Chapter 37

Ji Young POV

“~Kai” I knocked the door.

Im bringing ingredients because I will bake his favorite cookies. The house seem empty.

“Kai? where are you?” I placed the bag in the table. I saw Kai sitting on the couch.

The atmosphere seems different ,eh? Or its my imagination. He looked serious now.

“where have you been?” I smiled.

“Kai.. I told y-“

“I SAID WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?” I stepped backward.

He grabbed my wrist.

(Background Song: Taeyeon- I love you)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5QJpMfYO9Y

“Kai! It hurts! Let me go! Yah!”  I said as he presses my wrist hardly.

He pushed me to the bed. Tears started to form on my eyes.

He started kissing me torridly. I can feel anger to his kisses. I don’t respond to his kisses.

I pushed him on all my efforts but he is stronger than me.

“that ring…. Since we don’t have any wedding ring I decided to buy one” he get it from me and wear on my fourth finger. It perfectly fit and its so…. Nice

“that ring… symbolizes loyalty”

Loyalty… loyalty ring

“You’re only mine and I am yours”

“Don’t worry Ji Young. Im here. I will never let them discover you”

“I love you”

The loyalty ring, he’s promises, it all flashback in my mind. He is about to remove the button of my tops.

“No Kai… please…” I said crying. I cant imagine what he’s doing. He’s not Kai, the Kai I used to love.

I cried harder. He’s not listening to me. He keeps on kissing me.

“stop!” he said to his self.

I fix the buttons of my tops. I cant help but to cry. He immediately put his cap on and went out. 

I headed to the comfort room and take a bath.

If he didn’t stop, what will happen? He said he respect me. He said I cant count on him, he will wait for me but what did he did?

Why he is being angry? What did I do?

I looked at my body, I have bruises. Bruises on my arm, my legs, everywhere.

Did he just….hurt me physically?

I spent the whole day, crying, thinking about him.

I cant help it. I want to talk with someone. I don’t want to call Ji Yeon because she’s busy right now. I searched on my contact list

~Dial

Hello?  She said innocently..

U-unnie.. I don’t know. That word came first

What do you need?

I-i need you the cracking of my voice. I cant speak. I just want to cry and cry.