"When did the cramps started?" Minyoung asked the moment Dara was transferred to a stretcher. Jiyong trailed beside her, holding Dara's hand as if it's his own life source. He doesn't know what to feel anymore. Oh God, he'll go crazy if anything happened to Dara or the baby. He couldn't forgive himself if ever. He wouldn't take it lightly and blame himself until the end. Jiyong squeezed the girl's hand and murmured  thousands of prayers in a minute. 

'Oh God,please save them please save them. I'll accept all the pain, transfer all the pain to me. Just don't let them suffer more.' Jiyong desperatedly prayed.

"Afternoon... then I slept... the pain was worse when I woke up." Dara replied hoarsely. Where is she? Are they at the hospital? Fear coarsed through her veins. What if something bad will happen? What if she lost the baby because of her carelessness? Silent tears flowed while looking at Jiyong beside the stretcher. They are still moving, and the movement made it hard for her to focus. She is sure Jiyong will be devastated if anything happened and she wouldn't forgive herself for bringing that pain to him. She can't bear to see the pain she's seeing in Jiyong's face right now, the raw pain in his orbs, the threatening tears, the deep scowl- all of it is pure torture.

'This is all my fault. This is all my fault.' Dara thought repeatedly while more tears flowed. She can't ignore the guilt she's feeling brought by her own wrongdoings. After all these realizations dawned on her, darkness creeped up on her and was sweeped into the black space.

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Jiyong roamed mindlessly around the hospital. The rowdy smell swimming its way in his nose. He can't think clearly and his mind is full of things that it hurts. His hands are itching to call and to talk to someone right now before he loses his mind but then again who will he talk to? No one knew about their situation. He wanted to talk to TOP hyung because surely he'll talk some sense in his clouded mind, to Youngbae because he knows how to calm him during these kinds of situations, to Daesung because he knows his smile would be contagious and in no second he would be laughing too and even to the annoying maknae to just annoy the hell out of him.

But now, he has no one. In this situation it's just him and Dara. They need to sort this out like grown people and tell their loved ones about it. He'd literally give everything just stop her from suffering. Hell, he would sell all of his clothes just to ease Dara from the pain and transfer all of them to him. It's okay if he's the one in pain, he would take all the pain from her with open arms.

The buzzing in his pants distracted Jiyong. He picked it up when he saw it's Minyoung.

"JIY