of stalking – and then even use the pictures to make such a book like this, which everyone knew what was used for.

But no matter how wrong it all seemed, Jongin just couldn’t help but smile like some idiot.

“Aish… That guy, really…” he sighed for himself, still with a smile on his face as he finally finished looking in the book, laughing at the few pictures that were all blurry because of an unsteady hand.

“… This is so cute, in a slightly creepy way,” he laughed, just before he decided to put it back on the bookshelf before someone else would get the chance to see it – he even hid it behind some other books.

“J-Jongin oppa!” a voice suddenly sounded from behind Jongin, and he quickly stood right up again, and looked at an exhausted Sulli, standing in the doorway.

“Y-Yeah?” Jongin stuttered slightly as he raised an eyebrow at the younger girl.

“Taemin, he… He ran away, and I couldn’t find him, because it’s so dark outside!” Sulli said with a sad expression on her face, “I-I’m sorry, oppa… But there’s some scary people outside in the dark, so I couldn’t…”

Jongin was frozen slightly once again, just staring at Sulli, and trying to comprehend what she had just told him about Taemin.

Had he pissed him off that much? Making his boyfriend run away from home?!

“!” Jongin exclaimed as he suddenly hurried out the room, leaving Sulli behind, and not really caring about her at that time, because all he thought about was Taemin – and how stupid he was, to go outside so late, when people now knew, that he was something to Jongin, the leader of The Wolves.

“Jongin, what’s going on?!” Taemin’s mother yelled, as Jongin ran through the house without looking back, just leaving his boyfriend’s parents and the guest behind, feeling utterly confused about everything.

But he didn’t have time to explain.

He didn’t want to risk Taemin getting into trouble, because he was sure that he would, if he didn’t find him soon.

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Taemin couldn’t stop the tears running down his cheeks. He had never felt so pitiful. He had just pushed away the person that he loved the most in the whole world, and why? Because he was such a disgusting, creepy stalker. He was filthy.

You’re filthy.

The words, which he had promised Jongin never to say again, came streaming back to him. Of course a perfect guy like Jongin wouldn’t want Taemin after all – Taemin was nothing but a one-night-stand to Jongin, right? Wasn’t that how it was?

Jongin was probably laughing at him behind his back, because Taemin was stupid enough to believe, that he actually wanted him because he liked him. He had given his real first time away to someone who didn’t even care about him, right?

But how come, that Jongin’s face was so sad and puzzled, just before Taemin ran away?

“B-But he’s probably looked in the book by now…” Taemin sighed, just as a small group of people walked by – the all of them smelling like that spruce.

“Euw…” he murmured quietly for himself, as he thought it was quiet enough for the strangers not to hear. However, they stopped up, and looked back at the rich-looking, innocent, young, redhaired guy, who just kept walking without noticing anything.

The group shot each other a few glares, before they smirked slightly, and decided to follow behind the guy, who was completely oblivious.

That is, until he heard their steps, and their snicker of a laughter.

“W-Wha…” Taemin stuttered as he quickly turned around and looked at the group consisting of five people, who seemed to be years older than Taemin – they were probably about Luhan’s age, or maybe older.

None of them were good-looking, either, and he definitely hadn’t seen them before.

“W-What do you want?” Taemin asked with a small stutter, even though he tried to hide his fear.

“We don’t want to hurt you, little boy,” said one of them with a small smirk, “But we couldn’t help but notice, that you seem to like our smell.”

“Want to try some for yourself?” another guy said, followed by a small snicker. 

“T-Try…? No… No, I don’t,” Taemin quickly said and frowned at the disgusting smell from the guys, even as two of them grabbed his arms and held him, “I-I don’t want anything!”

“What?” said the first guy again, “You should be happy that we’re actually wasting such expensive stuff on you.”

“What should we give him?” someone else asked.

“We can’t force him to smoke a joint… And we can’t force him to sniff, either…”

“Oh, I have an idea!” said the first guy again, with a smirk on his lips, “We’ll make him try out our newest drug.”

“N-No!! I don’t want it!” Taemin yelled as the tears came running down his cheeks, and his heart started beating faster and faster – he remembered the first time he had tried a drug, and Jongin clearly didn’t like it.

“Look, he’s crying now!” they all laughed.

“P-Please… Don’t,” Taemin stuttered, but quickly got shut up, as a hand grabbed his jaw violently. Taemin just decided to close his eyes, and think of something else – because he couldn’t really blame anyone but himself for being in this situation. He should know, that being in such a neighborhood at such a time, was dangerous. No matter who you are.

“Now I think about it, isn’t this guy that rich brat Kai has been toying around with?” someone said with a small laughter.

“Oh, really? Then I’m sure Kai will be amused when he finds him again, high on drugs,” another voice said, “Now, be a good boy and open your mouth.”

Taemin didn’t do as he was told, so someone clenched his jaw slightly, making a small pain shoot through his head, as his mouth was forced open.

“Such a good little boy… Don’t worry, this pill probably suits you fine! It has a cute heart on it,” the man clenching Taemin’s jaw said with a laugh, “We don’t know what’s in it, though.”

A round pill soon found its way into Taemin’s mouth, and down his throat as he was completely unable to spit it out.

“It wont take long, before this pill is in your blood, little boy,” the man said with a smirk, “Don’t even think about throwing up.”

Well, who gave a anyway?

Taemin was sure that Jongin didn’t.

It’s just as those guys said: Jongin had been toying around with Taemin all this time, right? So he wouldn’t give a if Taemin took some drug and got high, because that would just amuse him, right?

Right?

Even as a few minutes went by, and his body started feeling slightly weird, he was sure he was hallucinating, as he heard someone call out his name.

“Taemin!!”

As if…

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A/N: 

Finally... An update!

*Celebration time*

What do you think happens with Taemin after he's taken the drug? Huh~? >D

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