At home, on Seyoung's bed.

“Omma….”

“Seyoung-ah, I’m so sorry for showing you all of this…. I didn’t want you know about business stuff now…” I said as I hugged her firmly.

"Omma... What they said is not true.... Is it?"

"Seyoung-ah!" I can't believe she said that.

"Omma, please tell me the truth..."

"I will tell you everything...." I started talking

"I met your appa when I got into college. He said he fell in love with me in first sight. But I didn't realize his love for 8 years. Before I realized your father's love toward me, I dated Ahjussi for several months. I was his employee when I finished studying abroad. When I realized he had a fiance, set by his grandparents, I left him. He got married within few months. Then I found myself loving your dad after three years, at a party. Not even a year spent together, we got married."

"So you dated ahjussi first before dating appa?"

"Yes. Then ahjussi's wife passed away after five years they got married. Then, more than a year ago your dad passed away… I felt like there should be somebody who can take care of our family and ahjussi happened to work with appa’s company after I took over the CEO spot. Ahjussi still had feelings for me even though it has been more than 10 years."

"Omma, then.... who do you love more?"

"Seyoung-ah, of course I love your appa the most in the world....He was always there for me when I needed somebody.... He was the one I could trust.... Why... Why did he had to go like that? Oppa.... Seyoung-appa.... Why...." 

I started to sob like a little child while Seyoung left the room so that I can be alone.

I fell asleep when there was no more tears to come out.

In my dream:

I was at a field filled with flowers and butterflies.But suddenly everything went dark and the butterflies turned into moths and the flowers turned into mud and I started to sink down.

"Oppa!!! Seyoung-appa!!!!" I yelled and woke up from sleep.

Next to me, I saw Jongsuk-ssi, checking my temperature.

"Yeobo..." I said as I hugged him.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"No.... just a nightmare." I said as I ogt out of the bed to change my clothes since i sweat too much.

I checked the time and it was past 10.

"Where's Seyoung?" I asked.

"She is watching a movie downstairs."

"Okay... I gotta get her to bed."

After I made Seyoung and Sehoon go to sleep, I went to the bedroom.

I went back to sleep with Jongsuk beside me.

How long has it been? I dreamed the same nightmare.

"Yeobo.... I think I better sleep alone... I think I will make you wake up often...."

"Then.... why don't you sleep here....  I can go to the guest room."

"I'm so sorry..... I hope I can ger rid of this nightmare...."

"Don't worry about me..."

When I went back to sleep, I still got nightmares.

It continued for months.

Due to the stress of the nightmares, I could not keep the baby.

That gave me more stress and I started to take medicine prescribed by the mental hospital.

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