Jonghyun P.O.V

I loved the rainy season. For me something amazing always happened during this time of year. When the sky clouded and the cold wind blew shedding harsh rains from the sky to clean the earth.

For i believed that even the dirtest places looked pure when it rained.

So on rainy days i went out to look around and see all the pureness of the world. Though like i said i always found something amazing during the rainy season.

It just so happened that i found Kibum on a very rainy day where the clouds covered the sky and the wind was a harsh cold. I hadn't really expected to help him but something caught my attention about him. I didn't know what but i was determined to find out.

I didn't have any intentions originally when i brought him back to my place but to fix his wounds, but after i saw his randomness i realized that his expressions don't match up with his sense of humour or his wants, doubts or anything. Its as though his face never changes.

I decided that id ask him in the morning however i heard him thank me one last time before he opened my front door to leave for school. I wanted so badly to stop him but then i thought better of it. Rainy days always brought me something amazing but that doesn't mean that theyll stay.

So with that thought in mind i had decided to sitch school that day to relax. Every now and again Kibum would cross my wavelength and i would wonder if he was alright but i usually just brushed him to the back of my mind.

If i ran into him again then it was fate for us to befriend but then if not then oh well. Even though the guy had peaked my interest i wasn't going to force anything.

Though i did find myself occasionally looking around for a familiar face that i hoped would belong to him. I even went to the spot where i had first seen him but of course he wasn't there.

Frustrated i decided to head home, as i appoarched my door i realized that i had lost my keys. Today was not going too well for me now was it? However i always kept a back up pair though they were in my locker at school.

Sighing i knew where i was headed. Pivoting on my foot i jogged down the stairs of my apartment and headed in the direction of school.

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Reaching there i knew that no one would be around. It was pretty late around 6:30 p.m. The last of the clubs were probably heading home if they hadn't already so i figured that i would be safe to get in and get out.

Running down the halls towards my locker i noticed the sound of rain pounding against the school windows. Slowing to a jog i saw that lighting flashes were making patterns in the sky while thunder made itself known in the background. It was a beautiful sight really. I could tell that the wind was howling and that a storm was going to hit.

Truthfully i didn't mind, i was even looking forward to going home in it.

Turning the last corner i jogged down to my locker only to have a surprise in front of it.

It was Kibum. He was curled up in front of my locker.

And as the rain pounded agianst the windows and the wind screamed as thunder boomed and lighting flashed i couldn't help but notice Kibum trembling the tiniest bit. And i know it was cruel of me but i thanked my lucky stars as his lifeless body laid curled up in a ball.

How ironic it was that Kibum was huddled so closely against my locker. Out of all the lockers in school he was in front of mine. With this i got my answer. Kibum and i were fated to be great friends.

So without waiting any longer i crounched down to his level to get a better view. Even though the halls were dark and were only being lit by the lightening coming from outside i saw Key perfectly. With his blank face staring into nothingness. I couldn't even tell if he knew i was there of not.

Taking my chances i slowly reached my hand out to grab his shoulder. On making contact i gently shook it. He hadn't moved, except for the shake i gave him which he hadn't responded to, his body was so still.

I was starting to worry so i whispered his name gently though it was swallowed by the ruckus outside.

I was going to try again when i noticed that his lips were moving. Not being able to hear what he was saying because his quiet words were being drowned out by the storm outside.

Leaning closer i hadn't noticed how close i had leaned in until i felt his cool breath breathe into my ear.

".....im sorry....so...sor...i..im...so..sorry...pl....plea.....im...so ......sorry...sorry...so...sor..sorry.....im...so.....sorry...i...i....im....."

I lingered there for a while not wanting to believe what i was hearing. What did Kibum have to be sorry for. I felt my heart shaddering as his apology was repeated over and over again. His plea to be forgiven was pitiful.

He was like a child saying sorry for something he hadn't done but was apologizing anyways hoping that everything would go back to the way things used to be.

After a while his heart wrenching pleas became too painful to witness and so i moved into his line of vision on the floor. As soon as i was in his sight he became deathly silent. Not a word was spoken, he just stared at me showing no emotion, or concern of interest.

Though the silence was killing me i didn't want to give in. I wanted Kibum to lead.I wanted him to know that he could take control of the situation and i would listen.

"Jonghyun?"

For some reason the way he said my name made me feel powerful, like i had just won a small invisible feit that was going on between us.

As he spoke began to push himself off the floor.

"What are you doing here?"

His voice was still being drowned out and so i had to strain to hear him.

"I could ask you the same question. I'm here to get my key out of my locker that you're in front of."

He must have come to a realization because he shifted to one side of my locker and began rubbing his arm. So did that action mean he was nervous?Shy?

"Well actually im not sure what im doing here."

His eyes glanced down to the ground and he bit his lip. Did these actions mean something as well?

"Hey Kibum how old are you?Actually lie about your age please...say youre like thirty or something."

"I'm 72 years old." As he spoke this lie his eyes shifted to the ground and his bottom lip went into his mouth. So he had been lying.

Though i decided to leave it. I needed to figure out more about him before i made any finaly conclusions. So i changed the subject.

"I didn't know you went to this school."

Yeah thats right i had no idea he attened this school.

"Really?"

His eyes slanted a bit more than they already were and he started messing with his fingers....did that mean he was disappointed?

ARUGH!!! This was becoming more and more of a challenge.

Sighing i dug into my locker and grabbed my keys.

On standing i noticed that Kibum was sitting against a couple of lockers as he looked up into the sky. I didn't want to break his concentration but i knew we would have to go before any cleaners came.

Dangling my keys in front of his face i got his attention. Turning to me i smiled at him and i offered him my hand to take. Although it took him a while to actually accept it. The only important thing was that he did accept it and with that i made sure to run as fast as i could.

I knew i had startled him nut in time he caught up from almost stumbling and i enjoyed the way his hand gripped mine.

I'm not sure why but i just needed to run. I wanted him to escape from whatever burden he was caring and just lash out. Without thinking i let my feet guide me until we had made it to the roof.

Bursting threw the door i felt entranced as the rain pured me for this little bit of time. So without thinking i screamed out. I wanted to scream away all my frustrations and doubts.

As i screamed i felt myself become light. Then i heard it, a meek little yelp coming from behind me. It was Kibum, smiling at him i screamed again from the top of my lungs hoping to have him join me. After a while he did but his voice was still held back by something. I wasn't going to force him all at once but i was glad that he was trying.

So with this in mind we yelled to the sky and the wind blew and out endless cries were heard wherever the wind decided to send it. After out little screaming fit i turned to Kibum.

"Are you feeling any better?"

He simply just nodded his head and closed his eyes letting the rain wash over him.

I couldn't help but wonder what had caused such a painful stur from him. He couldn't even yell freely.It was like his emotions were trapped deep within himself.

Not wanting to think anymore into it i grabbed Key's hand and we ran once again. This time out the building and to my house. Key didn't protest as we fell into the pattern of how we first met. Running threw the rain and splashing in puddles. Almost tripping and yet getting back up from the fall.

This was how i felt Key was. He knew all the things to do but he couldn't pick himself up to do it. He just kept falling farther and farther away.

Finally reaching my apartment i turned to him once we were inside and asked about his wounds.

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Sorry to leave off here but im going numb right now so i have to recopperate

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