Taemin P.O.V

As i watched the night sky i realized just how long i'd been in Jonghyun's house. By the looks of everything i'd say that it was now 2 in the morning.

On an exhale i watched as my breath danced with the night winds.

Though it was cold outside, due to the rainy season, i couldn't help but feel rather optimistic. Maybe, just maybe, Kibum will remeber and hold onto his memories instead of letting them slip away.

Because this time Dae-Ho wont be there to comfort him and forgive him for all his wrong doings.

Pondering once again about the past i found myself wondering to a bench on the side of the street.

Deciding to take a break from my stroll i began to rest. Closing my eyes i let the cool wind whirl around me, engulfing me. Helping to numb the world around.

 On reopening my eyes i felt a sense of warmth around me. Glancing around to see where the warmth was coming from i realized that i was no longer on the park bench anymore outside in the cool air. I was on a bed under covers with warm air circling me. Nuzzling deeper into the covers i caught wift of a scent that left sort of light headed.

Recovering from the faint smell that seemed so strong i glacned over to notice a clock that read 3: 30. Thats when realization hit. I had been here too long. Grabbing my things i scurried out of bed and shuffled downstairs to put my shoes on.

As i was hurrying along i couldn't help but notice the nice set up of the house. It wasn't a cheap house either. Not questioning anything more than i had too i shoved on my shoes and bolted out the door and down the pathway.

On exiting the property i took note of the name on the mail box plate.

Choi Minho.

Maybe if i had the chance id thank him later.

With that thought in mind i sprinted down the street, letting the fresh breeze of cold air, brush pass me. 

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On re-entering Jonghyun's house i stumbled through the door until i stopped to catch my breath in the living room. Gulping down the drops of oxygen i heard faint murmurs coming from Jonghyun's room that seemed to be steadily getting louder and louder.

Thats when it dawned on me.Kibum.

I  bolted for the room door just in time to catch Kibum throwing a fit.

"It's not true....It's not true....It's not true....IT'S NOT TRUE!!!....IT'S NOT....IT'S NOT.....IT'S NOT TRUE!!!!....Stop...stop....STOP LYING TO ME!!!!....IT'S NOT TRUE!!!!!"

Just like the many countless times as before he clutched his sides as he bent over with tears streaming down his plump cheeks. Glancing around every millisecond in every which direction. I knew what he was doing. He was frantically looking for an escape. And just like countless times before he couldn't find one and so he'd panic even more.

"...ah...a...ah...ah...a..Ah...A....Ah.....AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! LET ME OUT!!!! LET ME OUT!!!! I CANT BREATHE!!! STOP LYING!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!"

His hollering never cessed to send shivers down my spine. 

Over the years i'd learned how to hide my feeling of helplessness. The only thing that could be done was wait until he stopped his fit and calmed down.

Stepping more into the room i couldn't help but gawk at Jonghyun as he leaped towards Kibum. Pulling him into his embrace trying to muffle Kibum's screams.

At first Kibum fought but soon he became a limp noodle in Jonghyun's arms. I knew that even Onew was surprised.

The only remaining sounds of Kibum's outbreak is his muffled sniffles. 

As he clutched even more into Jonghyun i watched as Jonghyun continued to whisper sweet nothings of reasurrance into Kibum's frantic mind.

After a while Kibum had calmed down completely. Taking note of this Jonghyun pulled back slightly to dry away the rest of Kibum's tears.

However he stopped short as the look of pure agony was shown on Kibum's face. 

For a moment the whole room fell into a sort of silence that left everyone questioning.

Jonghyun was the first to break the silence.Pulling Kibum to the bathroom to get himself cleaned and a chance to catch his breath.

That just left Onew and i.

"You've noticed too havent you Onew?"

Nodding his head before he answered Onew sat up and took in a deep breath of air before he slouched back onto the chair that he was resting on.

"Yeah but hes always been like that. Only showing emotions whenever Dae-Ho was involved."

"No not that. Even though its along those lines, but you have to tell me that you've noticed the slight suddleness of how he behaves around Jonghyun."

Stiffening in his seat Onew exhaled.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. His emotions are screaming for their release. However it seems as though they are still blocked. Its up to Jonghyun to release them. I wonder how he'll do it...this should be interesting."

"What makes you think Jonghyun will be able to release the emotions that Kibum's been surpressing since Lovely Dae-Ho's death? And even if he is capable then wont that be messy. Pent up emotions just coming out, thats bound to cause problems."

"I know Onew. And thats why i cant wait to see how this goes."

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3rd P.O.V

On exiting the bathroom Jonghyun couldn't help but notice the mysterious silence that welcome him and Kibum.

While Jonghyun had been cleaning Kibum up in the bathroom his mind was occpied with thoughts about Kibum and Dae-Ho. What really had happened between them. Was Dae-Ho really dead? And if he was how? He had heard Onew say it was Kibum's fault for Dae-Ho's death, but no matter how hard Jonghyun looked at Kibum he couldn't see anything more than a confused person needing answers that he surely deserved.

Just as everyone was settling in to their seats an alarm clock sounded.

Helping to make Kibum jump, Taemin and Onew alert and Jonghyun groan.

The alarm sounded alerting everyone that it was now 5:00 a.m. Everyone sent Jonghyun curious gazes.

"I usually get up at this time for school."

That was when Kibum remembered that he had school to attend and also when he realized how he kept everyone up throughout the night.

"I'm sorry if this seems selfish of me but please Onew tell me what happened with Dae-Ho.I need to know. And im also sorry the i have kept everyone up but let me be selfish a little longer."

Bowing low, or as low as he could go on Jonghyun's lap,Kibum didn't come back until he heard Onew's voice.

"You've been selfish for the last couple of years of your life, whats to stop you now?"

"That's true but im begging you ple...."

Just as Kibum was about to get down on hands and knees to sob for answers Taemin spoke.

"You something Kibum. We've been through this routine before. You'd remember Dae-Ho every once in a while. And when you did you'd feel terrible for forgetting him and you would become frantic when you couldn't find him. So when you did find him you showered him with all the love you couldn't afford to give him with your amnesia.

You guys would become so close. Just like how you were before the accident. However your memory was very sketchy.Sometimes youd remember Dae-Ho for a couple days or weeks. The longest you've every really remembered him was a couple of months.

During that time everyone, including Dae-Ho totally thought that youd gotten over your amnesia.We were all so relieved however when the day came that you couldn't remember Dae-Ho for the life of you we all were affected. Dae-Ho especially. He broke finally. You finally broke his never ending spirit.

After that Dae-Ho tried. But things went back to how you guys were after the accident happened. If Dae-Ho was around no matter how hard you looked or how close he stood you never once took note of him. For Dae-ho, after a while that was fine. Being able to look after you from afar was enough for him.

But then one day he saw something he shouldn't have and he followed a certain someone to a place where they shouldn't have been. Remember now Kibum? Tell me you do."

As surprised as everyone was at Taemin's sudden forcefulness Kibum was grateful for it.Kibum now understood what happened on that day.

"Yes i remember Taemin."

"Im sure some parts are still sketchy so run through it in your mind and see if you have any questions."

After sometime Kibum looked up into Taemins eyse, unwavering and asked.

"Why did Dae-Ho follow me?"

As irrelavent as that question may have seemed to some it was the start of the end for some.

"Thats because you were being followed by Jessica and so Dae-Ho decided to follow the two of you and see where it would lead. Too bad though cause he never returned."

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