You’ve hurt me enough. I’ve suffered from you enough. It’s all enough. We’re over.

***

It’s over. The funeral for Dad. Everyone have left. It’s just me. Being alone over here. Still at the grave. Standing. And watch carefully. What am I doing here ? Me too. Wondering. What could I done here ? It’s all past. Dad and me. I’m going to miss you. My Dad.

            “ Yookyung-ah,” someone calling. Lightly turning the head. “ Let’s get home,” saying again. I turn my head facing to ‘Dad’ again.

            “ Daddy, I’m going. I’ll come again later,” I said. Took a deep breath, I slightly turn around. “ Let’s go, Sunggyu oppa,” I walk passing him.

            There were all silence between us. No one speaks. Or I guess, no one dare to speaks. Not even Sunggyu oppa whose drving, Naeun and Myungsoo at the back. Until I finally speak, “ Naeun-ah, sleep at my place tonight,” I said. “ Can you ? “ and ask.

            She nods. I see it through the side mirror. “ Okay,” she said. Thank you Naeun-ah. You’ve always been by my side whenever I need you. You’re the best friend I ever had.

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It’s been a week Dad left. I started attending college again. Sitting on the bench beside the football field by myself is suffocating me. Plus, the crowd are so noisy. I left. The football field. My mind flew everywhere. “ BAMM !! “ and I bump into someone.

            “ I’m sorry,” I apologize. Keeping my head low, I pick my things up. Standing up again. I look at the person I bump. Lee Sungyeol. I bow. “ I’m sorry again,” apologizing again. Walk away.

            He pull my hand. “ You cut your hair ?” he ask. He noticed. I nods. Without even turning looking at him. “ Why ? “ he ask. I pull my hand from his. Turning, looking at him. Trying to smile.

“ Just to forget some  memories,” I spoke for the first time since a week ago.

His eyebrows unite. And nods. “ I heard about your Dad. I’m sorry for you,” he said. I smile.

“ Thank you,” and left.

“ Ah Yookyung-ah,” he called. Running over to me. I look at him with a question mark face. “ I want to ask you something,” I bet he understand my expression.

“ Go on,”

“ The girl before wit you at the café, your friend ? “ he ask. I sigh. Nods. He smile. “ Really ? Wow, great. Okay, where did she studied ? “ he ask again.

“ It’s not here. Somewhere else,” I said. He pouted.

“ Really ? Hmm, it’s okay. When you want to meet her, tell me okay ? I want to meet her too,” he said again. I guess you really like her, Sungyeol-shi. I should just give up.

“ Sure,” and I left. Again.

^^

From: Lovely Yooyoo~
You would’nt believe this but Sungyeol just talk to me.

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From: Pretty Naeun^^
Really ?! You must be jumping out of happiness right ?

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From: Lovely Yooyoo~
How can I jump at this situation ?

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From: Pretty Naeun^^
Sorry Yooyoo-ah. I should’nt have said that. Truly sorry. Anyway, what did he say ?

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From: Lovely Yooyoo~
It’s okay. He said sorry for Dad. And…..

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From: Pretty Naeun^^
And ?

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From: Lovely Yooyoo~
To tell him whenever I met you because he wanted to meet you too.

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