Key P.O.V

I had a dream. Actually it felt more like a nightmare.

I couldn't recall at all what it was about but then again i never did.

Even when i tried to remember i only ended up giving myself a massive headache.

Sighing i started to shuffle out of bed only to find that i was in nothing but my boxers. That was weird. When did i find the time to change?

Heading towards the bathroom i flicked on the light and was caught off guard when i noticed bright red marks against my all too pale skin. The red marks were in the shape of finger prints surrounding my skinny throat.

"What the---?"

And then it all came rushing back to me. Bumping into that kid that looked all too familiar, being choked and then saved once again by Jonghyun. Why was he there anyway?

Thats when i realized that this wasn't my bathroom. This bathroom had a cozier feel to it than mines.

Thats when i knew exactly where i was was. I was in Jonghyun's apartment once again.

A slight stirring a happiness hit me until i remembered our little conversation before my accident.

I knew that if my face could i would be projecting sadness mixed with hurt. The two emotions i was feeling the most passionate about right now. Anger was in there somewhere as well however it was surpassed by my desperation to leave this place at once.

I didn't want to be there to face Jonghyun when i knew he didn't want to see me, though he did save me. That almost stopped me from putting on my shoes and leaving. Almost.

What did stop me however was me opening the front door only to come face to face with the one person i really wanted to avoid at the moment.

We just stared at each other for the longest time before he decided to break the ice.

"Can i come in?"

I was sort of taken aback by his question seeing as how this is his place.

"Yeah your place. I was just leaving, sorry for causing you problems."

Without looking up to meet his concerned eyes i started to walk pass him. Unforunately for me however he caught my wrist just in time, swinging me back inside, closing the door while locking it.

"And where do you think youre going?"

His face and voice were sternly calm but his eyes betrayed his anger.

"Look Jonghyun. I know youre a really nice person and hate to feel bad but i dont think you have to fool yourself about being my friend. Im perfectly fine without one and so i will be going back to my home now."

Id have to give stoicness props because sometimes it did come in handy.

Trying to move away i hadn't noticed that he still had a firm grip on me until i was halted in my attempts.

Turning back around i looked at him to see a mixture of emotions that i couldn't even being to phathom or name cross his face and eyes.

I knew Jonghyun was going to open his mouth to say something but what came out wasn't what i had expected.

"Kibum!!!! I've missed you so much!!!!!!!!"

HUH?

Since when in the hell did Jonghyun know me enough to miss me? And when was his voice an octave or two higher? It also sounded softer.

However the answer to my questions came when the young boy i ran into on the streets bounded out  from behind Jonghyun.

For a time i was paralyzed. I couldn't breathe. It felt all too much like the time i was with that jerk in the hall way.

It appeared as if time had slowed but my heart and breathing had sped up. Something told me that i knew this kid. Trying to remember i focused in on his face.

He had very child like features. His face was extemely adorable and his complextion looked exceptionally good. His hair was a beautiful shade of honey golden brown.

Before i realized what i was doing i had reached out my hand to the younger, who im sure wasn't older than 15 maybe 16, and i patted his mushroom shaped hair.

Noticing my weirdness i pulled my hand back only to have it stopped by the face that was so familiar. He had shifted my hand to his cheek and nuzzled into it. I couldn't help but think how cute and familiar this action was to me.

In a shaking breath no more than a whisper he spoke.

"Have you really forgotten about us? Onew and me?...Have you forgotten about Kim Dae-Ho?"

I'm not sure what it was but something swirled around inside me. Pain extreme pain.

I don't want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember. I dont want to remember.I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER!!!!

FORGET!!! FORGET!!!!FORGET!!!!....please let me forget.

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Taemin P.O.V

"Kibum!!!I've missed you so much!!!!!!!!!!"

I couldn't help my extacticness. Kibum was finally awake!!! He was okay and he was going to remember me.

As i snuck out from behind the layered hair guy, i saw Kibum's eyes flicker to me. Then i saw as he stared intently at me. Before i could come to the heart breaking conclusion his hand hesitantly touched my hair. For a time i was happy until i realized his hand was moving away.

Like old times i grabbed his soft mother like hands that felt horribly cold and placed it to my cheek. Nuzzling into his limited warmth i came to the conclusion that what Jonghyun said was indeed true. Kibum didn't remember us.

