→ M I N H E E

We were sitting at the lunch table, and it's been quiet for a couple of days now. Jongin, Kyungsoo, and I would just eat our lunch together but not say a word to one another, and then walk off to class with each other. 

"So, what's up with everyone?" Kyungsoo asked.

Jongin let out a long sigh, "Kim Cho Hee."

My head turned towards his direction when I heard him say that, my heart was beating again, and my eyes widened. I knew that she's been around him a lot lately, I should know, because I'm always near him. We have the same classes, we're best friends, more importantly, Kyungsoo would probably never let us walk off without him, without being the trio that we are, and I knew for a fact that she's been clinging onto him on purpose.

"What about her?" I said under my breath, trying to hide all of my jealousy.

I disliked Cho Hee. I can't really say hate because all she really does is cling onto Jongin. My jealousy would probably never be strong enough to hate someone, but maybe Cho Hee would someday change that, if she continued to try to have skinship with Jongin.

She did all of the things that I wish I could do to him. She would randomly walk up to him and grab his hand, or she would randomly just pounce into his arms. Of course, Jongin would push her off gently and try to be the gentleman that he is, but she still got to do things to him that I would never have the guts to.

"She's been pestering me a lot, lately. I just don't know what to say or do, I want her to leave me alone. She's so annoying and clingy, and her friends keep asking me if I like her," Jongin said.

He was starting to raise his voice, annoyance, anger, and confusion was in his voice. I could tell. I had that same kind of tone whenever I talk about my feelings towards him to Kyungsoo. 

"Do you like her?" Kyungsoo spoke up.

"Of course not! Do you know how many boyfriends she's had? Tons. I know much better than to waste my first kiss, my first love, and everything on her." Jongin scoffed.

"Do you know who you're going to waste your first kiss, love, and everything on, then?" Kyungsoo smirked as he threw a glance at me.

I glared at him, -slapping him in my head. I would've actually -slapped him, but Jongin was in between us and if I did that, Jongin would probably suspect things, so I played it off as cool and continued walking.

"I don't know who I'm going to waste all of that stuff on, just yet. But I know that when I'm willing to, she'll be the right one. The first girlfriend I have will be my last, and my last will be my first." Jongin smiled proudly.

I let out a chuckle, how funny would it be if that girl was me? That girl that he had in his mind? That girl that he was saving himself for? Is it possible that it'll be me?