A few days after jaejoong told me about the project is boss is trying out at work, at my work, I was in front of the computer in the studio with my brother, I was secretly checking the c-jes website for the official announcement. “…nothing…if it’s a project for the fans… why  isn’t there an announcement for it?....” I whispered to myself. “what?” teddy asked turning around in his chair. “nothing.” I said quickly. “I didn’t say anything…” I said then strangely smiled. “… you know, you’ve been weird these past few days. Something wrong with you and jaejoong?” he asked returning back to his work on his computer. “hmm?... no. of course not. were as happy as happy can be”

“you sure?” he questioned. “yeah… just peachy…” I said thoroughly searching the website again. “oh! hey! Baby sis?!” he said interrupting me. “whats up?” I asked casually. “free vacation coming up, you down?”
“When?” I asked. “… im not sure but I heard the president mention it once or twice.” He said trying to concentrate on his work. “oh really?... cool, yea im down but I have young-jae” I giggled. “do you think the president will let him come too? ” I smiled.

“im sure he’ll let him go.” Teddy said reassuringly. “yay! The Park Familys first vacation!” I clapped talking about me, teddy and young-jae.
“lil jae is a kim.” Teddy reminded.
“not when the daddy is not around” I laughed. “don’t tell him I said that!…whats big bang promoting this time?” I asked. “they are promoting jeju island.”
“jeju?!” I said shockingly.
“why?”
“…o-oh n-nothing…when are they heading out??”
“I don’t know… should be sometime this week or next week.”
“this week or next week hmm?...”  I thought to myself.
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Later that night, I got home after picking up young-jae from junsu’s moms house, I started dinner and played with young-jae and waited for jaejoong to get home. “where is your appa? Hmm??” I said questioning young-jae like he understood me. “its getting late and dinner is getting cold. I call him and he doesn’t pick up… what the hell?...” I pouted as I fed young-jae his dinner.

Time passed on and its almost midnight. I put young-jae to sleep hours ago and had dinner myself. I laid in the dark in bed wondering where jaejoong was. “hopefully nothing bad happened” I whispered to myself. At this point im feeling restless, so I decided to call him again but no answer. “what the heck??” I thought in anger. I laid back down and finally heard the door open. “hes finally home!” I thought getting up from bed and out to the living room. I spotted jaejoong and he looked extremely hungry.

“… your not sleeping yet?” he asked when he spotted me. “… no I was waiting for you…” I pouted. “missed me?” he asked walking closer to me and wrapping his arms around my waist. “mmm…” I hummed then he placed a kiss on my lips. “its late… lets go to sleep” I said taking him by the hand and dragging him to the room. “… I wanna take a shower first…” he said letting go of my hand and taking off his shirt and threw it on his side of the bed. He left to go take a shower and I waited for him on the bed. Unconsciously, I grabbed for his shirt that was on the bed and almost threw it aside so it would be on the bed but something caught my eye. I opened the shirt and took a better look at the collar of the shirt.

“oh?...blood?...”I thought questioning myself. “…no… this is a different consistency than blood…” I said sniffing it. “oh? perfume??...” I thought sniffing it again. I then finally had enough balls to touch the red stain at the collar of his shirt. “…lipstick?...” I thought over and over again. “perfume??...lipstick??...no way…” I thought placing the shirt down and staring blankly ahead. “he wouldn’t… would he?..” I thought sadly thinking that jaejoong is cheating on me.

“whats the matter baby?...” he asked walking out of the bathroom shirtless and towel drying his hair. “huh?...o-ooh nothing…” I said throwing the shirt aside then laying down with my back towards jaejoong. “good night…” I sulkily said. “mmm” was all he said to me.

This thought really saddened me and with young-jae’s crib right in front of my eyes, it made me cry softly to myself. Jaejoong, however, got into bed and went straight to sleep. No kiss good night, a back hug or anything. There was a big gap in between us in bed and for the many months that we have been married, there has never been a gap. Like when jaejoong and I broke up, I cried myself to sleep and hoped that the next day will arrive quickly.

At breakfast, the environment around us was not really good. At least for me, it wasn’t. We were eating breakfast quietly, while I was feeding young-jae at the same time. “hey baby…” jaejoong said suddenly. “…yeah?...” I replied scooping up food for young-jae.
“you know the jeju project at work?” he asked.
“yeah…what about it?...”
“im gonna be leaving this Friday in the morning” he said eating his breakfast.
“…okay…”
“ and im gonna be home pretty late again today okay?... so you don’t have to worry and sleep without me. But I have to go now” he said getting up from the table to gather his stuff. “ill be going now” he said without giving me or his son a goodbye kiss.

