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3rd P.O.V

The anticipation of Onew's arrival was crippling. The air was a type of tense that left everybody completely uncomfortable.

Though as Kibum clung to Jonghyun Taemin couldn't help put wonder how the events of tonight would play out.

Each person had there own idea of how tonight would go.

Taemin thinking that tonight might just turn out in a big blunder while Jonghyun was preparing to protect Kibum to the best of his ability.

However Kibum was waiting to confront Onew. For the first time he felt confident enough to do so. He needed to clear up the past with Onew as well as himself.

Just as he had come to that conclusion there was a pounding on the door.

Automatically Jonghyun's arms tightened even more around Kibum. Keeping him within his grasp.

Looking to Taemin Jonghyun nodded his head to go open the front.

As Taemin was leaving the room he looked back to give Kibum a reassuring smile.

"Jonghyun."

Kibum spoke in his monotonic voice startling Jonghyun out of his thoughts.

"Can i ask you a favor?"

Still taken off guard Jonghyun gave his response.

"Sure what do you need?"

"Before i ask you i need you to agree to do it. No matter what the favor is i want you to do it okay?"

Kibum could feel Jonghyun stiffen against him. Although he knew that this was a risky question to ask he needed Jonghyun right now to cooperate with him. At least thats what he was hoping anyways.

It took a while before Jonghyun replied.When he did Kibum let out the breath he had been holding.

"Sure ill agree to do it now."

"Thank you."

Was all Kibum could reply at the time. Taking his breath he said the next few words he knew Jonghyun might not agree too much on.

"When Onew comes can you leave me in here with him. Im going to need to speak to him alone."

"Sure."

To Kibum's surprise he wasn't as happy as he thought he would be to have Jonghyun accept the situation like that.

"Is that what you thought i was going to say? Im not leaving you alone with him Kibum. He might hurt you."

And just like that Kibum knew that if he could he would be smiling right now. Although the situation was pretty messed up he couldn't help but feel happy that Jonghyun was worried about him. He knew that he had missed this feeling of someone worrying over his well being. He truly did miss friendship.

"Jonghyun its okay. Besides you already agreed to it."

"You tricked me."

Kibum could hear the hurt in Jonghyun's voice. Though he wasn't too sure for the reason why.

"I cant say itll be okay but if i have to ill go somewhere with Onew just to get the private time we need."

Kibum knew that threatening Jonghyun like this wasn't fair at all. Looking up at him he could see that Jonghyun was staring hard at the wall.

Before Kibum could question his intentions he reached out to Jonghyun's face and pulled it towards him.

Though neither Jonghyun nor Kibum got to figure out what was going to happen for there was a soft knock on the door followed by a rough pounding.

"And you want me to leave you alone with that?"

Kibum heard something different in Jonghyun's voice. His breathing was different from before. He was panting.

"Yeah"

Noticing his own voice he knew that he was panting as well. 

"Can we come in?"

Taemin's soft spoken voice sounded especially low coming from the other side of the door.

Before Kibum could answer Jonghyun turned his neck towards him.

"I'll leave you two alone on the promise that if you need me you will yell. And if i think you need me ill burst in here anytime i damn well please alright?"

Taken off guard all Kibum could do was nod.

"Come in."

Jonghyun had spoken cause he knew that Kibum wouldn't be able to.

On entering the room Taemin shifted his eyes slightly away from them.

Noticing this Kibum looked to see the reason.

Looking down he found out. Him and Jonghyun  were sitting in a way that one could say to be a very sensational position.

Kibum's legs were on either side of Jonghyun while he straddled his waist. Their faces weren't too far apart either as Jonghyun's arms were wrapped around Kibum's lower torso. In return Kibum held his hands on both sides of Jonghyun's shoulders.

"Hurry up with your little make out session."

Startled Kibum looked up into the face of Onew. To Kibum Onew still looked the same. Although his face was now more rugid and hard. Eyebrowns furrowed and mouth in an unattractive downward frown.

A sort of silence was felt within the room. The silence couldn't be called tense because it was way past that stage. 

"Remember call when and if you need me."

Before Kibum could even think about replying Jonghyun got up from under him and pulled Taemin out the room with him.

Still shocked by the sudden alone time Kibum just stared hard at the floor. Trying to figure out a way to break the extremely awkward air between them.

Well actually only Kibum was awkward. Onew was clenching and unclenching his muscles as if trying to restrain himself.

Kibum took note of this and started to rethink if this was such a good idea when he heard Onew speak.

"I hate you."

Looking up Kibum couldn't help but question why Onew was stating something he had already known.

"I hate you for leaving him, for making him suffer. I can't even say i hate you. I loathe you."

That sort of stung.

"Did you know how he waited for you day after day? Week after week? Month after month even. He would sob to me saying that you just needed time. That you'd remember him soon. Since it was only temporary. He believed that there was no way that you could forget him.

Hell he even walked passed you and still you chose not to acknowledge his presence. He was your blind spot that you never even took the time to look for. You just kept on living your life while he looked at you from afar, convincing himself that it would all get better in the end.

Did you even care about him enough to try? Did you even care for him enough to try and save him?"

On that last part Onew's voice flattered and hitched. Angry tears threatened to spill over as he bit furiously on his bottom lip, staring to the side of Kibum.

Not knowing what to do Kibum longed to console him.

"DONT!!"

Freezing Kibum gave a startled whimper.

"Dont you dare shed any tears. You don't deserve to cry for Dae-Ho."

"I'm not crying for Dae-Ho. I'm crying for you."

Taken off guard Onew gasped in a fresh breath of air.

"What do you mean crying for me?!"

As Onew stalked closer Kibum crawled back on the bed until he was pressed against the wall. Standing at the foot of the bed Onew stared Kibum down until all of a sudden Kibum made a break for it.

Just as he was about to reach the door Onew cut him off and slammed him face first into it.

"Aaah."

Only a faint whisper escaped Kibum's lips before he was turned around so that his back was pressed flatly against the woodened door.

With Onew standing over him Kibum could hear Jonghyun yelling about the commotion going on inside while he pounded on the door. Only causing Kibum to bounce closer to Onew.

Luckily though Onew had a firm grasp on the door and wasn't allowing anyone to get in.

"You invited me over here. You knew the consequences so don't try to run now."

If he could Kibum would be showing fear right about now. He was scared and he wanted Jonghyun. Part of the reason why he made a break for it but also to consume as much of Jonghyun's courage that he could.

But he couldn't and he knew that his voice wasn't going to be helping him too much so he decided not to call for Jonghyun. Besides that Onew was right. Kibum had to stop running.

So nodding his head Kibum began.

"What do you want to know?"

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