Eunmi pov

When I wake up, I slowly opened my eyes and see a white ceiling, I help myself up and scan the room. It is painted white, with a vase full of flowers on top of a table and some apparatus. I easily recognize where am I. At the hospital. I was always here before. The last thing I remember is that I am outside the school, grasping for air when I suddenly fainted, but I don't know how I came to the hospital. I look to my side and see my parents sleeping. My father is seating at one end of the sofa while my mother is using his lap as pillow. A tear suddenly fall from my eye

"Appa, Umma..... mianhae" I said, 

This was actually a familiar seen. Me, passing out at random places and waking up at the hospital with my parents there, even if they are tired, or even if they have'nt finished their work yet, I'd still see them the moment I wake up, sleeping and looking tired.

I wipe my tears and look out the window, it's dark outside, I look at the clock, it says 1:47 AM. I sighed to myself. I try to be healthy, I try not to tired up myself much. I try to look simple and a quiet girl, even if I know myself that I am  a happy  and loud girl. 

"Eunmi-ah.."

I look to my side , mother is already awake, she quickly go to me and hug me.

"oh, my baby, what happened,?"

I started to cry, I hate to see my mother in this condition. I don't want her to worry, but I always make her worried and thats what I hate. All I want is to see her smiling.

"mianhae umma, I'm a weak girl."

"hush, baby, don't cry. Don't say that words, you are the stongest"

my father was now awake and walk  towards me and my mother. 

"what happened Eunmi? Are you alright now?"

I also hugged my father

"yes appa, I'm ok now."

"wait I'll just call the doctor"

When the doctor came, he just checked my heartbeat and examine me for a while, he talk to us and say  that I will be undergoing some tests. I also need some medication cause I have a slight fever. But all in all, I'm fine, I just need to rest.

After that my father go out to talk more to the doctor. I was left in the room with my mom. 

"uh, how did I get here?" I asked

"A couple saw you faint outside the school, they said they were waiting for their child but when they saw you, they immediately brought you here."

"did you know their names"

"no, I actually didn't have the chance to know them, after I thank them when we came, they immediately left."

too bad, I like to thank them for bringing me here at the hospital. I wish that their child would talk to me  so I could thank his/her parents. I look at my mother. I can see that she's really tired.

"Dear, what had really happened to you?" she asked

"sorry for making you worry again"

"did you run again?"

I nod with a sad face

"i'm really sorry, I just want to escape"

"from what"

"from the pain, but it wont leave me, the pain is all over, I can't even bare with it"

"pain? where? where are you hurt dear? tell me?" my mom worriedly looked for wounds on my body 

I am starting to cry again, I look at my mom then pointed on my chest where the heart is

"is it about your--" I shook my head

"no umma, it's not it, this pain is greater than that." I sob " umma, why does it hurt so much? I thought falling in love is great, but I don't know that it can hust so much too" 

"hush dear, don't cry, don't be sad, thats bad for you"

"I don't want to cry, I don't want to be sad, but the pain won't just stop"

"hush, umma is here, I'm willing to take all pain for you,"

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out of nowhere, Eunmi and her mother didn't notice that the father is already back

"I'll kill that Junhong once I saw him" the father said .