Chapter 9

The Consequences of Loving Him
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You were sitting down on the bench at the park. Usually, you would be at Jongin and Kyungsoo's dorm and hanging out with them, but on Wednesdays, Jongin had dance practice from 4-7. It was currently 6:46pm, and you were just sitting alone in the park and breathing in the fresh and cool air.

 

You loved going to the park the most, actually, you didn't need to be in a specific place, you just loved being outside and you loved feeling the wind blow through your hair. 

 

It was times like this when you loved being alone, and you thought that being alone was a good thing. You could take in every feature about the Earth and adore it, while thinking about all of your problems in life. Just sitting on that bench and thinking about everything soothed you, and it made all of your emotions go away.

 

It was like you were happy, but you weren't. The feeling was undescribable, but it gave you so many wonderful feelings that you just wanted to take in and treasure forever. You breathed in and out, slowly, and it gave you that feeling. The feeling of being relaxed, soothed, and it felt like all your problems in life was all of a sudden, well, gone.

 

You saw a shadow on the ground, and you recognized the figure. You knew it like the back of your hand. Jongin. You turned around to see him smiling back at you, his smiling overwhelming your heart and giving you all of your emotions back.

 

The emotions that were all lifted from your shoulders, suddenly came back when you saw Jongin. It was both a good and a bad thing, but seeing him at this very moment made you happier than ever. Seeing him, feeling so calm, it all mixed in so well.

 

"Jongin?" you finally spoke, gaining all of your strength and energy back. Still, it was peaceful.

 

"I knew that I'd find you here," he smiled.

 

"Do I come here too much?" 

 

"If by too much you mean to the point where I know that you come here every Wednesday, yes."

 

"It's soothing, and peaceful."

 

You saw him breathe in and smile, then let out a long sigh. "Yeah, it is."

 

"I thought you got out at 7?" 

 

"It's 7:12." Jongin replied, showing you his watch. You looked at the time on your watch, and he was right, it was 7:12. It seemed like just seconds ago, it was 4, then it was 5, then 6, then 7. The time passed by so quickly when you were in a calm and peaceful mood like this, you never wanted it to end.

 

"Is this what you do in your free time?" he asked, sitting down next to you.

 

You nodded, not even wanting to say a word because of how beautiful nature was at the moment. It was so gentle, so kind, the wind was at the perfect rate, and what made it even better was the boy that you loved was here to experience it all with you. 

 

Not many girls can be this close with the guy that they love, and you were grateful that you and Jongin could spend time with each other.

 

"Did you know that prom was coming up?" Jongin asked you, smiling happily.

 

"Yes, and I don't really plan on going." you shrugged. The tone of your voice wasn't cold, nor was it nice. It was just emotionless, and it confused Jongin. If you were anywhere else right now, you would feel your heart beating uncontrollably and numbing your body.

 

But at the moment, everything was so calm, not even Jongin could change it.

 

"If you don't go, I won't either." Jongin replied.

 

"Then, don't go." you shrugged.

 

"But, I want to."

 

"Then, go."

 

"I told you that I'm not going without you,"

 

"And I'm going to stick to what I say." Jongin said as he laid his head on your shoulder, wrapping his arms around you. 

 

"Well, I'm not going. Proms are stupid, anyway." you answered.

 

Jongin nodded, "You just like to ruin all of my plans, huh?"

 

Before you could ask what he was talking about, Jongin stood up and shushed you. He mouthed, 'Watch' as he walked a little bit further off and then stopped. He positioned himself, and that's when you knew that he was going to dance. You loved watching him dance, and everything at the moment was perfect.

 

Jongin started dancing to the moves that he had choreographed, himself. He was planning on dancing and then asking you to dance with him, then while you two were dancing, he could ask you to prom. But since you weren't going, he decided to just dance for you for the fun of it.

 

Watching Jongin dance was like being sent to heaven, and coming back with an angel. He was so delicate, so perfect, and each and every move was filled with pure perfection.

 

You watched carefully as his arms swayed back and forth, and his body moved along. You knew that his heart was telling him to do all of this, not his feet. He was doing it out of passion, not just for other things like wanting to show off.

 

When Jongin finally stopped, he noticed the bright smile on your face and how happy you looked. He loved that smile on your face, and he had always told you that smiling is the best accessory that you can wear, but you just called him a cheesy or corny bastard.

 

"I'm jealous of you, Jongin-ah." you sighed.

 

"Hm, and why is that?"

 

"You dance so wel-, no, you dance perfectly and there's no flaw. You're amazing." you gushed.

 

Jongin couldn't help but smile hearing those words come out of your mouth, "Thank you, Minhee. Really, thank you."

 

"You have so much talent and passion," you sighed. Another thing that I love about Jongin. Another thing that I can add onto my list. 

 

"I dance because I love it," Jongin replied. 

 

"I can tell." you smiled.

 

"Minhee?" Jongin said, which made your heart skip a beat. The weather was supposed to be making you calm, but now that you've heard Jongin's beautiful voice call your name, calm was completely thrown out of the window.

 

"Jongin?"

 

"Will you go to prom with me?" 

 

"I'm not go-"

 

"Please?" Jongin pouted.

 

"Okay," you finally just agreed to it. It was funny how easily you gave into him, it was like he was a drug that you were addicted to. No matter how many times you say no, you secretly want more.

 

Jongin held out his hand, "Dance with me?"

 

You shook your head, "I at dancing." 

 

"I'll teach you," Jongin smiled.

 

"You've already tried that, and you failed."

 

"That was a long time ago, I'm sure you've improved."

 

"Whatever, but if you make fun of me, I'm not talking to you ever again." you replied.

 

The both of you were probably the only ones at the park by then, and you were happy. You felt happy, being there with Jongin. He was holding onto your waist as he guided you, left, right, left, right. Your foot accidentally slipped and you tripped, Jongin immediately catching you.

 

"You're clumsy, you know that?" Jongin laughed.

 

You smacked him, "I  told you not to make fun of me! I'm never t

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tonnettie
#1
Chapter 48: Moot point! They still got together, after a mountain of tissues
Galaxyboo_
#2
Chapter 31: Hmm, i think it's quite unfair for them to leave jongin like that. He is innoncent and clueless. Rather than explaining to him or at least tell him something, they choose to leave him like that. Sure she run the first time to heal herself but the second time she do, she basically dragged kyungsoo too. Imagine you in Jongin's shoes and knowing both your best friend fly together without you? Isn't that hurt like a hell. Without any explanation. This totally unfair. I don't expect the character to be perfect i mean well non of us are perfect but in case you actually faced something like this, never run away from your bestie without any explanation. Please
JiLin1998 #3
Chapter 1: Just Imagine yourself being THE best friend of Kim Jongin! I would also Feel this way.
tonnettie
#4
Chapter 47: I love this story so much!
wjdxordns #5
Chapter 48: AUTHORNIM....... u are a wonderful person... you don’t know how many times I wanted to scream and jump up at down at every single word that you wrote..... I read this the whole fic in one go!! AT WORK!! thank you thank you so much for writing this fic! It’s truly wonderfulllll!!!! It’s not only about the type of story it is, but the way you write,........ JUST MY STYLE! thank you mucchhhh!!!!???
ettoiscy
#6
Chapter 47: So cute. Omo.. Great story. Thankyou authornim for creating this fic.
Babyjb #7
Chapter 22: i never realise that i've read this before until i get on chapter 18 ?. great story by the way ?
krisluhansnobody2
#8
Chapter 48: Yyaaasss,,, I love this story.. \(^0^)/
claire_bear_
#9
Rereading this because it’s just so damn cute