If he had he would have touched my hair a little longer.Willingly caressed my cheek with his warm motherly hands and then would have pinched my cheeks.

Yeah Kibum had forgotten about us. Did he do it on purpose?Did he hate us so much that he wanted to forget?

I couldn't help it i had to know.

Afraid of the answer i asked my question.

"Have you forgotten about us? Onew and me?...Have you forgotten about Kim Dae-Ho?"

Thats when i felt him stiffen against me and suddenly the limited warmth in his hands was gone competely. They turned ice cold.

Looking up i saw his face pale more than it already was. His eyes portrayed fear and angst. Then suddenly tears rolled down his cheeks. I was about to question him when all of a sudden he let out a heart wrenching cry.

I was confused as he frantically looked around the room.Suddenly his coldness left the warmth of my cheek and then i knew. He was having an attack.

His hands tangled in his hair as he pulled at it,trying to stop whatever was going on inside his mind. Tears stained his face as he circled around looking for an exit. Not finding one he sank to the floor and laid there convulsing. Before long he was in a ball rocking himself back and forth.

I could hear him repeating something over and over agian. Truthfully this was a hear breaking sight to watch but for some reason i couldn't mustard up the courage to make my way to him. To wrap my arms around him and comfort him like old time.

Next thing i know the layered hair guy has his arms wrapped around him. Comforting him with soft reasurances. Patting his hair and wiping the tears away from his frightened face. Clutching him tight to his chest as his franticness slowly ended.

His repeated words ended as he drifted off into a light sleep.

Why couldn't i do that? I was useless and i knew it. I couldn't stand the feeling but like always i wasn't the one that helped Kibum in his time of need.

"Hey."

Getting my attention i looked at the one that craddled Kibum in his arms as he bridal styled him heading back to his bedroom.

"I'm going to need you to tell me everything about Kibum's past okay."

At first i was going to refuse agian. That was until i heard the raw concern seeping from his voice. His expression was one of a protective lover.

"Fine. My name's Taemin by the way."

"I'm Jonghyun."

With that he was gone. Leaving me to wipe the tears off my face that i hadnt known id been shedding.

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Jonghyun P.O.V

I had sat back the whole time as the exchange between the scranny kid and Kibum took place.

I was there the whole time as Kibum cried out as though his world was crumbling around him.

I was there to witness the emotion on his face as he wept. As he laid on the floor retching his body while rocking back and fourth.

Watching him like that i felt my heart squeezed tight in my chest. I couldn't take anymore.

Wrapping my arms around his shivering body i tried my best to lull his sorrows. His body was shaking from his heart felt sobs. Encouraging him to breath in and out soon i felt him start to calm.

Not wanting to waste anytime i picked him up to craddle in my arms as i headed to my room. Though stopping to make sure that the kid who was called Taemin would answer all my questions about Kibum's past.

Once he agreed i left to my room.

Laying Kibum down on my bed i went to rise but before i had the chance his arms s around the back of my neck and pulled me down to hover just above his face.

"Please dont leave me."

I could feel his hot breath blow against my face as he said that. His eyes pleading with mine.

Smiling i reasurred him that i would stay.

 Once again going to rise i noticed that his fraile arms were still wrapped around me. In deciding i picked him up as he securly wrapped his legs around my lower back.

His messy hair tickled my left ear as he buried his face in the side of my neck.I could feel his light breathing while his arms were still wrapped around me.

Closing my eyes i had to fight back a moan.

Not wanting to dwell on why i just stood there and patted my hand reasurringly on Kibum's back.

After a while i could hear his light breathing turn steady and his grip loosen somewhat from my neck. Smiling to myself i went to put him down so he could sleep but as soon as his back touched the bed his grip on me tightened.

Chuckling to myself i couldn't help but think of how cute Kibum was being right now.

Standing once again i with Kibum wrapped around me i heard the door crack open.

Tamin popped his head inside and then the rest of his body followed. I felt bad for the kid actually. Not being remembered by someone thats important to you has to be painful.

"Alright are you ready?"

Nodding my head i watched as he walked over to me.

"You might want to sit down.Its going to be a long story."

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HA!!

Yeah i had to end it here. Sorry for that. But ill update real soon so dont worry!!!

I wonder too what is with Kibums past? lol

I promise ill write about next chap...

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