Key P.O.V

I was completely taken aback as Jonghyun asked me how my wounds were.

I must have subconciously raised myleft hand to my right shoulder because Jonghyun just winced a little and pulled me to the bathroom. Truthfully my shoulder had been killing me all day but i had decided to bandage it when i got home. Although things hadn't really worked out that way.

Once again he lead me to the bathroom and told me to sit on the side of the bathtub. He pulled out his kit of medicine and began to re-bandage my shoulder.

We sat like that with a certain air around us. It wasn't tense but it wasn't comfortable either. Glancing up at him i couldn't help but notice that he looked deep in thought. Before i could stop myself the words left my mouth.

"Are you okay?"

Dang it. I knew it wasn't any of my business and yet i was being noisy.

"Sorry i know i shouldn't be asking. Just pretend i didn't say anything."

Truthfully i felt bad for the guy. I could only imagine what i was coming across as. My intentions meant one thing but my face and voice said another.

"Shouldn't i be asking you that. I mean what were you doing at school at that hour anyway? If you dont mind me asking. And since when have you gone to my school? I've never seen you."

Man he was asking alot of questions that i didn't havve the answers for so i decided that i'd answer the ones that i could.

"I dont mind you asking. I've been going to Chestridge for a while now....ever since freshmen year actually and why you've never seen me around i do not know truthfully."

I glanced up at him again seeing as how there was a long pause. What i found in his face was expectations. I didn't know what else he wanted.

"Yeah and...what about my other question. Why were you at school so late?"

I sat to think and i really could not for the life of me remember. One minute i was being tripped by some jerk the next minute i see Jonghyun in front of me.

"I'm not really sure..."

"Well cause you were mumbling some apologies when i first found you."

"Apologies...what do i have to apologize for?"

I dont know why i expected him to answer when i knew that he was as clueless as i was. As he shrugged his shoulders i couldn't help but drop mine. Even though i wasn't showing any sign of it i was really scared.

Why couldn't i remember from the time i was being tripped by some jerk to the time that Jonghyun found me. Why couldn't i remember what had happened or even why i had passed out in the first place.

You can't remember because you chose not to.

Suddenly i froze. Looking up i could see that Jonghyun was giving me a questioning gaze. Looking around i quickly searched for the voice that had said it.

I'm inside your mind Kibum.

Holy,,,this was not happening. I wasn't going crazy. So shaking the thought away i focused on Jonghyun's different strands of hair while everything else floated into the back round.

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Onew P.O.V

Please don't rain anymore.

I'm tired of staring at the haunting weariness of it all. I'm tired of reliving my grief.Not that i didn't relive it everyday of every waking moment but on rainy days the horrors were much more vivid.

You were born on a rainy day, died on one and i found him on one.

Rainy days really are twisted.

I hate rainy days because they remind of you and how you loved him. I know that youre crying right now and some part of the rain is your tears.

Are you crying because i hate him? I know you would tell me to forgive him for what he did to you but i cant let it go.

I want him to suffer as i have to feel guilty as i have.

I hate rainy days because it makes me see everything clearly, that i hate him as a reflex for losing but this is how i deal with you lost.

The lost of your warmth and your smile. Everything about you was worth saving and yet he killed you.

I hate rainy days because they make me understand things i dont want to, they make me want to relax because you too once enjoyed rainy days and losing you lost my joy for rainy days.

I hate rainy days because they remind me of you.

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Key P.O.V

I'm not sure how but i had once again ended up staying at Jonghyun's house.

I didn't mind but i felt like i was being a bother, troublesome if you will. Though everytime i brought it up he would change the subject or just tell me not to worry about it.

Jonghyun was a really nice guy, i wonder why he lives alone. And there it goes again. Damn mouth.

"Jonghyun why do yo live by yourself?"

Feeling like once again that i had made a big mistake i took back my question.

"No its okay. I live here because of personal reasons."

That wasn't much of an answer but i guess that i could settle for that.

"Wait Kibum. Are you really that wonderous about my  life?"
Hesitantly i nodded my head.

"Alright then we'll play a game. Its an exchange game. You give me a bit of info and ill give you some as well."

"Oh thats not a bad idea. So i guess you get to go first since you thought of this game."

I wasn't really sure what type of questions would be asked but i really hoped that they were easy.

"So then Kibum where do you live? Where are your parents? Why do you always have a straight face---"

Cutting him off i closed my eyes and count to ten.

"I thought it was one question per answer."

He seemed to think this over.

"Alright then fine. But the one question i want more than anything is why is your face always like that?"

Here we go again.Its time to ruin the only friendship ive ever come close to handling.

At least it was...interesting while it lasted.

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