I was left speechless while my son was playing with his toys. “… what the heck?...” I said furrowing my brows. “did that just happen?... is this really happening to me??... to us??” I said looking at young-jae.
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Before I got to work, I dropped off young-jae at junsu’s moms house again because she said that she would watch him at no charge. Of course she said that sarcastically. Right when I walked into the studio, teddy shouted at me which caused me to jump. “aaahhh waaae?!~” I whined from fright. “baby girl! I got exciting news!!” he shouted with joy. “what??” I shouted back. “our free vacation!... its this weekend!!” he happily grinned. “oh…” I said without thinking because my mind was still stuck on jaejoong and this morning. “ohhh??!!” I think said after processing it. “that’s right! You heard me! our free vacation is closer than you think!” he laughed. “so get your together this week and we’re heading out Friday afternoon!! Its gonna be me, you, young-jae, danny, and big bang! Just like the old days girl!!” teddy excitedly shouted.
“this Friday...” I thought. “…jaejoong…” I thought picturing him cheating on me. 
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Its Friday morning and I could hear jaejoong walking around the bedroom making sure hes got everything he needs for the weekend. I turned around to look at him and hes looking at himself in the mirror perfecting his looks. “your up” he smiled when he saw me looking at him. “yeah…” I said softly. “im gonna be leaving in a bit. My manger is picking me up. You and young-jae gonna be okay?” he asked. “yea.. we’ll be fine. I asked teddy oppa to spend the weekend with us” I said lying to him. “that’s great” he smiled when his phone rang. “that’s my manger… gotta go” he said walking over to me to give me a kiss then over to young-jae’s crib to kiss him. “see you Monday night” he said walking out of the bedroom picking up his phone.

I heard the front door close and couldn’t help but think again. All this thinking is making me go insane. So I got up and checked on young-jae who was sleeping still. Teddy should be arriving soon to be my baby sitter and our ride to the airport. I waited around until he got here so I could take a shower.

“yah!.. don’t be so rough when your feeding him! Hes a baby! Not a cow!” I said slapping teddy on the arm. “look at what you made me do! The food dropped!” he yelled back. “clean it! im gonna go take a shower” I said walking away. “you’re lucky this is my brother in laws place and this is my nephew! or else I wouldn’t clean it!” he shouted as I walked into the bedroom then bathroom.
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At the airport, it was crowded with fans who were waiting to see big bang, danny and teddy then of course.. theres me. The little sister of a big name producer. I didn’t think I had fans but to my surprise, there were actually a few people. “hi” I smiled shyly and waving. I gained my popularity and anti-fans thanks to se7en when everyone thought we were dating when I ran away to LA. We took our seats in first class and our afternoon flight took off. While flying, big bang and danny gathered around me, young-jae and teddy.

“waaahh… dong-seng ah! Hes gotten so biiiig!” jiyong oppa cried out. “aigoo. Hes so cute!” top commented right after. “look at how chubby his cheeks are!” daesung smiled. “I wanna pinch them!” Youngbae cried reaching in. “he’s really too adorable for words” seungri chuckled.
“good god! Give him some room people! My nephew cant breathe!” teddy said sarcastically. “hes our nephew too!” danny laughed. “because ________ is like a sister to all of us so therefore… hes our nephew too!”
“yah… do you plan on giving him a baby sister or baby brother soon??” Jiyong oppa grinned as I just shrugged automatically thinking about jaejoong.

A little while after, it was time to take our seats because it was time to land. We landed and got off then hopped into a limo that was there to pick us up and bring us to our hotel. On the drive to the hotel, I ooooh and ahhh’d at everything. This place was beautiful.

“oh my god! This place is totally cute!” I cried looking out the window.

When we were pulling up to the hotel we were staying at, I couldn’t believe my eyes. “this is where we’re staying??!”
“mmm hmmmm!” they all answered.
“no way??? Oh my god!”

We checked in and I was given my own card key. Jiyong bunked with Seungri. Daesung bunked with Taeyang then teddy and danny and I had room myself with young-jae. Everyones room were close to each other except for mine. “why are your rooms close to each while im on the other side of the world??” I said sarcastically. “yours is a special type of room that’s why.” Teddy grinned. “ I just need a room for me and my son to stay in, it doesn’t have to be special.” I said following them to the elevators. Reaching the top floors, I got out with young-jae in the stroller and walked to my hotel room with the bellboy following us with our bags while the boys walked the other direction. As I turned around the corner looking for my room, the hallway changed from normal to… pastel looking colors and pink. And not just any pink… hello kitty pink.

 “what the?...” I said stopping. “am I going the right way?” I asked the bellyboy. “yes ma’am” he kindly replied. “you’ve gotta be kidding me” I whispered while shaking my head and continued to walk until we found our room.

“here it is…”

 I slid the card to unlock the door and opened it.

“…OHHHH…MYYYYYY….” I said staring at the entire room COMPLETELY speechless.

I stood there with young-jae in the stroller and forgot that the bellboy was still there. I finally gave him his tip and he left. “oh my god…” was REALLY the only thing I could say. I took young-jae out of the stroller and carried him to have a look around with me. “… waaahhh, president yang never ceases to amaze me…but honestly, I didn’t need a hello kitty room. I know your appa would enjoy this room since he LOVES hello kitty” I grinned looking carefully at everything then stood by the window to look out at the night view of everything below. “waaahh! Its pretty right??” I giggled tickling young-jae. Hearing his cute giggles brighten up my world everytime.

“music to my ears” a voice said from behind causing me to quickly turn around. “oh!!!” I said shocked and pointed at the figure with my free hand. 
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theres gonna be a part 3 cause... im awesome like that lol 
jk! its because its too long to be only 2 parts. 
So part 3 will be updated shortly. :D thanks for reading!