"Entering my heart without permission
I am not allowed to decide my lover
But can't I trust you, who has been dragged into this?
I am nervous that love caught me by surprise."

"No, please don't."

I whispered and it hurt me so deeply.
Still I guess, it hurt him more than myself.
His lips forbear from kissing me.

I don't have the right to stand by his side.
Still I want him to kiss me, to touch me everywhere.
I want to be by his side.

I am a masquerader, who lied to every one.
I don't blame my parents for making me one.
They just wanted the best.
Maybe the best was just too much.

I was never honest to him.
I lied to him all the time.
I want him to show my real self,
but he would never want to see this me.

I am not like those snobs.
I was never one to begin with,
but I always pretended to be one.

"Why?" his voice sounded fragile.
Oh, how I'd like to answer this question.
"Don't you love me the same way as I do?"
I don't have the right to do so.

Dreams can be so beautiful.
But my imaginary hurts me.
I want so badly to be with him.

"I want to kiss you, touch you, make love to you.
Can't you understand me?
Please, Lucia."

The masquerader is ready to take his punishment, Lee Donghae
and deepest apologies to Cho Kyuhyun.