I don't feel so lonely anymore when L is around.

I don't even feel scared. It's like I felt so protected when I'm with him.

I forgot the fact that someone is gonna open that door and catch me.

"You just let him in??" Daehyun asked me, with wide eyes.

I just nodded. "It's not a big problem, right?? I know him, he knows me... What's so wrong about letting a friend in the apartment??" I asked him.

"He might be the kidnapper..." Daehyun mumbled softly.

"What?? Hahaha!! Lol... Dude, why would he kidnap me??" I laughed like it was the most stupidest joke in the world.

"Possible..." Daehyun said while crossing his arms.

"Whatever... I'm just going to make some sandwiches..." I said and went to the kitchen.

"Are you stupid?? I dated you because I was just playing with you... I'm never serious with anyone... I was lying when I said 'I loved you'... I tell that to every girl I met..." L said while laughing like an idiot.

I was crying my heart out. "What did I do to deserve this!!??" I screamed at him.

"You shouldn't have accepted me... But it's fun to see girls HEARTBROKENED!" L said with a smirk.

I just punched him on the nose and ran away, crying.

"Ahh!! You ing b*itch!!" L screamed angrily.

"Ahhhh!!" I screamed. Ouch, I cut my finger.

*Oh... I was just day-dreaming... Wheww~*

"So Hee!! What happened!!??" Daehyun suddenly stormed into the kitchen.

"Oh.. Nothing..." I said, trying to hide the blood away from his sight.

"Sure??" Daehyun asked.

I nodded.

Daehyun nodded and went away.

"That was close..." I said while wiping my forehead.

"Gosh it really hurts..." I whispered to myself.

I just cut my own finger while cutting tomatoes.

*Stupid dream...*

What will happen if I accepted him??

Will that nightmare also come true if I did accept him??

Urgghh, this is hard!!

I guess I have to stay safe and protected.

No love stories anymore. No trouble. No, whatever nonsense. 

I'm just going to stay single until I want to be in a relationship.

I don't feel like getting hurt, coz I already am.